Chapter 93 Alysa By the time King and Niko get up a few hours later , Zuris wide awake , already drinking her morning bottle , and Im pouring my second cup coffee .
The rich smell curls in the air , but it does nothing to ease the steady ache in my chest .
pof Niko steps into the kitchen , shirtless and groggy , his hair sticking up in every direction .
He takes one look at me and arches a brow .

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Since you never came back to bed .
Im assuming this isnt your first one ! Second , I mutter , rolling my eyes .
Dont worry .
Im still under 200 milligrams ? He chuckles lightly , but takes my word for it as he pours his own cup King strides into the room and sits beside Niko .
Even his appearance looks disheveled , and thats rare for him .
Maybe Im just overthinking , or they literally just finished fucking and came downstairs to prove theyre perfectly fine without me In the past , Niko wouldve come looking for me if I didnt return to bed after a certain time .
Now , it seems like he didnt care enough to Thats because youre the extra now , a bitter voice in my head whispers Sebastians voice breaks through the silence as he sets plates of breakfast on the table .
The sight of food churns my stomach , and I politely decline .
wrapping my hands tighter around my mug .
My thoughts keep spiraling as they eat , half tuned to their conversation about the club as they eat .
Its almost like Im invisible , or maybe because Im not dissociating anymore , Im seeing just how distant Eve been the past week .
Alyssa Masons calm , steady voice captures my attention I glance up , confused .
Huh ? Do you think you could eat something ? Youve only had coffee so far today Tim good , I reply curtly , glancing at Zuri to see her munching on a banana .
At least one of us is in a good mood I feel King and Nikos gazes on me , heavy and probing , but I ignore them .
Something happen between you two ? Niko asks suddenly , his tone laced with amusement .
The energy in here feels afifferent .
Or maybe its just good to see you so interactive today ? I shrug , forcing nonchalance .
We just did some reading .
Turns out Mace can narrate smut .
Masons checks darken , but he doesnt deny it .
And that led to something else ? Niko presses , popping a strawberry into his mouth , his grin almost seasing I guess .
My voice is clipped as I shrug again .
What does that mean ? Kings voice is low and dangerous , like he has the audacity to be jealous right now .
I meet his stare ; my frustration bubbling over .
Why does it matter ? You two have been having your own fun .
Why cant we ! Shit .
The words slip out before I can stop them , and the tension in the room snaps tight .
Zuri babbles happily in her chair , blissfully paware of the storm brewing around her .
Care to explain why you feel that way , kitten ? Kings voice is calm , too calm , and his dark eyes pierce me like a blade My pulse thunders , and my heart slams against my ribs in a frantic rhythm .
I know Im crossing a dangerous line , and I need to stop myself before I go too far .
No.
Just forget it , I force out between clenched teeth .
Mason doesnt say a word as he stands , his chair scraping quietly against the floor .
He steps around the table and gently grabs my hand .
Come talk to me for a moment .
Alyssa , he murmurs .
I hesitate , but he doesnt give me a chance to refuse .
I feel King and Nikos eyes follow us as Mason guides me out of the kitchen and into Kings office , shutting the door quietly .
Once were alone , Mason wraps his arms around me , tugging me against his chest .
Whats wrong , little warrior ? he asks softly .
Youve never been so hostile towards both of them .
King, sure , bes always pushing your buttons , but never Niko .
1/2 Chapter 93 I bite my lip , the sting of tears building in my eyes .
I dont know whats wrong with me , I whisper .
After what we did this morning , I thought Id feel better .
But I cant stop thinking that ..
if they havent already , theyre going to realize they dont need me .
Im just some extra in their relationship .
I love you , Mace , but Im also in love with them ..
and its … I dont know .
So very complicated .
Theyre all the puzzle pieces that complete me , and I cant imagine losing any of my men .
Mason hums , the sound deep and thoughtful .
So youre feeling jealous , he says simply .
I pull away , wrapping my arms around myself as a wave of shame washes over me .
Maybe , I dont know , Kings always been a dominant asshole , and Nikos clingy as hell to me .
But now ? Now theyre all over each other , and its like I dont even exist Mason shakes his head , his gaze softening .
Alyssa , thats the furthest thing from the truth .
You did ask them to leave you alone until you felt better .
Are y e you possibly upset that theyre actually respecting your boundaries ? I pause , his words slamming into me .
Fuck , 1 mutter .
I guess I am Im such a bitch .
Theyve been behaving themselves for me , because I demanded they keep their clicks away from me , and here I am punishing them for it .
If they werent thinking about leaving before , they will be when they hear about this .
Theyre not leaving you Mason says , as if reading my mind .
The last thing you have to worry about is any of us even thinking about leaving you .
Were all in , Alyssa : No matter what But My voice wavers .
Tve been such a mess lately .
I wouldnt blame any of you if No Mason cuts me off , his voice firm .
This relationship is new for all of us , things like this are going to happen at times .
But well figure out how to navigate it together .
That starts with us actually communicating with each other instead of assuming the worst .
His words settle over me , soothing some of the ache in my chest .
I nod slowly , wiping away the tears streaking down my face .
Okay , I whisper .
Good He offers a small smile , squeezing my hand .
Now , lets go talk to them .
Together 田