Chapter 5 SONIAS POV Laying in the dark cellar which served as my room , I drew solace from the images in my head .
There was never a dull moment in my imagination .
If it wasnt voices speaking , it was a replay of memories playing in a loop .
The memory playing right now was one that left a bitter taste in my mouth .
Freya and I , running through the forest delight , just before dawn cape route .
In her , I found a friendship that helped me navigate life from a different perspective .
She was my escape Unfortunately , she never felt the same way about me .
I still didnt know why she would easily betray me like that , but it hurt my heart so deep .
I felt raw pain on my chest .
But of course , it was nothing in comparison to the violation my body had experienced in the hands of alpha Rowan and his unruly beta , Blane .
All my life .
I had done nothing but treated everyone Ive met with the utmost respect .
Both the young old , rich and poor .
1 was never the kind of person to disregard anyone for any reason .
Everyone always told me I was kind .
But when I needed that kindness , I was met with nothingness .
Pain that twisted the core of my being I rolled to the other side of the covers thrown on the ground , to serve as my bed .
My back ached .
Going from a large bed to almost laying on hard concrete was something I could never have imagined would ever happen .
Not with how well my father treated me .
However , life happened , and very swiftly too .
My lashes began to droop , as I felt a sting of tears biting the corner of my eyes .
I sniffled , vowing not to cry anymore .
It was probably an empty vow .
One that would be broken the second I faced my next humiliation .
But also one that gave me the much needed strength to finally fall asleep after a long torturous week of my life being turned completely upside down .
In the deep of my dream , I saw a face that could only have been sculpted with the pristine hands of the moon goddess , approaching me like a guiding light .
My legs pulled apart , hoping to welcome that light in me .
But just as it stopped in front of me , its silver glow turned into a burning furnace .
Spikes of pain , shot out from its furnace , threatening to pierce through me .
I moved back , but it floated towards me faster than any creature Ive ever seen .
Just when I jumped past him .
I looked up , and saw it had appeared before me .
As it rolled towards me , a loud screech escaped my throat .
I jerked up , fully drenched .
Oh dont be dramatic .
Its just cold water .
Are you that spoiled that youve never had to experience using cold water in spring A croaky voice from a woman with pitch dark eyes , standing above me , said .
I looked down and saw a bucket in her hand .
My eyes traveled further down and discovered she had actually tossed the bucket of water on me .

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I blinked multiple times , clearing up my vision .
Well , are you awake now ? she asked , playing with her nails .
I am .
I replied , finally finding my voice .
Good .
Youre needed in the kitchen to prepare Alpha Rowans breakfast 6:24 PM c c Chapter 5 To prepare breakfast ? I question in my head .
Ive never had to prepare breakfast .
I wasnt a terrible cook per say , because 1 made one of the maids secretly teach me some of her recipes .
But Ive never had to make use of those lessons .
A tiny voice told me I couldnt exactly say no , if I loved my life .
Okay , but can I please take a shower first ? I asked .
She suddenly threw her head back , and burst into a fit of laughter .
My eyes squinted as I looked around , wondering what she had seen to make her laugh that hard .
She finally stopped laughing , and raised her head to look at me .
I flinched when I saw the disgust all over her eyes .
You must think youre still the little princess in her fathers castle .
I dont think that water did enough to wake you up .
Youre still dreaming I sat there in confusion , wondering where she was going with all of this .
All I asked for was a simple bath .
What was so wrong with that ? If you dont stand up this instant , Ill smack this bucket on that empty skull of yours ! she spat in utter disgust .
Reflexively , I jumped to my feet , shivering at the thought of violence .
I was more a lover than a fighter , personally .
I abhorred every form of violence .
And I wasnt about to let someone twice my size hit me .
Now , walk , she said , stressing every word through her teeth .
I swallowed hard , flushing my fear down my throat Slowly , I inched out of the door .
She hissed behind me , causing me to shudder with fear .
When she brushed past me , I almost jumped out of my skin .
Follow me , she said behind her shoulders .
I obliged , walking carefully behind her .
It felt like we were going through a dark tunnel , without any light at the end of it .
After an excruciatingly silent walk , we made a turn , and busted into open air .
My eyes blinked as it adjusted to the light of the day.
I gasped internally when my eyes studied the scenery surrounding me .
It was actually a beautiful pack , all things considered .
Its grass was green , the birds chirped beautifully , and the smell of flowers filled the air .
So much in contrast with the smell of manliness my pack offered .
I took a deep breath , hoping to enjoy my day , despite the bleakness I felt .
The scenery also did a good job in making the walk bearable .
My feet were starting to hurt , because it felt like we would never stop .
It also didnt help that it was just the two of us on the road .
As if the people of the pack didnt wake up early .
She took another turn , and I was right around with her .
This time , we came across one person who bowed when they saw her .
Aside from that action , nothing else was communicated .
It made me realize she was a pretty important person in the pack .
More and more people began to walk past us .
They all bowed to her , and sneered at me .
I didnt understand what I had done .
wrong to these people to have them so mad at me .
I decided to lower my head , to avoid their menacing gaze .
We made one last turn and heard a loud howl .
She paused on her track , but I didnt notice on time and continued past her .
I suddenly bumped into a hard surface that made my skin jump , but in excitement .
Kneel and apologize ! a voice screamed behind the strong surface , as I took a step back , and lifted my head .
I gasped , when I saw Alpha Rowan standing before me .
I finally understood my bodys strange reaction .
It was because of him .
6:24 PM c d Chapter 5 Apologize ! the voice screamed again .
I didnt understand what it was talking about , or if it was directing his screams to me .
I opened my mouth to ask some .
questions when I felt someone pull my hair from behind and kicked me to the ground .
Apologize to your alpha ! I felt a slicing pain through my spine , as heavy boots stepped on my back .
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