Chapter 101 SONIAS POV 1 swallowed every bit of the evidence of his pleasure .
You his voice broke off in the middle of saying something He staggered behind , and dropped to the ground .
Thankfully , there was a bench to hold his weight.
I stood , and walked to him , dropping to his weak laps , I cupped his face in my palm , and kissed him .
Everything I did was as a result of my instincts .

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My instincts directed me .
And the more I did it to him , the more pleasure I gained .
As I kissed him .
I felt him growing hard again .
I began to straddle his laps .
He met out a guttural growl , and a hand reached out to stop me My lips stopped moving , and I opened my eyes .
Did I do something wrong ? I asked No.
But if you dont stop , Ill do something wrong , he replied in code .
I didnt understand what he was trying to communicate .
He was at fault , anyway .
Because of him , something filthy had been lit up His constant sudden kisses , and my wolfs insatiable desire spurred me on .
There was also the heat wave of the incoming full moon , It was only going to get worse according to the b books I had read .
I couldnt stop .
I didnt want to stop .
I just wanted him If he stayed away .
I probably would be able to control my desires better .
But he didnt want to , and my wolf was grateful for that stubbornness , Youre changing , he continued to my surprise .
How ! He shook his head , and gently nudged me up .
Pulling his pants up , he rose to his feet .
My wolf pranced around in frustration .
That was the end .
I had gotten some satisfaction in pleasuring him , but had also hoped hed return the favour I guess I wasnt that desirable .
Whilst he gave me an inch , and I responded with ten , he wasnt willing to flip the scale .
Unable to control my emotions in that moment , tears welled up in my eyes .
I pinched my arm , telling myself to hold it in .
I couldnt possibly cry because the alpha didnt want to pleas pleasure me .
Who would hear such a thing Id end up just looking crazy , and desperate , But despite how much I tried to hold myself , the tears still filled my throat , clawing at the slightest chance to rain down .
He turned swiftly before I could avert my gaze , and saw the sad cloud gathered in my eyes .
I didnt expect him to do anything .
So far he had shown he could control himself better .
He also didnt care much about me or my feelings .
As long as he could get what he wanted when he wanted , I could go to hell for all he cared .
my knees as he drew towards me .
He probably wanted to smack me for acting so I hugged my * Control yourself , Sonia , I cried in my heart whilst calling on my wolf for strength .
She didnt respond in kind .
Instead , she whispered , also hurt .
He sat beside me on the bench , and his scent totally overwhelmed me .
weird .
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Chapter 101 Everything about him drew me in My poor heart couldnt act disinterested if its continuous existence depended on it .
Sonia ? He called , and I almost fell to the ground in agony .
Alpha Ramon I replied , despite the anguish I was in Alpha Ramon ? He scoffed .
Your barely call me alpha , he said .
He had noticed .
I ally med ban I wasnt used to using the word .
Even back in my park , I never used the word , because my father was alpha .
I couldnt possibly call my own father alpha .
Tm sorry .
I apologised I didnt know what else I could possibly do .
I wished this feeling of sadness didnt overcome me .
It made me feel very ashamed .
His fingers lifted my chin , and turned it to his side , so I was facing him , Whats wrong ! He asked in a tone I had never heard him use on me before .
Nothing .
I shook my head .
Im just tired .
I lied through my teeth .
The real answer was too ridiculous to even ponder telling him .
How could I let him know my body , and my wolf craved satisfaction ? What kind of person did that make me ! In his eyes , I was already a whore .
It confused me as well .
I wasnt very experienced , so how come I had all of these desires bottled inside of me ? Would you have the same answer if Blane asked you ? His fingers dropped from my face as he asked .
What ?! My eyes widened .
-You heard me .
If Blane is here with you right now , asking you this same question , would you have the same response for him ? Of course I would .
But why will Blane be with me ? Were not that close for that to happen ? Youre not ! Recent occurrences have proven otherwise wont you agree ! I shook my head vigorously .
I didnt even want to think of the interpretation of what he just said .
Blane was simply feeling guilty , and wanted to make up for it .
There was nothing more to his kindness .
And Liam ? What about Liam ? I had barely processed the question about Blane , and now he was bringing in alpha Liam ? How could I even respond to that question without making me look suspicious .
Alpha Liam was a different ball game because I actually happened to like him platonically .
He was never not kind to me .
From the first time he saw me , until he abruptly had to leave , thanks to Ramon Alpha Liam is a good person .
But If he asked me if I was fine , I would still give him the same answer .
Because even if I told him the truth , it would require me telling him the reason for the truth .
It would be quite the uncomfortable conversation to have .
I was done yapping when I realised I had basically retracted my initial response in a bid to defend myself .
I bit my lips , and threw my head to the side .
Holding my breath , I waited for his judgement .