Chapter 194 SONIAS POV nd wept .
My tears were like an alabaster .
It burned , but I couldnt stop crying .
on my bed , and wept .
My 1 fell on my My mind flashed back to barely six hours ago .
After I was left by my father , wondering why he would just tell me I was marrying another alpha without giving me further explanation , he returned .
With him was hard evidence .
He had gotten the evidence from his spy in bloodmoon Kamon wanted me back just so I could continue to be a slave in his pack After everything we had gone through , I thought we finally had affection for each other .
As it would turn out , he only wanted me back so he could rub his connection with Lorena in my face .
I picked the note , and began to read through it It was a note he had written to Lorena , and d sent one of th one of the guards to give to her .
Unknown to him , the guard he sent was fathers spy , When he opened the letter , he quietly replaced it with something else , before bringing the letter to father I knew it was from Ramon because I quite clearly remembered his handwriting from the few times I had hung around his room .
The note read .
Lorena .
I cant tell you just how glad I am to finally be able to create life with you .
Weve been through so much shit together , but I always knew we would always come out at the end of the tunnel much stronger .
I havent come to you yet because theres a slight problem in the pack .
Sonia is back to Silverpaw , and I cant have that happen .
Thats why Im going to get her back , solely because I havent yet gotten over who her father Is , and what he represents to me .
This time around , Ill make sure she gets no grace from me .
Ive chosen you , and I dont care what the moon goddess decides , Love .
Ramon I folded the note , and continued to cry .
It had all been a lie .
My heart was yearning for him , whilst he was thinking of ways to enslave me again .
If I hadnt seen the letter , and he had come to request my presence back in bloodmoon , I would have readily accepted .
I would be looking like a clown , whilst simultaneously signing my death warrant .
I hate you Ramon I wailed , tossing the letter to the ground , hated him , I hated Lorena , and everyone else that tried to deceive me .
What did I ever do to be treated that way ? I asked out loud .
All I ever wanted was to be loved , the way I loved everyone .
Why couldnt that be the case for me .
My door opened , and someone stepped into my room .
Shit ! I cursed in n my mind .
I thought I had locked the door , because I didnt want anyone seeing me like this .
This was my worst , and I just couldnt make the pain go away .

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Sonia ! I felt Seth beside me Let go I cried m profusely Never ! What happened out there , Sonia ? He asked , holding me in his arms .
1/3 1:20 PM ₫ Chapter 191 I didnt respond , but he followed my gaze , and his hand dropped from around me .
Picking up the piece of paper I had tossed to the ground , he began to read through it .
This is real ? He asked when he was done reading it .
Dad gave it to me himself .
It was from his spy .
And I know- I know Ramons handwriting I broke into fresh tears , as my chest twisted and burned Are you sure ? Seth asked again .
I was going to respond , when a wave of nauseousness hit me .
Jumping out of my bed , I stormed towards my bathroom , and bent my head over the sink .
From the depths of my stomach , I emptied its contents , which wasnt even much , into the sink .
Holding on to the wall for support , I wretched until I couldnt anymore .
I was feeling lightweight by the time I lifted my head , and began to rinse off .
Stabilizing my breath , I turned around to see Seth watching me Sonia , you dont look okay .
Youve not looked okay since you returned .
Is there something Im missing ? Talk to me , he said in a caring I forced a weak smile through the emotional , and now physical pain that I felt .
Ill be fine .
I said to him .
No , you wont .
But Ill help you the best way I can .
Come , he said , and gently led me back to the bed .
He left the room , but returned shortly after with a plate in his hand .
Whats that ? I eyed the plate weakly , as he lowered it on the bed e voice .
Ive noticed youve barely eaten since you returned to the pack .
These were specially ordered from the farmers market for you .
Its watermelon .
Eat some , and get at least a little of your strength he urged .
The feeling of being cared for overwhelmed me Who cares if Ramon only wanted to use me for his selfish gainst I had a brother who actually prioritized my wellbeing .
Also , the watermelon looked so ripe a It was perhaps the only food I had seen so far that dont irritate me .
Thank you Seth , I said , and grabbed a fork I took the first piece , and slowly bit a small chunk out of it Chewing , I waited to see if I would feel like throwing up .
When I didnt , I smiled , and began to chew heartily .
I heard Seth laugh , and lifted my head up curiously .
Why are you laughing ? I asked .
and inviting .
Because you just reminded me of when you were a kid , and would get excited at watermelons .
Fun fact , Wolf always got you the watermelons .
He never wanted you to know it was from him though , he whispered .
The overwhelming feeling spread into every y inch of my body .
Even Wolf made me feel loved .
Ramon didnt matter as far as I was concerned .
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