hapter 18 SONIAS POV I thought there was some heart left in Ramon .
I was never the type to make a conclusive decision on anyone based on my first encounter with them .
In Ramons case , I had not made a conclusive decision on Ramon even after so many counters .
But I couldnt keep ignoring the obvious .
He was simply full of hate .
The kind of hate that was blinding .
There was simply no good in him .
I dont know why it took me this long to finally admit it , but it was true .
He was the meanest man I had ever come across .
I was fully aware my family had their faults .
I would never try to shield them from criticism , or pretend peoples experiences .
with them are not valid , never ! However , I also would not punish another person for the sins that people close to them committed .
As much as I tried to understand where he was coming from , I simply couldnt see it .
All I saw was a cruel man who would do anything to flex his power against those considerably weaker than him .
His pack was also a reflection of this fact .
They were all bullies , every last one of them .
Well except Ivy , and the kitchen wolves .
It was with this knowledge I decided to stop crying despite how hard my heart was hurting .
There was no point .
It would do nothing to soften his heart .
I bet it even hardened it , and made him more irritated by me .
Also , I couldnt continue to drown in my own tears , and self pity .
I rose to my feet , and dusted my butt , then wiped the tears off my eyes .
I was beginning to get too irritated by your grating tears .
At least youre not as stupid as I thought for knowing when to stop , he said .
I didnt have anything to say to that .
I was quickly learning that as far as the alpha was concerned , everything I had to say was automatically wrong .
Silently, I vowed to speak only when Im asked a direct question that needs a response .
Well since youre up .
Lets go .
Im going to take you to where youll stay henceforth .
I waited for him to move , before following behind him .
As we walked , my mind drifted to Ivy .
I hoped she was okay .
Being left alone with Lorena was definitely not something I would wish on my worst enemy .
She was just as vile as Ramon , and thought the world needed to bow to her feet .
As we walked , I took the opportunity to observe the paths we followed .
I hoped never to be as stranded as I had been the other at alpha Ramons quarters .
It wasnt as if it was bound to repeat itself anyway .
Didnt he say he was taking me to where Ill be living henceforth ? I prayed it was far away from him .
I never wanted to see him again.
He had hurt me so bad I could still feel the burn on my neck .
Even my wolf that would usually jump in excitement at the sight of him had gone into her shell .
Good for her .
I kept trying to tell her Ramon was not a good person .
I must have committed a grave sin in my previous life for the moon goddess to make him my fated mate .
The only way out of that unfair deal was for one of us to die .
I couldnt deny I wouldnt mind being the one to go at this point .
After walking through what must have been the entire forest in bloodmoon , I finally spotted a building .
The first word that came to my head was isolation .
He had seen his little plot to get everyone to hate me had miserably failed , if I could get at least one person to tolerate me .
He had moved on to keeping me far away from the general public .
If only he knew I couldnt be happier .
Finally , the fear of going about my day and hearing those awful howls which signaled his presence would cease to exist.- It wasnt the punishment he thought it was .
I had lived all my life at the top of a tower .
Secluded , but surrounded by seven brothers and a father .
It was by sheer force of will I had been able to escape as much as I had , just to help as many people as I could .
Ad time Reading Location Prof 6:20 PM Chapter 18 Bring it on alpha Ramon .
I wasnt going to be sad about this We arrived at the building , and he came to an abrupt halt , then turned to me .
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This is your house from today .
You will take care of it daily .
By that , I mean clean it thoroughly .
If I send my wolves to inspect it and Im told you neglected even a spot , youre good as dead .
So he wanted me to take care of the environment I was living in ? That seemed like a solid trade for not having to see him again .
If I had to , I would mop the walls of the building just to keep it clean .
Anything but the pain of his presence .
I believe I was talking to you ! he snarled , making me jerk out of my head .
Ill do as youve said .
I said the first thing that came to my head because I wasnt sure what he wanted me to say .
Thats not all .
Lorena suddenly said , coming out of the house .
I looked past her , and saw Ivy behind her .
The second she saw me , her eyes widened .
Sonia , your neck ! she gasped .
I sighed internally .
I was right .
He had hurt me deep enough .
My wolf was too weak to heal me .
If it stayed like that , it was bound to scar .
I didnt want a scar that would only remind me of the monster Ramon was .
Did Ramon do that to you ? Lorena scoffed mockingly .
Anyway , you deserve whatever is done to you .
All you do is annoy everyone around you .
I would do the same too if I was in his shoes .
Whys Ivy here ? Ramon asked in the middle of her mocking laughter .
She suddenly pouted and drew closer to him .
My alpha , she began , nuzzling his neck with her nose .
Ivy met my gaze over their heads , and made a cringe face .
I held myself back from bursting into a feat of laughter quote .
admirably .
She wants to be best friends with the slave so badly , so I thought it was good they stayed isolated together .
Im honestly tired- of seeing her face , anyway , she continued .
Fine .
Anything for you .
He stroked her face and she shut her eyes , feeling his touch .
I averted my gaze because I just couldnt stand to watch their love .
No matter how much I hated him , he was still my mate and I was bound to feel some type of jealousy watching him be affectionate with another woman .
Its going to be as Lorena has said , Ramon said when they pulled away .
Also , before you is a barren land .
Ive heard you have the gift of healing .
The next time I come here , I want to see it has blossomed , else , the mark on your neck would be nothing in comparison to what I will do to you .
Bye ! Lorena chuckled , as Ramon slipped his hand around her waist , and turned her towards the direction we were just coming from .
I watched them as they robbed my powerlessness in my face .
But I knew deep in my heart , the dynamics would not remain the same forever .
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