Chapter 30 AS POV SONIAS What happened to you ? I asked again just in case she had not heard me before .
She blinked multiple times , and rose to her feet , despite my hands still stuck on her shoulders .
Lets talk in private , she said .
Pulling her body out of my touch , I jolted in shock , as I was sprung into reality by an invisible force .
I didnt notice Ramons eyes on me , as I followed behind the alpha who was already halfway out of the room .
She didnt stop until she opened the door to another room , and stepped in I followed behind her , and shut the door .
It was at this point I became really worried .
I couldnt for the life of me explain what 1 had just done .
It had never happened before .
Sure , I felt peoples grief like it was my own .
How else could a healer heal , if they couldnt put themselves in other peoples shoes ? But it had never manifested in such blatant disregard of others personal space , much less an alphas .
If Ramon wasnt going to kill me , she probably would , for embarrassing her .
But when she turned around , and a smile graced her face , I was taken aback .
You really are a healer .
I wasnt expecting those words to come out of her mouth .
She sounded pleased , and also very much relieved .
It made my thundering heart relax a little .
I dont know if I am one .
I just heal people sometimes , I said as modestly as I could muster .
Nonsense ! She dismissed my words with a wave of her hand .
I knew your mother .
She was the strongest healer I ever encountered .
Unfortunately , not many people knew just how powerful she was .
I had stopped listening long after she said she knew my mother .
For so long , Ive wanted to meet someone who could tell me about her .
Her name was like a curse in my household .
You were not to mention , or ever whisper it .
So I had gone this long in ignorance .
Suffering in silence because my father rebuked every mention of my mother .
You- you really knew her ? I stuttered .
She took a step and then another step closer to me .
Stopping in front of me , it was her turn to grab my shoulders and squeeze gently .
I knew her .
She was just as beautiful as you are .
Thinking about it now , you look just like her .
Maybe that is why you have her powers .
And if its true , if theres an iota of truth to what I feel , then maybe you can help me .
She dropped to her knees in front of me , as her hands dropped to the side .
That movement startled me , and I almost ran away .
But her hand grabbed my feet instead , and she cried There was that raw slicing pain again .
It hit my chest like a whirlwind , and threatened to swallow me .
Something had happened .
Something bad .
Every part of my body was compelled to take away her misery .
To do everything I could so she would simile again .
Why are you so sad ? I found my voice a few seconds into her tears .
Because it hurts so bad .
The sound of her voice was inuffled by her mouth on my feet .
This was awkward , but I couldnt even dwell on that .
The pain was so great , it defeated every other feeling .
I want to know once and for all if the moon goddess has placed a curse on me .
Thats what they all whisper behind my back.
1/2 They mock , and berate me because Im a woman who is an alpha .
You would think with the progression of the world , people would be more illuminated .
But no ! They say Im cursed because every man I love dies ! My heart bled for her .
1 understood her tears now .
It wasnt easy to be humiliated because of situations you had no control of It was the same way Ramons wolves mocked her .
Just because their alpha hated me , they also hate me .
It wasnt an easy life to hve , and I could relate to the alpha .
Please stand up and tell me what you need me to do .
Whatever it is , Ill help you .
She paused , and slowly rose to get feet .
Would you really help me ? Yes , but you have to do something for me in return .

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Anything She desperately cried .
You want money ? Power ? Gold ? Anything ! The word freedom was at the tip of my lips .
I wanted her to help me be free of Ramon , but I couldnt be that selfish .
There were more important things to ask for .
So I put my own selfish desires behind , and focused on what I was most curious about .
My mother .
I want to know about her .
Please tell me everything you know .
I promise ! She wrapped a strong hand around mine .
Even if you cant help me at the end of the day , as long as you try .
I will tell you everything you need to know about your mother , and more .
Her eyes were fierce and truthful .
I believed her wholeheartedly .
All I needed was to help her , and she would help fill in the gaps of the memories I didnt have of my mother .
But what do you want me to do for you ? She let go of my hands , and stepped aside .
Theres someone that needs healing .
To know if the moon goddess really cursed me , I want to know if he can be healed .
If he cant , then its true what the people say .
No.
Dont buy y into propaganda from envious people just because theres a pattern .
Ill do all in my power to save this person that obviously means so much to you .
* I believe you will , and thats why I sought you out .
Ramon is a fool .
He doesnt know the gem he has beside him .
A rose tint formed in my face as I averted my gaze shyly .
I was pleased with what she had just said .
True , he was a fool .
But foolishness was also a sickness that could be cured .