Chapter 70 Mason Damn it .
Why am I such a coward ! From the way Niko was looking at me last night , it was like he was silently urging me to take Kings offer , but I just couldnt do it .
I dont know why .
Im already helplessly attached to Alyssa ; I want her more than my next fucking breath , but the thought of sharing her with my brothers stirs something uneasy in my gut .
Maybe its because , even if I go through with this , shell never really be mine .
King will always be her first , and Id have to make peace with that I follow Alyssa to the room so she can put Zuri down for the night .
The ceremonys starting soon , and I volunteered to watch Zuri , which gives me an excuse to avoid the celebration.
Too many people , too much damn noise .
Id rather be here in this quiet room , cracking open a book and enjoying the solitude .
Leaning against the doorframe , I watch Alyssa in silence .
Shes reading Zuri three different bedtime stories her favorite ones , from what I can tell Zuri seems to listen closely , her wide eyes slowly growing heavier until they flutter closed , like delicate butterfly wings finally resting .
Alyssa lays her down in her crib , patting her back gently until shes completely out .
Isnt it crazy to think that soon shell probably never go to sleep this easily again ? Alyssa asks , her voice low , as she brushes Zuris curly hair away from her forehead We should definitely enjoy it while it lasts .
I heard easy babies es become toddlers from hell , I reply , a wry smile tugging at the corner of my mouth She laughs quietly .
Sounds about right .
My mom said I was the same way .
I recall Nina saying something similar about her A comfortable silence fills the room until she glances over at me .
About last night … she begins , her voice hesitant , I completely understand if youre not ready , but I just want to know what youre unsure about .
You know , i [ youre comfortable talking to me about it .
I swallow , searching for the right words .
I dont know , its just .
I dont know where Id fit in .
You , King , and Niko already have this thing together .
and Im not into men .
I guess Im not sure how it would work .
If it could ever , I admit , hating how vulnerable I sound right now , She hums , nodding slowly .
Tve wondered about that too , but King and Niko have been your brothers since you were teenagers .
Im sure they already know what you like and dont like , so maybe we can all just sit down and discuss it together .
I mean , if youd be open to that ? What if we cant come to an agreement ? Her smile is sure , determined .
Then well keep talking until we figure it out Something tugs at my heart , and I cant help but smile at the breathtaking woman in front of me .
Shes willing to do this , even if its a challenge for wall You seem very optimistic that my brothers are reasonable , I say with a low chuckle .
She shrugs .
After Kings offer last night , I am .
I think he genuinely wants all of us to be happy Or perhaps he has some other agenda none of us know about .
Alyssas eyes soften as she gazes at me .
You know , Im glad he brought it up because I didnt know how to ask you You wanted to ask me ? She takes a shaky breath .
Yeah .
I realized a while ago that I have feelings for you .
I know it sounds bad , like Ima greedy whore or something , but I cant help the way I feel .
I want you to be mine too .
Her words hit me with a force I had expected .
She wants met Ive felt the same way for a long time , Ladmit , but I didnt want to have to compete with them She bites her lip , speaking with comiction .
What if there was no competition ? What if I want to spend the rest of my life with all three of you ! I take a step step closer to her , my heart pounding .
Then , Id give you whatever you wanted , little warrior .
I just want you to be safe and happy .
Right then and there I decide that Im done standing on the sidelines .
No matter what it takes , I need her to be mine .
Even if I have to play by Kings rules .
Or watch her get fucked by both of them Can I kiss you ? I ask her , my voice clipped with the need to finally taste her lips for the first time .
1/3 21 AM Chapter 70 She nods , and I close the distance between us , gently cupping her check .
Her lips are like soft pillows , gentle yet confident .
Its been forever since Ive kissed someone , but she guides un , taking what she wants from me .
I groan sofily , wrapping my arms around her perfect frame .
Fuck .
This is everything I ever thought it could be .
Im kissing the woman who has been plaguing my mind for years .
Theres no going back now .
She has my heart , and Im never getting it back .
Suddenly , the door creaks open and I reluctantly pull away from her , her warmth and the taste of her lips sull lingering .
Niko stands there , looking between us , a smirk spreading across his face .
Am I interrupting something ! Alyssa smiles .
I think its safe to say hes on board with the idea of us Nikos gaze flickers to me .
Oh shit .
Really ? I nod , trying to hide the flash spreading across my face .
I am .
Nikos grin widens Kings gonna love to hear that Is everything ready for the ceremony ? Alyssa asks , shifting the topic .
Yeah , everyones here .
King asked me to bring you down .
He hands her a cloth bag filled with clothes After you put this on .
Her brows pinch together as she glances inside the bag .
Um , whats all this ? ker gear .
For your safety .
Theres no way his ol lady is riding without full gear on Alysa seems aroused by the idea , her eyes darkening slightly .
Okay , I get dressed .
Both of you , our Niko snorts .
Why ? Eve seen you naked a million times , and Mason will soon enough She blushes at that , but crosses her arms , shooing us away .
Out , boys .

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Now , Niko and I step out of the room , waiting on the other side of the door as she gets ready .
Im still reeling from our kiss , but I steel my expression Niko doesnt need to know what happened , just that Im in .
But when I look over at him , hes grinning at me like an idiot .
So ..
did you finally kiss her he drawls , his eyes dancing with amusement .
I guess theres really no point in denying it I nod slowly .
Shes an amazing kiver , huh ? Another nod Just imagine what her pussy tastes l like .
I have .
Trust me , I say quickly , my cheeks heating even more .
The thought of what lies ahead , being with Alyssa in a way that I never imagined possible , is enough to set my body aflame .
Ive never wanted someone this badly before .
Ive tried using sex tondmb the pain , to erase the scars my father left , but it never felt the way people said it would .
I think things will definitely be different with Alyssa .
With her , I feel like I can be whole again .
When she steps out a few minutes later , geared up from head to soe , my jaw nearly drops .
She looks fierce , sexy , like shes ready to rise on the world .
My te warmor .
Wow The single word slips from my mouth before I can stop it She smiles , her cheeks turning rosy pink .
Thanks , Mace , she says , kissing me quickly in a way that makes my heart stutter all over again .
And thanks for watching Zun Niko links arms with her , casting a knowing look in my direction as he guides her down the hall .
Welcome to the dark side , brother .
Youre gonna love it here