Chapter 187 RAMONS POV Liam walked up to me , and handed me the bottle of whiskey .
I didnt want to to drink before , Init I couldnt stop myself from reaching out , and grabbing the drink .
1 brought the top to my lips , took a deep breath , before I drank from it .
I burned my chest so good , and I closed my eyes just to relish in its effect .
I took another swig , and another .
At this rate , the bottle was going to be emply soon My thoughts were mumb .
So many things to think about , yet I lacked the real to do so .
When Liam sat beside me , I didnt feel it until he spoke , Ramon , what are we doing to do ? He asked .
A simple question .
One that shouldnt be hard to answer .
Solutions right ! No matter how difficult a situation was , I was damn good with solutions .
But right now .
I just couldnt think .
I couldnt- I took from the bottle again , silencing the voices in my head .
You know I wont do it , right ? This is basically mum playing the moon goddess .
If she hasnt provided my mate , theres no way in hell Im taking one just for the heck of it , he said .
I could see what he was trying to do .
Trying to reassure me , and alleviate my worries .
I appreciated the strategy , but it was like I mentioned before , I was too numb to think of a response .
Also , I dont believe Sonia accepted this crap .
She adores you .
I think this is all a ploy by Ferins , but to what end ? I heard him clearly .
I knew he was expecting a response .
A response I wasnt going to give , because I didnt have one .
However , when he stretched out his hand , that I could understand .
I passed him the bottle , and he drank from it too .

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Sharing a drink .
Something that was supposed to be normal in friendships had just been tainted in my mind .
It felt very much like passing Sonia to him .
The same way it was playing out in reality .
Coming from the guy who offered her to his beta ? That damn mocking voice in my head , spoke the loudest .
I had a counter for that .
It was then .
When I thought she was a bratty bitch who needed a good humbling Back when I swore to do everything I could to bring down Ferins , including using his daughter .
my plans had backfired .
How could I then tell anyone how all my plans had backfired .
It had gone from using my head to play the game , to answering to my heart .
Hey , but at least , I was thinking again Hey Rainon , Im really sorry about this .
I hope you know I didnt have a hand in this ? Ive also been blindsided I know , I was finally able to say .
I could feel the relief wash through him .
Even though I had once questioned our friendship , Liam had never .
No matter what , he never acted differently towards me He didnt play about me either .
I was priority to him .
1/3 112 1:26 PM c c Chapter 187 It should be the same for me , but I was a different kind of person .
1 thought of the worst , and acted accordingly .
That was why I needed time to think about this entire situation Go home , Liam | sand das 1 ain in his eyes .
Wait , what ? He faced me , and as I lifted my head up , I could see the pain .
You have to go house and see what this is about .
Who knows what you might discover ! I think I need to deal with this alone .
Youre always somehow around in my toughest times .
Whilst Tappreciate that , were both alphas with heavy responsibilities .
Solve yours , and Ill solve mine No way ! He protested heavily .
That just sounds like youre trying to kick me to the side like you always do .
It doesnt make sense , Ramon .
Were both involved in this bullshit .
We need to work together shook my head vehemently .
Things are just going to get too complicated at this rate .
Lets just think about this individually .
Your pack needs you Liam Go .
I said .
Im not going anywhere , Ramon .
Not until I get to the root of this madness He rose to his feet , and didnt waste time in walking out of the room .
I sighed the door closed behind him .
My thoughts were back to bring clouded , and painful Drowning myself in the alcohol could probably work for the night .
But what of when morning came ? Id have a headache the size of ten packs , without a solution anywhere in sight .
That just seemed like stabbing myself with my own claws .
Instead .
I chose to lay on my back , and look up at the ceiling .
I had to believe that everything was going to be fine .
There had to be a silver lining to all of these bullshit .
If Liam was right , and Ferins had something to do with this , he didnt get to escape .
He was going to hear from me .
Maybe even at the dawn of the day .
All I needed was to rest for the night , and make my move at the first light of day .
I was suddenly thrown out of my thoughts when my door opened , and I felt her presence .
Why are you here , Lorena ? I asked without moving .
I missed you she said , drawing closer to my bed Tad never allowed her on my bed .
Sonia was the only woman I had allowed on my bed .
Sonia , I whispered before 1 could catch myself .
Sonia ? Lorena said , stopping just at the foot of the bed .
Yeah .
I replied , and straightered up .
is missing , I said , gauging her reaction .
What do you mean , missing ? I thought she was dead ? She said , a confused expression on her face .
Ivy wanted me to believe that this clearly confused woman was guilty of something heinous ! Nah , I didnt believe it .
Id need solid proof to believe it Forget I said anything .
I said , standing up .
Lets get something to eat .
Iled her out of the room , grateful that at least I had my unborn child to give me some hope ,