Chapter 201 SONIAS POV I returned home in a dazed state , shocked by everything I had heard .
Even when Lydia tried to question me , I pretended not to hear at first , then I really stopped hearing her talk .
I walked past my brothers gathered at a corner , forgetting I wasnt supposed to be out and about .
They tried to call for my attention , but again , I was too deep in my head to pay them any real attention .
As I entered my room , I shut the door with the key , and walked straight to my bathroom .
I shed off my clothes , and stepped into the shower .
Closing my eyes , I allowed the water to just fall all over me .
A child ? I questioned in my head as I showered .
Not just any child , but a child belonging to both Ramon and me .
It only meant I had a piece of him with me .
And no matter what I did , I could never get rid of him .
A single tear rolled down my eyes , asi grabbed my tummy .
If only he wasnt such an atrocious person .
The atrocious alpha I fell in love with like the fool I was .
Who falls in love with their torturer ? Was this supposed to be a classical case of Stockholm syndrome ? For the past month , I had tried to keep memories of him at bay .
Now I know why I wasnt completely successful .
I was carrying part of him in me .
How could I forget about him ? Slipping into the bathtub , I began to really sob .
I wailed my heart out , because I didnt deserve any of this .
Ramon loved Lorena who tried to kill me .
Lorena was also with child for him .
Nothing else was true , aside from these two facts .
How was this supposed to work ? Except I never tell him about this pregnancy .
What kind of person does that make me ? A terrible one ? Sure not as terrible as alpha Ramon , and everything he put me through .
I held on to my tummy , and cried until I could barely feel my heartbeat .
Go away , I muttered over and over again , but I didnt know what I wanted to leave .
Just go away , I begged with all of my heart .
Why was life so unfair ? Why did I have to go through so much ? I wanted to accept my fate , because it was the only way I could love this child .
But every time I thought of what the future held , I got scared , and resentful .
Please moon goddess , soothe my aching heart .
Please mum , help me , I cried out , curling into a ball on the tiled floor of the bathroom .
1/3 Extra Check la 6:30 PM Chapter 201 It was in that position that I slept off .
I was awoken the next morning by a strong knock on my room door , followed by the booming voice of alpha Ferins , my father .
Jolting up , my heart began to pound , as the memories of the previous day trickled into my brain .
Sonia ! I heard him call with a mighty growl that rattled the entire room .
I looked down on my body , and discovered I was naked .
My eyes then went to my tummy , and a wave of depression hit me .

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It was a different day , my father had returned from his month long trip , yet I was still carrying Alpha Ramons child .
Sonia ! He called again .
Grudging , I pushed myself up , because I knew if he called me again , it would be after breaking down my door .
I turned on the shower , and quickly rinsed off , before I walked into the room with a towel tied around my chest .
Sonia ! it room beca I heard the sound of a key turn , just as I went from my towel to wearing my bathtub because I couldnt grab a dress faster .
Well at least , my door had not been kicked down , I thought .
My father , with eyes fiercer than a burning furnace , made his way to me .
You have to appear calm .
He mustnt know about your pregnancy .
Not unt you cant hide it anymore , I told myself in my mind .
Taking a deep breath , I smiled to neutralize the intensity that was my fathers gaze as he approached me .
Father , youre back ! I called excitedly .
He paused on his motion , giving me a suspicious once over .
Why are you suddenly so chirpy ? Your brothers told me you looked depressed last night .
Where did you go , and how are you ? He asked , concern marred on the flesh of his forehead .
Alpha Ferins did have a heart .
It just was difficult for outsiders to see it .
Common father .
I felt stuffed in this room .
Cant I really walk around for fresh air ? Besides , it was nothing last night .
I just had an upset stomach , and needed to hurry into the room .
Such gossips ! I added under my breath , to sell my lies better .
I felt him start to relax , but he still kept a cautious eye on me .
Give your father a hug , he commanded , and I hurried into his body .
Did you just arrive ? I asked as we pulled away from each other .
Yes .
The second your brothers told me what happened , I came to find you .
But why didnt you open the door ? You must have heard me call you over and over again ? He resumed in a suspicious tone .
Father , you can send me putting on a bathrobe .
Its your turn to answer my question .
Where did you get that key to my room ? My eyes narrowed suspiciously at him .
Dont question me , Sonia ! He said firmly , but softened right after .
If you must know , I have spare keys to all of your rooms .
As the alpha should , he added for emphasis .
It must be great to be an alpha , I thought .
You could do whatever you wanted , whenever you wanted to do it , and however you wanted it done .
Im glad youre home safe .
I missed you , I said .
You did ? Then dress up and come see everything I got for you .
Well discuss after that , he said , and my heart began to pound faster again .
I could already tell it was the marriage talk all over again .
2/3 6:30 PM C Chapter 201 Marriage to a stranger , or a confession about your pregnancy ? I questioned myself in my head .
Unfortunately , there wasnt an answer that didnt lead to my damnation .
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