Chapter 206 RAMIONS POV It was already quite an insightful day for me .
After I left the cell , I went to one of my secret hiding places Somewhere I could be at peace .

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Where no one , not even Ivy could find me .
There I reflected on everything I heard directly from Hazel needed to talk to Moon .
Whilst it was something to raise a brow too , something told me I still neede He was at the center of all of this , and I needed to speak to him directly .
That wasnt the only case .
I couldnt stop thinking about what Jenner told me .
Everyone kept saying the same thing .
They were even beginning to sound like a broken record .
But the problem was that I didnt know what to believe .
Everyone couldnt be wrong right ! But what if this was the rare case where they were all wrong ! What if I chose to believe them , and ended up regretting it later ? I wasnt feeling like much of an alpha lately .
My alpha senses had been blurred .
I couldnt even make out a lie from the truth .
I sat facing a tree filled with ripened oranges If I liked oranges , I would have plucked half of the tree already .
But I realized seconds after that I was just looking for a distraction Something to keep my thoughts from wandering towards the direction it was headed .
I closed my eyes , and I couldnt stop my mind from picturing her It was always the case when I went for these solitude missions .
I would be doing great , until out of nowhere , she would ap No matter what I did , I couldnt shake her off .
Tappear in my head .
She had gotten deep into my system , and all I could think of when I tried to silent my mind was her .
Sonia my lips moved , calling her name , as my mind conjured a picture of her .
Sonia crying .
Sonia smiling Sonia laughing .
Sonia coming to hug , or kiss me , after using her healing powers , just so I could recharge her .
Sonia giggling in my ears , as I made love to her .
Sonia , shy , but insightful .
shades of Sonia .
The good , the beautiful , and the intelligent , because I couldnt think of a single bad thing about her .
Except for the day I risked my life to bring her back to me , and she blatantly refused me .
My ego had taken the biggest bit of my entire life .
Telnt gone with enough armor , so I couldnt even the consequences , and wage instant war , like a li a brave alpha would do .
Instead , I had left with z my tail tucked in between my legs Coward , I whispered , and the gentle breeze that made up the afternoon , carried my words around .
I had been a coward , I have been the biggest coward .
Chapter 206 But I couldnt be a coward that basked in self pity .
It was time for an action , having spent so long being inactive .
Rising to my feet , I began to return back to the pack .
Where have you been ? I heard behind my back , just as I got to my quarters .
Leave me alone , Daisy , I repled without turning my head behind to look at her .
Wrong answer .
I came here to help you .
I just cant leave you alone .
Do you realize that you have a pack ? I asked her .
I do .
A huge pack , she gloated .
Do you realize big large packs need their alphas ? Id never understand leaving my pack for another pack , the way you and Liam do .
Are you that bored , and jobless Or is there nothing fun to keep you in your pack ? I asked , hoping my harsh words would irritate her enough to leave .
I forgot I was dealing with a maniac , but was hastily reminded when she burst into a feat of laughter .
Whats so funny ? I asked , stopping and turning to face her .
You of course .
Youre trying unnecessarily hard to be mean .
Maybe you think if you are , it would push me away .
But it already does have the opposite effect .
Makes me want to stick around , and annoy you , whilst also helping you .
What do you say ? I say go to hell , I replied , and continued walking .
Ihastened my step so she didnt catch up with me , b Hey , wait up ! She called after me because I was done talking .
I hurried into my room , and slammed the door shut behind me Thankfully , the person I wanted to see was there .
What are you doing in my room ? I asked , realizing she was really in there w without my knowledge .
Oh common , Ramon .
I thought we were way past that ? she drawled .
I regarded her briefly with my eyes .
She was starting to swell in her face .
Soon , she would have a protruding belly .
It was that thought that kept me from raising my voice at her .
Lorena , we need to talk , I said , walking over to my bed .
1 sat , and she sat next to me with a worried expression over her for face .
What is it ? Did something happen I didnt know how to tell her this , or even a ask her the questions on my mind without upsetting her .
I didnt want to upset her , and in extension , upset my child .
She was fe was already fragile , and delicate as it was .
Hey , ask me anything .
Talk to me about anything at all , she said , placing her hands in mind .
I looked down at our fingers joined together , but my woll wished it was with someone else .
Ignoring its needs , I tried to sweeten the question by smiling first .
Right after , I asked what was on my mind .
Have you betrayed me in any by way , Lorena ? Her brow shut up , and she made to move back , but I held her hands firmly in mine.
6.31 PM Chapter 206 I just want to be sure were on the same page .
Have you betrayed me .
I cant believe youd ask something that despicable .
Is that how low you think of me ? Her lips began to vibrate , and right before my eyes , she burst into tel