Chapter 154 SONIAS POV Ivy was finally sleeping .
She wouldnt tell me why she had acted as if the world was going to end due to Lorena poisoning herself .
But thankfully , I was able to get her to sleep .
Howeyer , I couldnt sleep .
Daniel lud gone to be with the alpha .
Moon was back in a room , after falling asleep .
was way past midnight , and I was up , paring about .
Ime .
I couldnt seek comfort from my wolf , because no matter how much I called for her presence , she ignored me .
She was missing , so was a core part of my memory .
Yet , all I could think of was Ramon .
He had to be in terrible shape .
I didnt like Lorena .
Since I awoke , every time her name was mentioned , I felt very odd .
Even though I felt great fear after Ivy told us she had poisoned herself , that fear was quickly replaced by a need to push her off my thoughts .
Regardless of these facts , she meant something to Ramon , They were close , so he probably was hurting right now , I wished I could to him .
To comfort him the way he had comforted me But I had already read the handwriting on the wall Everyone wanted me to remain a secret , for reasons I wasnt sure of yel I walked to the living room window that directly faced the sky .
Looking up .
I watched the stars shining bright .
I would have loved to be one of those stars .
To be so significant , yet unreachable .
It was the best kind of life to live .
Being accessible made things complicated You interact with so many people , and end up mixing energies .
I was pretty sure my streak of Ill luck came from someone I interacted with .
As I was deep in my head , my thoughts travelled to my mother .
1 quickly turned around , and fetched the book she left me from my room .
Dragging a chair to the window tide , I sat down .
This time , I didnt overthink things .
It was just a book that was meant to be read .
With this thought in mind , I opened the first chapter Nothing was as I expected it to be .
She had written these words in poemas The first our was a poem about the heart , and how its greatest source of nutrients was true love .
For without love , our heart is nothing but a vessel .
But with love , we make use of that vessel in its highest capacity I read those words out loud .
To be honest , they sounded cringe .
There had to be more to it than just poems .
It couldnt be just- My thoughts silenced when I flipped the next This was it .
There was a reason she started with a porm .
Because the next page listed all the ailments of the heart 1/3 en Dreame Read Romance ..
Download 1:17 PM c c Chapter 151 It wasnt just a a book about p poems , it was a bes it was a healing book .
My heart began to beat really fast , as I looked through it ..
Perhaps , I could find something that would help with my absent wolf , I wasnt sure what Ivy had seen in the book before .
But it wasnt useless .
It was perhaps the most important book I would ever read .
I stopped searching as my eyes caught a text .
It wasnt on how to get ones wolf back , or what could be the possible cause of a missing wolf .
This was more about the brain .
About memories , and how precious they were I could see it was the poetry part , so I swiftly turned the e next page .
There it was .
A solution for loss of memory .
I needed a trigger .
Something so painful , my brain couldnt help but remember .
Closing the book .
I somersaulted into my head again .
What could be that painful if I had already encountered near death ? As I asked myself that question , my eyes went to the side .
I noticed I had been trying my hardest not to look that way .
Mostly because , Id see the cursed land .
Thats it ! I mustered , jumping to my feet .
Thats what ? I heard behind me .
I whirled , and saw Ramon standing at the door .
I had been so deep in my head , I didnt even hear him come in .
Throwing caution , and comportment to the wind , I ran to him , and jumped into his body .
He enveloped me fiercely , burying his head in me .
I welcomed his weight , just grateful to be able to comfort him the only way I could .
We stood in that position for a good five minutes , before he finally stepped away You should be asleep , he said in a reprimanding tone .

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I heard about Loreta , He looked up sharply , worry in his eyes .
I wondered why , I wondered if something bad had happened What did you hear ? He asked .
That she tried to kill herself ? You must have been very worried , I said .
Is she okay now ! If she isnt , I could go look and see if I can do something about her state .
I found = He drew me into his body again , stopping me before I could tell him about my mothers book .
Why are you so kind ? Whats the end goal here ? He wh whispered .
Nothing .
I shook my head .
You comforted me .
I just want to return the favour .
Thats all .
But why ? How can be so beautiful , and kind ? It doesnt make sense .
It doesnt have to make sense .
But I think you need to rest .
If you break down , you cant give her your best version when she e needs you the most And youre okay with that ? 2/3 1:17 PM dd .
Chapter 154 I didnt understand that question , and my raised brow proved that .
Youre okay with me being there for Lorena in every way .
My heart squeezed , and for the second time , I caught a whiff of my wolf .
But just as soon , she disappeared .
It finally made sense in my head .
My memories were tied to the absence of my wolf .
Find my memories , reconnect with my wolf .
And to do that , I needed to feel real pain .
Watching Ramon take care of Lorena , would definitely help with that .
Im okay with that .
Do what you have to do .
I stood on my toes , and placed a gentle kiss on his lips .
But as I pulled away , he drew me back into his body .
For the sake of comfort , lets do that properly , he said , and bent my head to the side .