Chapter89ImGoingtoDieAgain Chapter89ImGoingtoDieAgain, +10FreeCoins AsIlistenedtothetwoofthemtalkaboutthechildasifIwerenteventhere,Istoodsilently,bitterlysmiling, Luke,doyourememberourchild?Theonewhoneverhadthechanceto seethelightofday.
Snowflakesstartedtofallfromthe greysky,whippinghyhairandskirtaroundinthefreezingwind.
Istoodontherooftop,gazingdownbelow.
Afterlosingthebaby,therewasatimewhenIconsideredendingitall.Thatnight,Istoodontheedgeoftheroof,lettingtheicywindengulfme.
Griefconsumedme,andIlongedtojoinmychild.
IdidntknowhowUncleCarterappearedoutofnowheretostopme.
HetoldmethataslongasIwasalive,therewasstillhopetogetbackatthosewhohadwrongedme.
ThatswhyIkeptgoingIwantedtoseekrevengeforbothmyselfandmychild.
Intheend,mycompassionandkindness becamemyundoing.
Thosewhohurtmecontinuedtolivewithoutconsequence,whileIwaslefttosufferendlessly.
DoIreallyhavetospendmylifewatchingLukeescapeunscathed? IoncebelievedIwasquietlydisappearing,readyto berebornandbeginanew.
ButGrandmawas nearlykilledbyAnna, and Esmeediedwithoutanyresolution.
Ifmysoulwereto vanish,wouldtherebeanyjusticeleftinthisworld? Thefateofthisworldisalreadydecided.Icantreleasemyobsession,andmyhatredforthemonlygrows stronger.
IdontwanttoberebornIwant revenge! Thedebtsofthislifemustbesettledinthislife.Thosewhoowemetheirliveswillhavetopaywiththeir OWIL Goodpeopleshouldntsufferanuntimelydeath,andthosewhodowrongshouldntbeallowedtolivefreelyinthisworld.
EvenifIhavetodescendintohell,Illtakeeveryonewhoswrongedmedownwithme.
Illuseanymeansnecessaryiffategivesmeanotherchance,Iwill makesuretouseitwisely.
Please,Iwanttolive!Icantbearthethoughtofdyingwithoutunderstandingwhy! Tjumpedfromthehighplatform,hopingtoescapeLukeonceand forall .
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Chapter89 ImGoingtoDieAgain +10FreeCoins Thefreezingwindhowledaroundmeas Ishutmyeyetryingtobreakfreefromthechainshehadwrappedaroundme.
Amidthehowlingwind,astrangewomansvoicereachedmycars.Livingissoexhausting! Idontwanttomarrythatcripple.

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Mom,ithurtsso much.WillthepainstopifIdie? Mom,pleasedontcry.Ijustcantkeepgoing.Iloveyou.
Whocouldthatbe? Eventhoughnoonewasaround,Icouldstillhearavoicethatwasntmine.
Hervoicewasfilledwith somuchpainasifshecouldntbeartoliveanylonger.
IfonlyIcouldseeher,Iwouldtellherhowpreciouslifeisandthattheresalwayshope.
Thegroundwas approachingfast ,andIwas shockedtorealizeIwashundredsoffeetawayfromLuke! Thiswas anexperienceunlikeanyother.
AsIsawmyselfplummetingtowardtheground,agleamofsilverflashedinfrontofme.
Asharppainshotthroughmywrist.
Wasthispain? ForthefirsttimesinceIdied,itfeltasthoughIweretrappedinadream.
Aftermydeath,Ilost allsenses,eventheabilitytofeelpain .
Yetnow,Icouldactuallyfeelit.
Howcouldthis be? Iglanceddown andsawmyselflyinginthebathtub,bloodstainingthewater,withdarkrosesdriftingontop.
Iattemptedtomove ,butthebloodfrommywristpouredoutevenfaster.
ThoughIhadnoideawhatwashappening,onethingwascertain:itfeltlikeIhad beenreborn! Thepersonwhooriginallyownedthisbodyhadchosentodie,butmywilltolivewasoverpowering.
Atthis verymoment,thethreadsoftimeandspace seemedtointertwine,swappinglifefordeath.
