Chapter 53 Alyssa Inside the elevator , the déjà vu feeling creeps back in .
I look around , trying to figure out where Ive seen something like this before .
Isaacs law firm ? No.
Alyssa , Grays voice snaps me out of it , and when I turn to look at him , for a split second .
I swear I see him as a kid , standing in exact same spot- nine , maybe ten years old .
What the hell Why are you staring at me like that ? he asks , raising a brow .
I shake my head , still freaked out .
Oh , nothing .
I mumble , trying to ignore the strange sensation crawling under my skin .
How have I been here before ! His gaze narrows , but he lets it go .
I hope you werent too afraid down there .

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I shrug .
Nope .
I put together a gun in like tharty seconds , so I think they were actually somewhat impressed .
From the comer of my eye , I see Niko smirk.
A shadow crosses Grays face , but he only hums in response .
Do you know why I wanted you here today ? To tell you how ridiculous you look wearing these suits every day ? I tease , glancing at the black suit hes wearing Did I miss the memo that youre running the maba now ! Ha ha , he deadpans , his expression unamused .
Anyway , we need to talk about Isaac , The smile drops right off my face .
What about him ! I ask , my voice suddenly small .
The elevator doors slide open , and he gestures for me to walk out first .
I move past the guys without looking at them , scared that if I do , I might give away something .
Like the reason why Im so deliciously sore between my legs .
I walk right into the office as if I already know where it is Okay , this is getting freakier by the second .
But well come back to that later .
For now , I need to know what he wants to talk about regarding my husband .
I sit on the outer side of Grays desk , Niko beside me with Zuri , King leaning against the wall , and Mason standing at the door Gray sits down in his chair , his eyes locking with mine .
Now , back to what we were talking about before I show you anything , I need to ask you something My pulse races , the tension in his voice twisting ng knots in my gut.
He suddenly looks uncomfortable .
He opens his desk drawer and pops a pill into his mouth , downing it with whiskey .
What was that ? I ask , frowning at him .
Xanax youre not supposed to mix alcohol with that , right ? And its like 10 AM ! I snatch th the glass out of his hand .
You u know youre not Instead of being angry , he only laughs , but the sound is hollow .
You might change your mind about that in a minute ? Why ? Gray rubs a hand over his face .
Did you um did you fuck .
This is harder than I thought itd be My eyebrows pinch together .
Are y e you having a stroke right now ? your virginity on your wedding night ? No , Im just trying not to barf .
He takes a deep breath before asking slowly .
Did you lose yo His s question makes my stomach drop into my yass .
I stare at him , hoping this is just some terrible nightmare .
I never thought anyone would ask me Chapter 33 Π that .
Its something Ive buried deep , wanting to forget the night of my wedding night forever .
What the hell kind of question is that , Gray ! I know I sound defensive , but hes just asked me something incredibly personal that isnt his fucking business He doesnt blink , his eyes narrowing like he already knows the answer , You didnt , did you ? 1 freeze , heat crawling up my ne Do you want them to leave ? He nods towards the guys, like he actually thinks il theyre the reason Im not answering I shake my head quickly .
No , I just dont want to tuk about this My chest is heaving , my whole body hot with humiliation and rage .
I wish the floor would just open and swallow me up right now .
Grays eyes soften slightly .
Trust me , this is uncomfortable for me too , but I wouldnt ask if it wasnt important .
I close my eyes , unable to look at any of them .
He said.since I made him angry enough to hit me that night , I didnt deserve it .
Afterward , when I didnt want him to touch me at all , he , um told me that it was my duty as his wife to please him however he wanted .
I passe , my breath shaky .
So.
I just laid there let him do whatever he wanted .
The silence that follows is deafening .
I dont need to see King and Niko to know that theyre furious , but I cant bring myself to look up .
The shame is too heavy , and part of me fears that if they knew everything , theyd see the way Isaac did..broken , unworthy .
Gray exhales loudly , like this is as much torture for him as it is for me , though I highly fucking doubt that .
And he only touched your butt I nod , my throat tightening And when did you actually lose it ? he asks , his tone carefully measured .
About a week later .
Lasked him if there was something wrong with me why he didnt want to , you know , have sex the normal way , it made him .
angry , and he seemed like he only did it because I said something Not because he wanted to And that didnt raise any flags That he wasnt attracted to me ? I let out a bitter laugh .
That became pretty obvious after a while .
Gray shakes his head .
Thats not your faul .
Then he nods at Nike , who stands up with my baby in his arms .
Or should I say his baby because she hasnt reached for me once since we came in here .
Cmon baby girl , lets go gri you some good food at the bar , he coos and they slip out of the room .
Once the door shun , Gray hands me a phone .
Warch the videa TM Confused , I press play .
The screen fills with a man being bent over, moaning as another guy rails into him .
Three other men stand around , their hard cocks in their hands .
You like that , huh ? the guy behind the camera taunts .
You like me pounding this tight litle asse Oh , fuck Yes Duddy ! I love it ! The voice sounds familiar .
Too fucking familiar .
Nu .
No , no , no It cant be My blood turns to ice as the video continues to play Alter a minute or two , the cameraman pulls out , slapping the guys ass .
Now , get up and suck all of our cocks .
Show the camera how much of a dirty boy you are for us The other men in the room flock over and Isaac , my husband , turns around , hungrily servicing each cock like its everything hes ever dreamed of doing .
The video suddenly cuts off , and no one says a word .
I glance between my brother and the screen , where its paused on the four cocks hanging right in front of Isaacs face , his eyes rolled back in pleasure .
Tim sorry ..
what in the flying fuck is this ? I w I whisper , horrified .
Gray pinches the bridge of his nose .
Theres more .
Keep swiping 2/3 00 Chapter 53 I scroll through the video , each one worse than the bat , bs rither Isair being fucked in the aor sucking on multiple cocks .
I freeze at the last video .
There are five guys and they seem to be in a strip club or something .
Each one I recognize as his groomsmen , and all of those guys went to school with us .
W When was this on Tm afraid of the answer , but I know I need to know .
Two nights before your wedding .
My hear Mops .
I shoot up out of the chair without thinking , bile rising in my throat .
Oh my god .
Gray .
He fucked me raw .
I dont mean to blum that out to my brother , but Im too in shock to care .
Like no condom .
Raw .
Haw .
Gray grimaces , raising his hand .
Alyssa , please stop .
I get it .
Im gonna throw up if I hear that word one more time .
No , you dont get it ? I shour , slamming my hands on his desk .
What if I have AIDS or something ! None of those guys are wearing condoms A broken sob escapes my throat , tears blurring my vision .
To you think he asked them for papers before he let them destroy his asshole ? Oh my god .
And what about King and Niko ? Weve been fucking like rabbits and if I have something they have it too .
What if they Gray looks even more uncomfortable , his eyes filled with guilt and regret .
Im so facking sorry , sis .
I wish I didnt have to show you , but you needed to know .
Now , what do you want to do about it ! King growls from the corner .
Les dead .
Thats not a fucking question Its her choice .
King Gray says .
I turn to King , meeting his eyes .
I find amber rage burning in them , and maybe at this point , its directed towards me .
Ive unknowingly put him and Niko at risk .
Id understand if he said he didnt want me anymore But knowing that I cant speak freely here , I cant apologize and beg for his forgiveness , I tel I tell him what I know hed love to bear 1 want you to kill him , King , I whisper , every wond laced with a vengeance 1 dishnt know I wanted until now , But only if I can watch 3/3