Chapter 13 SONIAS POV I was lost with no hopes of being found .
Sliding down the walls , I plopped to the ground , contemplating actually ending my life .
First it was being stripped naked , and forcefully penetrated in front of my family , and other soldiers by my supposed mates command .
No , scratch that .
First I was kidnapped after being lured out by the betrayer I considered a friend .
Then I was sold to the kidnapper who kidnapped me : who also magically turned out to be my mate .
As if that was not enough , the mate who rejected me , by the way , forced me on his beta in front of my entire family .
Oh , he didnt stop there .

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He made me try to paint a room with a toothbrush , and allowed his mistress to humiliate me in front of everyone .
And just when I thought surely , things couldnt get any worse than they already were , he almost had me sleep .
with his beta for the second time , and then made love to his mistress in front of me .
I knew I had not added everything he made me do , or go through in the short span of knowing him , because it was just too much to remember .
It made me scared of what a whole month being locked up would do to me .
At what point , would I stop surviving ? I would definitely become a shadow of myself .
I palmed my forehead over and over again , as I questioned how I managed to end up in this situation .
Lifting my head , I tried to see if I could catch a trail , or at least a familiar scent that would enable me to leave the four walls of this corridor that smelled a little too much like Alpha Ramon .
Unfortunately for me , it was just one long almost dark corridor that led to a thousand rooms , and little to no routes Where are you .
Ivy ? I whispered in my mind It was a futile attempt to get her to hear me .
I had only ever heard about certain Alphas who could communicate through their minds .
It came with a condition though .
They had to have a link with whoever they were communicating with through their minds .
Still , it was the only thing I could do .
The more time I spent with my back against these bleak walls , the more it felt like a fog was creeping into my throat .
Clogging my airways , making it hard to breathe .
When the foolishness of my attempt became clear , I shut my eyes and began to hum .
I never found out where I heard this sound from .
It was just a tune that came out of my mouth one day , and remained stuck in my head .
My father hated to hear it around him .
He hated music in general , but had a special aversion to this particular sound .
He would always say it grated his ears .
He never told me why , and I didnt bother to ask .
I would hum the tone in secret every time I felt distressed , or just slightly out of it .
Like now .
It helped me cope with the idea of remaining in this place , until someone passed by or at least , until I got help .
But even if I managed to escape , I would probably not be able to find my way back to that harsh cellar .
I could also just find the river .
I love water , so I wouldnt mind lying by its bank .
I continued humming , finding relaxing comfort in the tune .
With my eyes closed , I imagined an entirely different life .
My masked alpha, coming to save me from my troubles .
Every time I tried to shift the mask so I could see his face , he would slip behind , and tickle me .
In the middle of my hum , I began to chuckle .
Chuckle that led into laughter .
It felt real , like he was beside me , tickling me .
Making me laugh so hard , my sides hurt .
I didnt hear any footsteps , but felt someone kneel before me .
I opened my eyes , and discovered an old woman with white flowing hair , staring at me .
I flinched , and shook my head , in hopes it was just my imagination , and there really wasnt a weird looking woman staring at 625PM ₫ ₫ Chapter 13 me .
You sent for help , she said , as if reading my thoughts .
Yeah , from Ivy , not you .
I had already said before I caught myself .
I felt even crazier for talking to someone that could very well be just a fragment of my imagination .
But why would I even call on someone like her ? Imagination or not ? I wasnt discriminating against her age , or anything like that .
She just looked creepy with the pale skin , sunken eyes , and white .
hair .
Dont you recognize me ? she asked in a strange frail voice .
No , I dont .
Im sorry .
I said .
Thats okay .
I didnt expect you to .
Im from your future , Sonia .
This is what youre going to look like soon .
I stared at her like she had lost her mind .
I wasnt vain or anything like that , but there was absolutely no way that was my future .
Im sorry for saying this .
I mean , I mean this in the nicest way possible , but you cant be future me when you look so sickly and unkempt .
Why wont I take care of myself in my old age ? It doesnt make any sense , considering how much I take care of myself even now that I am young .
She smiled , and I counted at least two teeth , hanging loose .
It made me flinch back again .
I suddenly felt like digging a hole through the wall with my back , so I could disappear through it .
That was how much the old wrinkly lady scared me .
I see youre scared , good .
You should be .
You should be very scared .
This is your future if you dont find the strength you require to navigate your time in this hellhole .
Find a way to survive and stop wallowing in self pity .
If you dont do that , you are in trouble .
But I was trying to say when in a blink , she was gone .
By the time I blinked again , ivy was standing in front of me .
I almost jumped out of my skin with fear .
Sonia ? Are you okay ? she crouched , replacing the position the wrinkly woman had taken .
Ivy ? Is that really you ? I asked , totally confused .
I wasnt entirely sure what was real or fake anymore … Its me .
Why were you talking to yourself ? she asked , staring at me with strange intense eyes .
How did you know I was here ? I asked , answering her question with a question of my own .
You called me .
Its strange , but I heard your voice in my head .
How did you do that ? She asked , leaning closer to me as if the answer was written on my forehead .
I was confused as to how that had worked .
For all I knew , that power was strictly reserved for certain alphas .
I wasnt an alpha .
Not even by any stretch of the imagination , so how did that manage to work ? I dont know , but Im glad youre here , regardless .
I was in desperate need of your help .
Why is that ? she asked .
Im lost , I said .
She chuckled , and rose to her feet .
Come with me , my Luna , she said , stretching her hand out to me .
My eyes widened as I rose to my feet .
Dont call me that .
Didnt you say there are ears everywhere ? She only laughed , and continued walking .
Silently , I followed behind her .
But still in the back of mind was the old woman and what she had said to me .