Chapter 40 HAMONS POV accounts , it was a good kiss .
The best Ive ever had .
But it wasnt supposed to happen .
I wasnt supposed to let my guard down .
aturally .
I craved to pull her closer a and deepen the kiss .
I just couldnt , with a quick reflex , I pushed her away from me , and she fell to the ground .
I heard Lorena cackle out loud , whilst Sonia looked up with hurt in her eyes .
How dare you ! I growled .
I needed her to not be delusional .
Just because we danced together didnt mean we were best of friends now , or even lovers She was still my rejected mate in my heart , even if it was physically impossible .
-Wh y- ? Her voice broke , as she stared at me with tears in her eyes .
Why I continued , drawing closer to her .
Because youve crossed your boundaries ! I lowered my body to the ground so I was staring at her .
It- it wasnt inten tional , she stuttered .
I dont care .
The next time you shove that disgusting tongue of yours down my throat again , Ill make sure to cut it out rose to my feet , and swiftly turned around .
My feet were heavy and fast , as they strode out of her presence .
I couldnt get to my abode faster .
I had to leave before my conscience got the best of me .
My car came into view , and I stepped into it .
I drove straight to my quarters , got out , and walked past the door .
Ignoring the greetings and salutations from the wolfs around , I made my way to my room and slammed the door shut behind me .
I didn 1 drop to my bed , but instead , began to pace back and forth .
She shouldnt have kissed me .
It had taken every ounce of control in me to push her away .
The only pushing I wanted to do was her body against a wall while I loved her with my tongue .
My wolf was on fire .
It wanted a rematch .
ch .
To ret return to her , and finish what she had started .
But I couldnt .
I just couldnt , and it drove me to delirium .
What ! I growled when a knock suddenly sounded on my door .
Its me , alpha , Blane said as he opened the door .
He stepped into the room just as I turned my body around .
What do you want ! A message from the elders of the pack .
1 rolled my eyes , already knowing it was only a matter of time before they showed up with a message .
The second they heard about our pack hosting the festival of alphas , it was bound to be a rush of opinions .
What do they want ! You would think they would be occupied with all the free time they have .
Should have known they would be occupied with They want an audience with you .
Some are of the opinion that we shouldnt be hosting the festival of alphas And who exactly are they to tell me what to do , or what not to do ? Did I ask for their opinions Do I look like I care what anyone thinks ! If I want to bout the festival of alphas , I will host the festival of alphas ! My breathing came out hard when I was done speaking .
I felt my muscles tense up .
It was bad enough what I had just experienced with Sonia .
Now Talso had to deal with a group of old wolves who like to batt into issues that have absolutely nothing to do with them .
Do I tell them you dont want to speak to them ? He asked after a numment of silence .
I looked up , and shook my head .
If I did that , they would have a reason to grumble and make life difficult for the entire pack .
The festival was going 1/2 no loppen , regardless of their opinions .
But an audience with them wouldnt hurt anyone .
No.
Tell them Ill see them .
Hiut it will have to he later in the day .
I have other plans .
How is the ground looking ? Should we skip it and have the al in the hall ? No way ! The ground is more sacred and would give us a better representation than the hall would .
I say we stick with the ground Its currently Good Costumes Food ? Is there anything that hasnt been looked at yet ? Everyones at the top of their game .
Were doing everything possible to ensure that it all turns out right Thats good to know , I nodded , pleased with everything I had heard this far .
Do you think Ill get a complete list of alphas and their entourage coming That should be available this evening .
Either before or after your scheduled inspection .
Blane .
I walked over to him and placed a hand on his shoulders .
Tm putting a lot of responsibilities on you because I think its something you can handle .
Dont fail me .
Dont make me regret my decision .
You know you can count on me .
I could never fail you .
Your word better be your bond .
And you ? He asked much to my surprise .
And me ? I lifted a curious brow .
What made you so tense ? I sighed .
Wh Who else ? I walked over to my tal my table , and picked up a bottle of whiskey that I had spent the night there .
After returning from ensuring Sonia had arrived safely at Daisys pack , I decided to indulge a little , because my treacherous mind was too occupied with thoughts of us dancing together .
Thankfully , it was still there when I needed it .
You want to keep punishing her ? At what point does it become you punishing yourself ? Shes still your ma- If you love your life , please dont complete that word .
He nodded , and visibly swallowed .
Shes not the enemy , he said , and turned around .
Then who is ? My mind questioned , as I opened the bottle , and brought it to my lips .
Ferins .
But she is Ferins daughter .
Every member of his family is an enemy .
I also responded in my head .

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In one gulp , I halved the already half bottle of whiskey .
And as it burned a hole in my heart , squeezed my face , knowing I very much deserved that pain .