Didshedie? Ihadbeengivenasecondchanceatlife.
But therewasnotimetocelebrate,asdeathwasstillloomingoverme ||| ClopresitImGoingtoDieAgain Tackleaddedoutofthewater,overwhelmedbyrushofrebirth,mybodyshakingwith whided, HowIhadnodod,andtheslicksurfaceofthebalefubmadeitdifficult.Afterseveralanemas,Ifinallymanagedtoescape tradeddrytowelandquicklypresseditagainstmywrist,applyingpressuretothewound.
Myscannedtheroomformyphone,andIquicklydialed911.
eyes Whentheoperatorparkedup.furgentlyexplainedmyination Itriedtoendmylifebycuttingmywrist,andImbleedingheavily.Pleasesendhelpimmediately.
Theotherpartyappearedsomewhattakenaback.Afterall,peoplewhocuttheirwristsaretypicallystrong-willed,anditsusuallyabystanderwhocallsforhelp,northepersoninneedofrescue.
Dutyoujustsayyouwereattemptingsuicide?sheaskedagain,likelyconcernedthatthismightbea tránk ankedandrepliedquickly,Yes,Itriedtoendmylife,buthalfwaythroughIchangedmymind.I Canyoutellmewhereyouare? Imsorry,Idontknow? Ifrozeforamoment.Ididntevenknowwhosebodywasin,sohowcouldIknowmycurrentlocation? Isanyoneelsewithyou? IquicklyscannedtheroomandrealizedIwasinthebathroom.
Fromthewayitwasdecorated,itlookedlikeawealthyhousehold.Iopenedthebathroomdoorandnoticeditwasalmostmidnighttheroomwascompletelydark.
Icouldntgatheranyhelpfuldetails,andtheoperatortonesuddenlyshiftedtoanger.Miss,pleasestopwastingtime.Yourcallcoulddelayhelpforsomeonewho trulyneedsit.
Imnotmakingthisup,Iswear…Ivebeenreborn BeforeIcouldsayanythingelse,thelinewentdead.
Itwassucharidiculousclaimthatnoonewouldbelieveitunlesstheydexperienced.itthemselves,butthesharppaininmywristmadeitclearIwasstillalive.
Ididnthavetimetoponderthesituation.Eventhoughmostpeopledontdiefromwristslashing.Ifeared.Imightbetherareexception.
Ineeded togettothehospitalquickly.
AsIsteppedoutofthehouse,IrealizedIwasin alarge,desertedvilla,withnooneinsight.
IscannedtheareaandsawsomelandmarksIrecognized.
3/4 Chapter89ImGoingtoDieAgain Thankfully,itwastheworldIknewawellknownresidentialareawhereIhadvisitedfamilyafewtimeinthepast.
SnowflakesfellfromtheskyasIsprintedbarefootthroughthevillaarea,wearingnothingbutathinnightgown.
Mybaretoestouchedthefrozenpavement,andtheshop,coldwindstungmyface.
Thevillaareawasvast,andthatwasonlymakingthingworse.Icouldntfindataxi,norcouldIspotasingleperson.
IwasfilledwithreliefwhenIfinallyheardthesoundofacarapproaching .
Ididntcarewhoitwas,aslongastheycouldhelpme.Icouldfeelmystrengthslippingaway,andmybodygrowingweakerbythesecond.
Ihadjustcomebacktolife;Iwasntreadytodieagain! Desperate,Istoodbytheroadsideandflagged downablackvan,poundingonitswindowwithalltheenergy1hadleft.
Thedoorfinallyopened,andarushofwarmairgreetedme.
IdidntcareaboutthestrangersreactionasImusteredallmystrengthtopullmyselfintothecar.
Icaughtsightofapairoffinelycraftedleathershoes,followedbythestraightcuttrousersofaman.
Please, sir,takemetothehospital,Ipleaded,myvoicetrembling.I….
Ididntgetthechancetofinishmywordsbeforemystrengthgaveout,andIcollapsedweaklyintothe mansarms.
Justbefore Ilostconsciousness,Ifelthishandssteadyingmearoundmywaistandsawhiscold,yetsomehowfamiliar,eyesstaringatme.
Hisgazeheldamixofshockanddisbeliefashelookedatme.