Chapter 197 RAMONS POV I sat by the river bank , and stared into space as my mind wandered about Coming to the river had become a routine of mine .
The waves just had a way of calming me , like nothing could .
I appreciated the serenity , because it was the polar opposite of the direction my life had taken .
Many years back .
I thought that by this point , I would have achieved every goal I set out to achieve .
So many years had passed , and I still felt stuck .
Your presence is needed .
I suddenly heard , and my peace was disrupted .
By who ? Me , Blane replied , and sat beside me , despite not asking him to do that .
What are you doing ? I asked , shocked by his boldness I think its time we need to talk , he said .
Talk about what ? And how many times have I said I dont want to be disturbed why Em by the river ! I asked in a chiding tone .
He sighed , and pushed his hand into a bag I had only just noticed its presence .
Pulling something out , my curiosity was satisfied when he brought it to my face .
-Why are you pointing a mirror at me ? I asked , quickly tossing my face to the side .
Exactly that Youre always by the water , but ensure you never look at your reflection .
I want you to take a hard look , and stop , he said in a strong voice .
With every word that came out of his lips , I was continuously astounded by his gall .
I dont want to look at myself , Blane .
Ill also really need you to leave , before you get more annoying .
Good , were getting somewhere .
Previously , youd just mutter a few words and call it a day .
At least youre actually speaking to me , he said .
Blane , what do you want ? I asked , running out of patience .
I wanted to be alone .
What part of that was too hard for anyone to understand ? I want you to look at yourself , and remember who you are .
Youve gone silent .
No one has heard from the alpha of bloodmoon .
They all think youre plotting , hence them ploiting too .
But youre doing nothing .
Absolutely nothing ! And so what ?! 1 growled in annoyance .
He had the good sense to move back , taking precaution .
He had gotten me heated over the fact he wanted me to look at a stupid mirror ? To what end ? What would I see that I havent seen before ? Because the silence is going to become too loud soon , and questions will begin to be asked .
I dont want a situation where were unprepared when the questions are asked .
Daniel and I have done our best to keep everything intact due to your disinterest .
But youre alpha , and theres only so much we can do , he said and sighed .
I could tell he was tired .
It wasnt easy to run a pack after all Everyone saw the honor and glory bestowed on alphas .
No one e one ever noticed the sacrifice , and hard work that went into keeping a pack safe .
-1/2 1:29 PM c Chapter 197 They stepped in my shoes , and realized it wasnt made of soft leather , but of alabaster .
You two seem to be doing a fine job in keeping the pack running .
1 appreciate your efforts .
Can I return to meditating now ! I asked .
Not until you look in the mirror .
I just want you to see your reflection .
Just one time , he begged .
Let him be .
He wont do it .
Theres no point forcing him to do what he doesnt want to do .
Besides , I think we have other things to worry about , I heard Ivys voice , and sighed I should have known where there was one , there were the others .
This had been their routine .
Tag teaming me every chance they got .
Perhaps they thought if they played the emotional blackmail strings , it would compel me to give them a listening ear .
I didnt give a damn .
The pack was peaceful .
I was peaceful .
That was all that mattered to me .
still in there , Blane said Dont say that .
The alpha Ramon 1 used to know is still in there somewhere .
I dont care what anyone says .

Follow new episodes on the CrushnovelS.Com

Hes st confidently .
When is he going to return then ? He cant even look at his own reflection .
1 heard Ferins is gathering an army to attack .
He already has such a huge army to start with , but hes gathering more .
How do we counter that when the inevitable occurs ! The alpha is going to return to his senses before anything like that happens .
Besides , Ferins has his daughter back .
Why would he want to attack us ? Since my peace had been disturbed .
I decided to listen to the two argue , without adding a cent to the discussion .
Because Alphas life Ferins have pride that swallows all other things .
He already wants to prove a point that he can defeat both father and son Couple with the fact our alpha was bold enough to go into his pack , and take Sonia .
I dont think hes going to forgive or forget that , Blane replied , but I was stuck on the name he called .
I knew he had done it on purpose , especially after I warned that I never wanted to hear that n However , as soon as the name was mentioned , she was all I could think about .
name mentioned around me … And everytime I thought about her , raw pain from my depths , pain I could never describe , filled my lungs , making it hard for me to breathe .
I dont think Sonia would allow that to happen .
She might not be with us anymore, but I think she has the thought of us in her heart .
I wonder how shes fairing .
If shes eating well .
I mean she must be , right ? Shes a princess , Ivy said , and I could just hear the smile on her face I hissed loudly , as I slowly rose to my feet .
Enough had been said , and my ears had heard enough .
She said she didnt care when I asked if she was okay with never hearing from you again .
Get out of your fantasyland , and face reality I walked past her , ignoring her angry growl .
Because whilst they lived in delusion , I knew the truth .
And that truth had set me free .