Chapter 48 Alysa Niko , take her upstairs King commands , his voter low and firm , though I cant see him through the tears streaming down my face .
The sex we just had was the most intense experience of my life .
It was a wild , overwhelming storm of pleasure that let me feeling shattered and strangely whole all at once .
Now , Im caught in a darlwind of emotions that are ion ran to understand .
Once Im in Kings bed .
Niko gently combs his fingers through my hair , murmuring praises that make me feel like something special while King wipes between my legs with care .
E catch the worried look in his eyes , like hes afraid that they went too far .
The tears probably make it seem that .
way .
But they didnt hurt me .
Ive never felt this good being used letting them take what they wanted from me , filling me with so much fucking com .
I just wasnt ready for everything else to unravel along with it Im okay .
I croak out, trying to sit up .
Thai Niko shufis me gently so fm on my side , his body pressing up against my birk keeping me grounded .
King returns from the bathroom , climbing into bed next to us .
His eyes stay on mine , that same tortured expression still in his gare .
Hes propped against the pillow , but he doesnt touch me .
Its like hes holding back , believing that I dont need him as much as I need Niko right now , Bat I need him in touch me How do you feel nas ! Niko askı sefily .
Good , I reply , offering a small content smile .
That was fucking amazing .
Please say were doing it again span Niko chuckle .
You enjoyed it that much ! 1 loved it Ladmit , still breathless That my pussys sore as hell tei I bet it is .
You let us use you like you were made for it , sweet girl I suddenly feel his cock hardening against my as , but he continues to just cuddle with me .
Iscoot over to King , and Niko Hays close , his arms wrapped around my waist .
I rest my head on Kings chest , and when he doesnt push me away let my fingers tentatively stroke Ins beard .
He feels distant , and I dont know why , but something in the wants to pull him back in .
He needs that reminder that Im still his just as much as I am Nikos Was it as good for you as it was as it was for me ? I whisper , sis still tracing th the n roughness of t His lips twitch .
How could it not be ? Youre licking perfect , kitten The e way he says it , raw and honest , tightens my chest I want to say something , but my throat closes up .
Instead , I just stay there , listening to the steady thud of his heart .
Its so soothing .
Within minutes , I can hear Niko snoring softly behind me , his breath warm against my neck .
Damn .
I guess the threesome really took a lot out of him .
Can I ask you something personal 1 murmuar , still stroking Kings beard .
He hams in repanse .
I til my head up to look at him .
How did you get that scar over your eye Ive never asked ham before .
Maybe because I barely notice it anymore , or 1 figured hed never tell me .
But when I first met him , the scar was still somewhat fresh .
I always wondered what happened , and right now seems like a good time to ask .
He frowns .
Theres a long silence before he finally answers , his eyes never leave mine .
I never knew my father .
I doubt my mom knew who he was either .
She sold her body for money , mostly for drugs , I suppose sometimes to keep me fed .
She abrays had random assholes in the house , a lot of them best on her .
But I was overprotective over her and fought hark .
My heart squeezes tightly , but 1 force myself to keep my expression neutral .
Hes not the kind of man to want me to feel sorry for him .
I was fifteen at the time he continues , his voice low and steady .
One night , my mom got into a fight with her boyfriend .
He took a knife and started cutting lice , so I jumped in , and the fucker managed to gri me .
But it wasnt enough to stop me .
I beat him half to death .
My mom called me a fucking monster and threw me out .
Thats how I ended up joining the Crimson Brapen , Ineeded to survive , and thats exactly what Jas offered Dont cry .
Dont cry , Icfunt in my head .
I figured as much , but now I know just how much he has been through .
Why he is the way he is .
Hes always had to be strong , even as a child .
I know silly , bai I have this overwhelming feeling to want to protect him , to show him that he can be vulnerable with me .
He chuckles , brushing his thumb across my check like he can read my mind .
Youre doing a good job hobling it together : 1 give him a tight smile , blinking back the tears .
He tilts my chin up , his thumb grazing my lip .
But seriously , I dont want your tears , kitten .
Save Π 2:43 PM Chapter 48 them for when youre coming apan on my I laugh softly , the tension breaking , and I decide not to press any deeper into his past .
Not tonight .
Hes shared enough with me .
Can I really have both of you ? I ask after a moment He nods .
I realize that he can give you things I cannot .
I cant take care of you and Zuri by myself I frown , shifting so that I can get a full look at his face .
Why do you feel that way ? Youve done nothing but protect us since we got here .
Shit , you even put yourself on Grays shit list for us .
His jaw tenses , but he doesnt say anything .
The weight of my words seem to hang in the air between us .
Go to sleep , kitten , he finally murmurs .
Im sure the baby will be up soon and well have a shitstorm to deal with comorrow .
Youll stay here with Π 1 furrow my brows .
Whats going on ? I quickly shut my mouth .
If he didnt tell Nike , why would he tell me ! Gray has always made that clear I didnt know anything about whats going on in his gang .
My father did the same .
We might have a turf war on our hands with Bones , the leader of the Iron Serpents .
Hes been sending spies to gather intel on our clients Holy shit .
Hes actually telling me about it .
King chickles softly when he sees the shock on my face .

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I told you kitten .
Im not going to baby you or shield you from what we do .
Especially if youre going to be with me me and Niko , you need to know , Wah me and Niko .
That sounds serious .
King studies my expression , a glint of aniscient in his eyes .
What but that what this að A relationship ? 1 take a moment to absorb his words .
The way Im lying here , andwiched between them , with Niko shoring gently behind me and my head resting on Kings chest it feels more than just sex .
But pamie tightens in my chest .
Tai nuntied How can I be with two other meu ! How can this work when Gray has sworn to watch our every move ? What if I still need to leave to keep them safe from him ! women who sent her father ! Then theres Zuri How the hell will I explain to her that Im with wa men Shh , youre thinking too much .
Just sleep .
King miarr planting a kiss on my forehead .
I nestle closer to his chest , the exhaustion finally catching up to me .
The steady rhythm of his heartbear calms me , and soon .
I drift off into a steri sleep , wrapped between the two men Im beginning to realize I might be falling helplessly in love with 2/2