Chapter 133 SONIAS POV | eyes .
and the first thing I saw was a high ceiling , just like in I opened my e Dad I called , thinking if I turned around .
Id see him staring at me my room at silverpaw He used to sneak into my room , and stroke my head whilst he thought I was asleep .
Every night , I would secretly look forward to his presence .
He never came all the time , but the few times he did , I was always happy .
No.
me .
I wiped the sleep off my eyes with the back of my hand , and when I blinked , I saw Ramon clearly .
Youre awake , finally , he said .
I tried to get up , but he stopped me , by pushing me back to the bed .
Carl said you must not move .
Youre exhausted , and you need to rest .
Yes , but Ruby .
She needs my help .
I protested lightly , as I tried to get up again .
Hey , he toppled over me , and pinned my body back to the bed .
You cant , alright ? Ruby can wait I looked at him through the lens of confusion .
He was picking me over one of his wolves .
That was some new development .
Why are you being so nice to me ? I couldnt help but ask .
If I remembered our last conversation clearly , he said he couldnt help hurting me And you promised to make him change , a voice in my head said .
I froze for a few seconds , my memories returning .
He accused me of betraying him again .
It made me wonder why he always had that thought in mind .
Im just trying to do the right thing , he said .
I knew he was lying .
There was something more .
Something he wasnt telling me .
Just like Ivy was lying to me , he also was lying to me .
His lund reached for my forehead , and just like my father used to do , he began stroking it .
choked back the tears that suddenly gathered in my throat , I was exhausted .
Everything hurt .
Do you want to get s some more rest , Sonia ? He questioned , staring intensely into my eyes .
The kind of rest I want , you unfortunately cant provide it I threw my face to the side , but he didnt get the message , and let me be , He turned my head back , so I could look at him .
The tears in my eyes had begun to roll down my cheeks .
Its not fair , I said through a tear filled voice .
Whats not fair ? He asked .
That Im your fated mate .
I wish I wasnt .
You could have killed me already , and called it even , I explained .
I had been holding on to that one for a while , but the feeling had consistently grown for a while now .
1/3 1:11 PM c Chapter 133 If only the moon goddess didnt deem it fit for us to be fated .
He could have had me killed , without the burden of guilt on his conscience .
What use was I alive , if I couldnt even be happy for more than a minute ? He wiped the tears rolling down my eyes , the expression in his eyes , one I couldnt decipher .
Do you want to die that badly !! Yes , I replied , surprising myself .
Nah , he shook his head .
I think youre lying .
Why ? I If you were in my shoes , wouldnt you want to die , and end the pain ! No.
And didnt you say you were going to teach me how to not hurt you ? Why do you always contradict yourself ? Because Im exhausted , Ramon ! 1 let out in frustration .
Startled by my outburst , his squinted eyes narrowed on Thats why you need to rest .
Look , its not easy , I know , I wish things were different .

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But theres nothing you could possibly do to erase the damag your father did to this pack .
Absolutely nothing .
My death could .
You would have taken something important from my father .
You can then call it even .
Really ? That simple , huh ? And what about the curse ? My brow furrowed curiously .
What curse ? He snickered .
Dont tell me you forgot about the curse you kept yapping about , already The curse ! My eyes snapped in remembrance .
1 tried to straighten up , forgetting he was hovering over me .
He pushed me back , and leaned into my face .
You really need to stop trying to move up , he breathed across my face .
I swallowed hard , as raw heat began to creep all ov over my body My wolf awoke , and was already squirming inside of me To be this close to Ramon was a dream , she always welcomed him with open arms .
Sometimes , I couldnt blame her .
He really was a beautiful il man .
My eyes went to his bulging muscles .
He was still shirtless .
Just like he was back in Ivy and my house .
I should .
I said .
Good girl .
Now , about the curse ! You dont even believe in it .
I let out a nervous laugh .
Are you trying to stop me from moving by acting ng like you ! youre interested in the ramblings of Honey , if I wanted to distract you , wed be doing something way different on this bed , he said , his eyes raking through me recklessly , My wolf kicked with excitement , but I was able to stifle her forwardness , before she could purr , So you dont really want t to hear about the curse ? I asked .
I really want to hear about the curse , Sonia , he replied Do you mind ? I looked at his body .
Youre kinda heavy He chuckled , and rolled to the side of the bed .
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Chapter 133 I think the word youre looking for is huge , he said .
Lorena is there to tell you that , I guess .
1 bat my lips the second the words left my mouth .
It was always the case with me .
Everything would be going fine , until I said something stupid .
Are you jealous of Lorena , or is this your way of trying to distract me , so you dont tell me about the curse ? I turned to my side , and faced him , Feeling emboldened , I smiled , Honey , if I wanted to distract you , wed be doing something way different on this bed , I mimicked him .
He looked taken aback for a few seconds , until he blinked , and swallowed hard .
Dont- A knock sounded on the door , cutting off whatever it was he was about to say .