S POV A tear rolled down my y eyes , but i annoyance , I slapped it away .
What was there to cry about ! Before there was me , there was always Lorena .
She was his first everything .
The fact that it had taken her this long to even get pregnant for him , was strange , Once more , I was reminded of what I truly was .
A placeholder to what really mattered in the grand scheme of things .
I continued going thr through my closet in search of something to wear .
It was as if all the clothes Ivy got me had disappeared .
There was nothing that wasnt nightwear to wear .
I sighed , and dropped on my bed .
It had taken a miracle to get me out of the bathroom , and into the room .
I could have been satisfied with remaining in the bathroom forever .
Showing my face was like wallowing in my shame .
I hated this situation so much , and there werent a lot of things I actually hated .
He knew , and that was the most devastating part about this entire thing He knew , and didnt have the decency to tell me .
Rather , he laid me under the witness of the sky , and its stars , and we consummated our bond I could still feel the pressure of his largeness in between my legs .
Deep in my core was still so sore .
I had barely recovered , and now I had to deal with an extra pain of the obvious .
As long as alpha Ramon was concerned , it didnt matter what the moon goddess designed .
I was always going to be his number two .
You said you werent going to give up , a voice in my head reminded me .
I knew I said that , but maybe I was just getting ahead of myself .
Why did I think I could change his mind ? Who was I , anyway ? Why did I even n matter ? I felt the onset of tears again , and cleared my throat to wade them off .
The door suddenly opened before I could compose myself , and Ivy walked in .

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Pretty girl , are you alright ? She said , jumping on the space beside me .
Im fine , why ? She gave me a once over , and frowned in disapproval .
I mean you do look clean now that youve hathed , but your face has lost its sparkle .
Tell me , did something happen while I was away setting the I knew it w was easy for people to withhold , and hide things from people they cared about , or people that cared about them .
heart for too long I personally just couldnt do it .
I couldnt let the weight of this burden sit in my I was going to lie and say Im like this because I couldnt find any of the clothes you lended me in my closel en Dreame Read Romance .
Download 1:20 PM c c Chapter 162 I would have told your I washed them this morning , when I woke up confused about your whereabouts , and looking for something to distract me froan Lorens condition , she replied .
What happened to Lorena is not the entire reason why you were so ashen in the face , last night , was it ? I asked .
I held my breath , hoping she didnt lie to me .
It would make it hard to believe anything she said , going forward .
She searched my face closely , and signed .
In a startling action , she pulled me in for a hug .
Whats this for ? I asked , totally confused .
I didnt want to ruin your joy , last night , and most especially , this morning , Sonia Please forgive me for not telling you immediately ? Telling me what ! I have a feeling you already know about it , but you deserve to hear from me .
When I encountered Adelaide , when she was on her way to Alpha Ramon .
She told me she had received a summon from Ramon , to check on Lorena .
She said she had been expecting that call , because it was clear to her .
Lorena is pregnant .
She didnt even know about the attempt to take her life by then , she explained .
So thats how you found out ? She pulled away , and looked at me with sincere eyes I was almost sure the alpha would tell you himself , thats why I didnt bother to tell you .
Im surprised he didnt .
Yeah I was at first , but it tracks .
He has never taken me seriously , why should he now ? I scoffed bitterly .
Dont say that , Sonia .
Im sure he just felt unsented .
Isnt that why he sought solace in your arms ? I know how you must feel right now , but I think youre getting it all wrong .
Alpha Ramon does care about you , even if its hard for him to admit it .
You always talk like you know him so well .
I dont understand your relationship with Ramon .
I just dont get it , You need to eat , Sonia .
Youve barely eaten well .
Eat first , then we can discuss everything else later .
Deal ? I nodded , even though I didnt exactly feel like eating anymore .
I had lost whatever huge appetite I had this morning , all thanks to Kamon and his never ending connection with Lorena I didnt want to hate anyone , but sometimes , I hated her , Hey , snap out of your thoughts , and wear this .
I looked up , and saw she had left the room , and returned with a shirt , Funny how I didnt he hear her make a sound , because my thoughts had once again consumed my mind .
Thank you , I replied , accepting the big shirt .
She stepped out to allow me dress up .
I wore the big shirt , and an undergarment .
It stopped just below my thighs , so I was grateful I wasnt going out of the house .
I allowed my hair to fall to my back , next .
Despite its length , it was still growing .
Soon , Id barely be able to manage it Done with dressing up , I turned around , and walked to the living room .
I wasnt hungry , but I reded all the nutrients I could get if I was going to get my wolf back .
A scent hit my nose as soon as I stepped in .
Two familiar scents actually , My heart skipped a beat when I saw kamion seated on the ground .
Next to him , im , was alplus Liam .