Chapter 183 SONIAS POV How do you know about mums book , Seth ? I pressed .
He wasnt just going to glaze over it .
I wasnt accepting anything other than the truth What are you talking about , Sonia ? I just mentioned a book , nothing about it being mums .
Why do you think she left you a book ? Who have you been talking to He was twisting everything , but he had forgotten I knew him more than the rest of my y siblings .
There had never been a time he was a good liar .
I could see through the facade .
He was trying to bury the truth .
Dont lie to me Seth .
Someone very dear to me handed me a book .
I flipped the first page and it was mums dedication to me .
She explicitly wrote my name .
Dont he to me .
Seth , I pleaded with him .
He sighed as he looked at me .
Sonia , there are a lot of things you dont understand .
A whole lot of things I cant explain yet , because its not clear to me either .
Ill need you to just be a little patient with me .
I promise , youll know the truth when I figure it out , okay ? I wished I didnt feel like I was being lied to .
It felt like I was being dismissed , and I hated to feel that way .
Please , dont lie to me , Seth .
Youre one of the few people I think I can rely on .
Dont lie to me He pulled out of the wall , and walked over to me .
Dragging my head to his hips , he hugged me Youll be the first person I tell when I figure things out , Sonia .
I promise you .
But for now , we have to focus on getting your wolf back .
Evening came , and I dreaded it with all of my heart .
Seth had left after we talked for a few more hours .
I had buried my head in my bed , hoping the days would just go by , as I remained there .
It was time to go for dinner , but I still didnt feel like eating Alice came into the room , the rhythm of her steps detailing a woman on a mission .
Before I could open my mouth to speak , she shook her head firmly.
No , Sonia .

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No excuses .
Your father will come in himself if you refuse to come out .
Im not going to be banished , or worse , your stubbornness .
Do you understand ? But you said youd help me , Alice .
Was that a lie ? Oh no , princess .
Trust me , I am helping you .
Thats why I need you to go to the dining room , okay ! 1 pouted , but nodded anyway .
There was obviously nothing I could do to escape dinner .
I could just attend , and pray it was the last time I would be forced .
Lydia handed me a simple evening dress , and 1 muttered my gratitude .
I discarded my clothes , and she collected the discarded clothes from me .
Stepping into the fresh gown , I walked over to the mirror , and viewed my appearance .
Everyone that had noticed a change in me was definitely right It wasnt just in my physical appearance .
There was just something different about me .
-1/3 lose my head because of 1:25 PM dd · Chapter 183 I felt different .
I felt weird .
It was like I suddenly didnt fit in It didnt make any sense because this was my home .
I had grown up in this very room .
These walls had been my companion .
I had known Lydia since I was a child .
Why then did I feel so out of place ? And was I ever going to fully return to normal ? The future seemed bleak , mostly because I couldnt see or feel it .
I couldnt predict what would happen , and it worried me to no end .
It her hand on my hair You look stunning as usual , I heard Lydia say behind me , and Hell I stood still as she brushed out my hair .
It had been a long time since anyone did that for me .
Thank you , I whispered when she was done .
Common , lets go , she replied .
I took a deep breath , because it was the first time since I returned to the pack , I would be stepping out of my room .
My stomach was knotted in ties , and not even the butterflies in there could survive the tension ..
It could go any way , Dinner I meant .
It could go smoothly , or just become a disaster .
What happens when I see the food , and feel like throwing up If the th the thought of eating was enough to make me feel nauseous , then the food itself would probably send me over the edge , right ! The corridors were still as I remembered .
Lightened up with gold .
It was like paradise , and I was princess here .
That should be enough for you , Sonia .
Youre a princess ) here .
Good evening , princess The maids that walked past Lydia and I , stopped to greet I heard them whisper within themselves when they had created a distance frome .
I was probably the major gossip in the pack .
I was back from the den of a beast .
Remarkable that I survived right ? Although not without the imprint of his hands , forever in my heart .
I shuddered at that thought .
Wherever did that come from ? I questioned in my heart , as we took a turn , and arrived in front of the dining room .
Lydia stopped , and turned to me .
Are you you ready ? She asked .
1 , I replied as confidently as I could muster .
-1 am , It wasnt through though .
I was a nervous wreck , and my twisted fingers were a testament to that fact .
The guards opened the door , and Lydia stepped aside , as I walked in .
Now remember Sonia , youre a princess .
Chin up , straight back , gaze sharp , haughty , and prideful , I heard the voice of Lydias mother She taught me the way to be a true princess of the park .
I couldnt wait to sneak out and go see her .
I was about to apply these instructions , when my eyes caught an image I blinked twice , and yes , it was her .
Her knees were on the ground , and she was made to eat with her tongue on the ground , like a dog .
Freya ? Her name slipped out of my mouth , as I gasped in surprise