Chapter 91 3/3 曲 SEND GIFT COMMENT Chapter 92 Chapter 92 Alyssa an my ala Adull pressure blooms low in my abdomen , dragging me from : what feels like the fiftieth time tonight , I have to fucking pee .
already restless sleep .
With a groans , I shift , wincing as I pull myself upright .
For The familiar creak of the bed draws my attention Its not from me but from movement at the foot Winking through the darkness , I make out King gripping Nikos hips , his face tightened with determination as he pounds into Nike Nikos muffled moans fill the quiet rooms , his mouth stuffed with an article of clothing Look what you fucking did , slut , King growls , delivering a sharp smack to Nikos ass that echoes in the quiet room .
You woke our kitten up .
sorry , baby , Niko whimpers around the gag , his voice tinged with guilt and arousal .
The sight is undoubtedly hot , a few weeks ago I mightve come just from watching , but now it feels like Im watching through a screen .
Detached .
You didnt wake me up .
I matter , sliding out of bed with a bladder just hates me .
heavy sigh .
My b After thushing the toilet , I look in the mirror , noticing the fullness of my breasts , the persistent bloating in my belly , the dark smudges under my eyes from sleepless nights and relentless nausea .
The symptoms are all too familiar , no matter how much I try to ignore them .
Im pregnant .
My chest tightens .
How could I let this happen ? I guess the first night King fucked me , I just threw caution to the goddamn wind , forgetting that months of unprotected sex could lead to this Youre such an idiot I whisper to my reflection .
Wanting to give King and Niko some privacy , I slip downstairs to brew some coffee in the kitchen .
Maybe I should be upset about two of my men being so consumed with each other lately , but its my fault .
Ive been distant emotionally and physically for werks .
Aside from the daily , mandatory training that King makes me do now , I spend my day taking care of Zuni and sleeping An irrational fear creeps in .
What if King and Niko realize they dont need me ? What if Im just..extra ? And now theres this baby growing inside me , and one of them is the father .
It seems like Kings goal from the very beginning was to breed me .
Now that hes gotten what he wanted , what if he doesnt want me anymore ? I shake my head , tears stinging my eyes .
No.
That doesnt sound like something hed do .
None of them would just abandon me , but still , I cant shake the feeling of dread weighing me down .
Even away from the clubhouse , I feel trapped .
Because as long as Isaac is still alive .
Il never be free .
And how can I be happy about this pregnancy when Ive created another life to protect .
If Bakar kills me , he kills this baby too .
A tear drips into my coffee before I can wipe it away .
Hey , little warrior , Masons voice startles me , pulling me from my spiraling thoughts .
His red hair is mussed from sleep as he sits down next to me Cant sleep ! I snifle , quickly wiping my checks .
Not when Im running to the bathroom every five minutes .
Or listening to them .
I trail off , gesturing vaguely upstairs .
He laughs softly .
Why de do you think I moved back into the guest room after that second night ? quieter now .
I cant help but laugh too .
Tm sorry , Is say , my voice For what ? He frowns , confused .
We havent .
I hesitate , glancing down .
Its been weeks .
You must be frustrated Mason shakes his head , his green eyes warm .
Dont worry about me , Alyssa .
Of course , I miss being with you sexually , but I dont need it like they obviously do .
I can wait until youre ready .
His sincerity makes my heart ache .
I think Im broken , 1 admit , my voice cracking .
I went from needing sex to drown everything out to not wanting it at all .
Whats wrong with me ? 1/3 Chapter 92 Mason takes a moment for responding .

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Youre not broken , he says gently .
Youre healing .
Its okay to feel different while you figure things out .
We all understand .
Thats why those two up there are giving you space you asked for .
But how long will that last ! The intrusive thought gnaws at the back of my mind .
By the time my sex drive returns , Ill be so huge they wont even want me anymore anyway .
I swallow hard , blinking away the tears threatening to fall .
I dont want to burden Mason with my insecurities , especially not when hes already being so kind and patient with me .
Mason seems to sense my turmoil , or maybe its just that obvious on my face .
He stands , gently tugging me toward the living room .
He sits first .
patting his lap .
Slowly , I curl into his chest , letting his arms wrap around me .
Can I read to you ! he asks , his voice hesitant , almost shy , The question catches me off guard .
