Chapter 41 SONIAS INV Ivy picked me up from the ground .
Ignoring Lorenas howls of jest , she took ine to the house , and sat me down on the couch .
w hear .
The second she stood up .
I rolled myself into a ball , and wept .
It wasnt silent tears .
It was a little loud , and deep from my I had allowed myself to get carried away again .
But it couldnt be entirely my fault , I had tried my very best to slop my impulsive wolf .
Once the need surfaced , it just couldnt resist it .
I couldnt stop it from committing such a grave sin .
Now , I was at odds with myself .
Aside from that , his hatred for me was about to surge , and it was entirely my fault .
Sonia , dont cry , I teh Ivy beside me .
Nothing is your fault .
I have a feeling youre blaming yourself , and I dont like that .
Please dont cry I felt her hand on my hair , stroking it gently .
Dragging my body forward .

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I placed my head on her thighs and continued to cry .
My entire being felt so defeated .
I couldnt dare to hope anymore .
Nothing was ever going to change between Alpha Ramon and 1.
If anything .
things were going to get even worse .
Slowly , and in my state of disarray , my eyes began to close .
In no time , I lost consciousness .
The dream started with me walking endlessly trying to trace the trickling and splashing sound I heard .
It was water .
I was always drawn to water .
I traced it with my eyes and my ears .
Hoping to dip myself into it , because it was the only escape from the scorching heat that left my throat clogged .
The heat crept to my eyes , fogging my vision .
My knees buckled , and dropped to the ground .
I began to crawl , relying on scent to get me to the Darkness descended the earth , making it even harder for me .
Yet , I didnt stop .
I crawled and crawled, until the sound of the waves grew louder .
A smile burst out out of my face when I felt moisture on my fingers .
I continued on my knees , until it touched water .
Yes ! I screamed out , but no words came out of my lips .
It didnt matter to me .
The second my knees touched the water , I felt renewed strength to rise.
I jumped to my feet , and my wolf began to rug me , I know what you need , I said , but just like before , no words came out One after the other , I began to take off my clothes .
I was wearing a white gown , but didnt know where it came from .
Now stark naked standing under the gaze of the moon , I closed my eyes and summoned my wolf .
pain I didnt She was ready even before I conceived the thought .
I waited for the pain I usually had to endure before the shift .
It was because of that p But there was no pain .
I transitioned smoothly , and before I came to terms with what had just happened , she broke into a ru It was dark , but she could perfectly see .
She ran round and round .
She ran until she was out of breath , but still didnt stop running .
There was an exhilarating freedom she experienced from running , Something she hadnt done in a while.
She was still running when she bumped into a wall .
I couldnt control the When I looked up .
it wasnt a turn back in to me .
wall like I had thought , staring at me .
It was a man .
He looked oddly familiar , but I couldnt tell where I had seen him Shooting spikes of pain pricked my skin as I stared at him .
My wolf whimpered within me so I was pressed I couldnt bear the pain of looking at him anymore , so I tumed around .
Hut before I could run , he drew me back into his body .
Soni , he whispered in my ears .
Please be patient with me .
I wanted to stay right where I was , but I just couldnt .
It was too much pain .
Even more than I had felt when I healed the alpha Daisys lover .
Struggling against the stronghold of the man as I tried to escape , I noticed my wolf wasnt putting any effort .
She sat still , surrendering to the strangers touch .
Lets go ! I screamed at her .
My volce came out louil , and clear this time .
1/2 Sonia .
You cant escape from me .
No matter what you do , it wont change the fact that you belong g to me .
Youre always going to Iscreamed He growled use the heaven , and covered me with both arms .
His strenuigh strangled me , and I felt life being snuffed out of me .
Youre in control I heard a voice in my head say .
I stopped to struggle , and nodded .
It was right .
I was in control of the situation .
When the familiar stranger realised I had stopped struggling , he stirred my body around to face him .
So beautiful , he touched my cheeks .
I flinched , but remained standing .
You re not going to hurt me .
I could never hun you .
Everything I do , I do for you .
I know you , I said .
Of course you do .
Weve known each other for a while now .
Were always going to know ourselves .
Does that scare you ? Do you want to run away ? No.
I replied fearlessly .
He wasnt going to hurt me .
My wolf recognized that truth before I did .
What it didnt know was I planned on hurting him first .
Because I felt this pain all thanks to hin Do you forgive me for everything Ive done, and everything Ill do ? I was appalled by the audacity , but I couldnt leave .
I dont know why Ive seen you .
I dont know why youre here .
I dont know what plans the moon goddess has for me .
But I know that destiny is like a river .
Sometimes , we cant control its waves .
But theres always an outlier .
An upset .
When that occurs , do you think youll still be able to control the res Before he could respond , I dissolved into the vold .