Chapter 207 RAMONS POW She was clearly mad , and irritated by my question , yet I didnt give up .
I pressed further , wanting an answer that would calm me down.
She cried , and kept on crying .
I stroked her hair in my body , not letting her go , When she was done crying , she lifted her head , and pulled away from me .
so , are you ready to answer my questions now ? Fine , she said much to my surprise .
But first , you have to tell me the inspiration behind these sudden accusatory questions .
I need to know who has been slandering my name , she said .
I thought long and hard about her request .
Anyone I mentioned would immediately create an enmity .
I didnt want that to happen , but I also wanted her to answer my question .
Carefully , I lifted her chin until she was looking at me directly in my eyes .
You do know this is serious , right ? Im trying to walk on eggshells because of your condition , but put yourself in my position .
Hazel just confirmed he betrayed me .
He said there wasnt any need for me to do any research , because he did what he was accused of .
Do you see why I need to be cautious about the people around me ? I just need to know if youll ever betray , or have ever betrayed me .
Thats all .
It wasnt such a difficult question to answer , was it ? Her insistence on avoiding or deflecting had me second- -guessing her .
I didnt want to side with the popular opinion , but if she couldnt even give me a straightforward answer , how was I supposed to protect her from everything everyone accused her of doing ? She sighed , and took a deep breath , then suddenly smiled .
I think I understand you better now .
When you asked initially , v .
it felt lik into her face , and her smile widened .
Im loyal to you Ramon .
I have been loyal to you since the day I stepped into your pack .
Im also carrying like you didnt trust me enough .
But I understand you she cupped my face your child .
How could I have ever , or ever think of betraying your I began to feel relieved .
That was all I wanted to hear .
I just wanted to hear her say she could never betray me .
Swear it on yo on your life , I said , and her hand fell from my face .
I could sense the fear that racked her , but just as soon as I sniffed it , it was g gone .
What was that about ? Could I still not trust her , despite what she had made me believe ! My head was all jumbled with different voices screaming to be heard .
I swear with any my life .
I would never betray you .
Could y I you stop being paranoid now ! Youre scaring me and your chikl Findred stopped being paranoid .
She had calmed my fears .
She had sworn with her life .
Nothing else mattered but her words .
Tim going to be merciless to anyone who crosses or betrays me again .
I would hate for you to be caught in the crossfire .
Thats why sure where you stood .
Hope you understand met She laughed playfully .
Of course I do .
You know Ill always understand you .
If not me , who else will ? y I wanted to to be Good .
Im glad you understand me .
Come here I pulled her into my body , and just held her in that position … It could have been Sonia , The thought crept up on me even before I could stop it .
1/2 632 PM Chapter 207 But now that the thought was out there , I had to analyse it .
If she had sworn loyalty to me exactly how Lorena did , we could have been the ones in this position .
However , she had shamed me , and destroyed every bit of desire I had for the both of us to ever be together .
Youre lying , a loud voice in my head screamed .
I couldnt care less what anyone , even my wolf thought ..
Sonia was off my mind forever .
Not even the moon goddess could make me want her back .
When the next full moon came , and she couldnt hide her desire for her mate , I hope she never thinks of contacting me .
I would ruin every bit of self esteem she must have managed to gather .
What are you thinking about ? Lorena suddenly asked me .
My heart skipped a beat at the boldness of my thoughts .
I had one woman in my body , but I was thinking about another in my heart .
Sums up both relationships , that same stubborn voice persisted .
I closed my eyes tight , and didnt open it until I had managed to evacuate that rebellious voice .
-What are you thinking about ! I felt a gentle nudge , and opened my eyes .
Nothing , why ? I questioned back .
Dont lie to me .
Your muscles are so tense .
Its as if whatever you just thought about , had the ability to make you murderous .
Was it Hazel ? Are you still so sure someone is not setting him up , despite what he told you ! She asked .
I paused to examine her question .
She did indeed have a point .
I couldnt deny I had thought of that too .
Im glad I wasnt the only one willing to give Hazel the benefit of doubt .
Even though deep down , my instincts told me he couldnt have been acting with how maniacal he sounded .
1 just still had the urge to give him some grace , because I had murtured him myself .
Youve grown really weak , Ramon , the cousin of that rebellious voice raised its ugly voice in my head .

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But were they wrong ? My mind was definitely not as sharp anymore , and I was quite affected by that fact .
I think wed need to wait and see how everything plays out .
I wont be giving him any grace until then , I said .
Well youre the alpha , and I trust in your infinite wisdom .
Dont let anyone tell you otherwise I smiled with pride , because she had just reminded me why she was here right now , and not anyone else .
Thank you , I muttered in my mind , and closed my eyes .