Read to me ? Im not really into horror like he is , but I dont mind .
Mason nods , a faint blush creeping up his neck .
Ive been working up the courage to ask since we got back , he admits with a sheepish chuckle .
Now seemed like a good time , since its just us .
He pulls a book from the nearby stack on the table , its cover catching the light from the lamp .
I recognize it a hard copy of my favorite dark romance I didnt know you read smut , 1 tease , piggling .
I dont , he admits .
But a while ago , back at the clubhouse , I saw you reading it on your phone and I bought a hard copy .
You havent touched it since , so I thought we could finish it together.
My heart stutters .
Oh .
He opens the book to the exact page I left off and begins reading , his voice smooth and deliberate , each word wrapping around me like a blanket , Its not long before the story dives into the next sex scene , and Mason doesnt inch , narrating every steamy detail .
Damn .
I never thought Id like being read to , but this is so hot .
My body responds instinctively , a familiar ache building in my core .
As I shift slightly in his lap , Masons free hand grazes the waistband of my shorts , silently asking for permission .
I notice how his voice softens when he senses my hesitation , Youre in control , Alyssa , he whispers .
Tell me to stop , and I will I close my eyes , guiding his hand lower .
The tension Ive been carrying shifts , transforming into something else entirely as his fingers find my clit .
He keeps reading as his hand moves in slow , torturous circles .
Fuck , Mace , I breathe , but he shushes me , his lips brushing my car .
Im reading , Alyssa , he murmurs , the teasing dominance in his tone sending a fresh wave of heat through me .
Be a good girl and pay attention.
Its impossible to focus on anything but him , the deep hum of his voice mingling with the electric sensations building in the pit of my stomach .
Jesus he mutters , pausing to glance at the page .
I can see why you like this book so much .
Though Id hope King isnt unhinged enough to fuck you with a loaded gun Hlaugh breathlessly .
Yeah , I dont think Im into that .
As the scene ends , he closes the book , slipping a bookmark into place before setting it aside .
His hands roam freely now , exploring with a hunger I havent felt in werks .
My head falls against his shoulder , surrendering to the touch that seems to ignite parts of me I thought had gone numb I want to know something , he says as he teases my nipples under my shirt .
Where do I fit into your fantasies .
Alyssa What scene could we act our together that could get you as flustered as you are now ? Heat floods my checks , but the steady pace of his fingers leaves me too far gone to feel embarrassed .
I hum softly , trying to focus .
Youd think its stupid .
He pinches lightly , drawing a gasp from me .
Try me .
I close my eyes , letting the fantasy come to y come to life in my mind .
Youre a teacher , and Im your student .
College , obviously His breath hitches , and I can feel him harden beneath me .
Somewhat ethical .
Go on Chapter 92 I lick my lips , my words tumbling out in a rush .
Youre grading my essay , and I bend over your desk in a skin .
You cant help but look , imagining what itd be like- Spank your ass until its nice and red ? he finishes , voice strained , his hand quickening .
What happens Then I drop my pencil I continue , my voice trembling with arousal .
I bend over to pick it up , knowing youre watching .
You lose control , tie my hands together with your belt , and spank me until Im dripping down my legs , begging you to shove your pierced cock in me .
Fuck , he hisses , grinding against me You pin me down and fuck me on your desk .
Hard and fast while I chant your name .
Your piercing hits my g spot over and over until Im squirting all over you And then I come deep in your pussy he adds gruffly His fingers move faster , his lips brushing my ear as he murmurs praises that blur in the haze of pleasure .
My body tightens and then releases , shuddering as I cry out his name .
Mason groans softly, his hips stilling as he finds his own release in his sweatpants .
Mason keeps me close as we catch our breath , planting a soft kiss on my forehead .
Feel a little better now ? I nod , warmth swelling in my chest .
I needed this .
Needed to feel something other than numb .
Twisting in his lap , I kiss him hard .
I love you , Mace .
He gives me a warm smile .
I love you too , Alyss Gently , he urges me off his lap , his cheeks still flushed .
Im gonna change .
Be right back , okay ? I curl into the chair , exhaustion finally tugging at me as my eyelids grow heavy .
For the first time in weeks , the dark cloud in my a even if just a little .
Its not gone , but with Masons help , I feel like I can breathe again .
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