Chapter 138 SONIAS POV Thad acted like a fool , I thought , as laid at the bank of the river closest to my house .
Ramon had left with Blane , after giving me strict instructions to wait for him .
But the second that door closed , I knew I couldnt remain in the room .
I found my way out , and didnt stop until I arrived at the river , The air smelt crisper .
There wasnt that poisonous stench that filtered into my nose before I treated the waters .
It was in this river , I came back to my senses .
Every time I thought of how I practically threw myself on him , I closed my eyes , and cringed How could I have been so desperate ? Why couldnt I control my desires ? Stupid full moon I whispered , then slapped my mouth right after .
I had to do that , before the moon goddess decided to do it for me .
It will be past midnight already .
I guess every pack and their tradition was different .
Silverpaw would be bubbling by now .
There would be sounds of drums , and howls , to usher in the full moon .
At night , after the prayers , a party would be held I was never allowed too close , but there was a window through which I watched all of the activities .
It wasnt the same way here in bloodmoon .
At least , from what I had observed .

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Everywhere was quiet .
A little too quiet .
If I didnt know better , I would swear they were mourning Nothing felt like a celebration .
Especially not how stupidly I threw myself at Ramon .
I felt so dirty .
It almost made me want to I froze at that thought .
There wasnt any need to think about it , when I could just go on ahead , and do it .
The heat was getting unbearable .
If I got in some kind of trouble , I could just blame it on the heat .
I rose to my feet , and began to shed off my clothes .
I knew by the time I was done , whatever filthy lust I carried , would be long expelled from my body .
It used to be difficult to shift .
But ever since coming into the blood moon , it got easier with every shift .
Closing nye eyes , I waited for the usual pain .
It didnt come , and by the time I opened my eyes again , my wolf had taken over Ibroke into a run , as the waves of the water serenaded me .
The trees , the leaves , the sky everything looked spectacular through the the eyes of my wolf I felt even more free than a bed .
If I had wings , I would have loved to add flying into this run I must have e gone .
round the fores more than ten times .
On the last run , I felt my honey getting exhausted , A lot of energy hud gone out of me , and I needed to take a break .
1/3 1:12 PM ₫ ₫ Chapter 138 I continued as my wolf , but slowed into a stroll .
Walking through the forest , I realised I didnt have any fear in me .
The only fear I ever had was of that cursed land .
And even then , I was is beginning to get over I basked in the joy of the silent night .
Knowing that the time I arrived at the river , I would immerse myself in it .
After that , whatever crazy urge I had would be totally gone .
I was so deep into analysing everything , I didnt see what was happening in front of me .
My feet had almost stepped into a spot , when a movement caught my attention , 1 hastily diverted my gaze to where t the movement had been more prominent .
In shock from what I saw , I shifted out of my wolf form .
What w was ahead of me , I could only describe as pure passion .
Everything instantly clicked in my head .
All this time everyone thought ht Blane liked it , as it would turn out , he liked- to my mouth , as the name almost slipped out of my tongue .
My hand went to Ivy ? I screamed in my head .
It was all so confusing .
I had watched Ramon go out the second Blanc called him .
How could he then have -… My thoughts were interrupted once more , as the day began to brighten One more time , I had a daunting realisation .
What I thought was just a good run , turned out to be hours of vigorous exercise .
1 suddenly felt like I was intruding into a private mome My eyes went back to their joint bodies , and their howls of passion An image of myself and Ramon in that position , formed in my head .
I shuddered , and the movement ment caused my body to graze a tree .
The leaves rattled , and the noise it formed filtered into their ears .
They froze , and I knew I had to leave .
Turning around , I tiptoed , making certain i I made it out of their spot without making one sound .
Going ahead to the river , I proceeded to deep iny body into it , not to crush some dried leaf with my feet .
Gening rid of every thought , i focused on just the coolness of the water on my body .
stepped out of the water , it was fully dawn I picked up my clothes , and put them back on .
Ivy and Mane ? I thought , a smile forming on my face .
I guess they couldnt fight off the power of the full moon Cheesing as if I had any longer .
won an awant , my legs skipped forward , as I began the journey back home .
Who cared if I had my own personal problems to ponder one My friend had someone who cared about her by her side .
That was all that mattered .
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Chapter 138 I arrived at my house , and was about to walk in , when someone pulled my hair from behind .
Ive had enough of your intrusion in our lives , you stupid bitch ! I need you to die ! Lorenas hands clamped around my neck , and she began to twist it .
I fought , and struggled to move out of her hold , but she was a whole lot stronger than me .
Pl eass , I tried to beg , but the words came out more in my mind , than I was able to speak .
Die you fool ! She pressed even harder , and the fight in me disappeared .
I began to disassociate in hopes the pain would subside .
But she didnt stop .
The pressure from her only increased .
Watching my soul leave my body , a tear rolled down my face .
There wasnt any pain in the last few seconds , as I took my last breath .
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