Chapter360YouMakesMeLoseControl Chapter360YouMakesMeLoseControl Ilookedathimand grumbledingrievances.Ithurts!Ireallyhurts! Hepulledmeclose, apologizing,hisvoicefullofconcern.Tmsorry.Itwonthappenagain.
Ishookmyhead,gentlyreachinguptotouchhisface.No,Carter,youdonthavetoendureformyskeLastnight,Irealizedyouvealwaysbeenaccommodatingtome,haventyou?Weremarried,wereone.Youdontneedtothinkofmeallthetime.Iloveyou,andIwanttoseeyouhappytoo Chloe,Heswallowed,andhiseyesflickeredwithsomethingdeepand unreadable.
Iblushedandleanedforwardtokisshisthroat,thenwhisperedsoftlyinhiscar .Actually,lastnight,Ifeltreallygoodtoo.
Carterloweredhisheadandkissedmedeeplyonthelips.
Justasthingsweregettingheatedagain.Iquicklypushedhimaway.Idontmind,butIcanthandleiteveryday.Ifitsnottoooften,IthinkIcanmanage.
Chloe,areyoutryingtokillme?Hiseyesglistenedwithtenderness.
Isnuggledcloserandasked,Baby,areyoustillmadatme? HowcouldIstaymadatyou?Liedownandrelax;Illapplythemedicine.Dontworry,Iwontdoanything.
Theprocessofapplyingthemedicinewasexhausting,notbecauseithurttoomuch,butbecausemybodywastoosensitivefromthenightbefore.Webothtriedtorestrainourselves,findingitdifficult IalwaysthoughtIhadenoughselfcontrol,hesaid,hisvoice softbutfullofemotion.ButwhenImetyou ,IrealizedyouretheonlythingIveeverlostcontrolover.Chloe.Iloveyou.
Ihadalwaysknownhowdeephisloveran,buteachtimehesaidit,myheartwouldstillflutter.
Thismustbethepurestformoflovethekindthatcanclearawayanyshadows.
Carter,Ilove youtoo.
Hekissedmyforeheadgentlyandsaid,Restforawhile.Ihave toheadtotheoffice.IfIstay,Iwontbeabletoleave.
Okay,Illwaitforyoutocomebackandpickmeup.
Withhimlovingandpamperingme,eveninastrangehome,aslongasIcouldfeel hispresence,Ifelt safe.
Carter,thankyouforyourlove.
TherewasatimewhenIthoughtIwasthemostunluckypersonintheworld,butwithhim.Ifeltincrediblyfortunate.
AndIdidntevenunderstandwhyhelovedmesomuch.
1/3 Chapter360YouMakesMeLoseControl +5FreeCoins Itouchedthestonenearmychest,feelingasthoughmyheartwascompletelyfilledwithhim.Isoonfellintoadeepsleep.
SinceIstartedwearingthisstone,Ihadnthadanightmare inalongtime.
EverytimeItouchedit,asenseofpeacewashed overtoe,asifCarterwasbymyside.
Isleptsoundly,andZoeydidntcometodisturbme.WhenIwokeup,itwasalreadydarkoutside.
Carterwasworkingbeforethedeskandengrossedinhiswork.Heloweredthelamptoitsdimmestsetting,notwantingtodisturbme Iclimbedoutofbedand huggedhimfrombehind.Whydidntyouwakeme? Heeffortlesslypulledmeontohislapand said,Youweresleepingsosoundly,Icouldntbeartowakeyou.Dontworry;Iverescheduledtheflightfortomorrowmorning.
Whyareyousogoodtome,honey? When wewereinbed,hedmakemecallhimhoney,butnow,outofbed,hedblushjusthearingitfrom Areyouhungry?Ikeptyourfoodwarmforyou.
Iwantyoutofeedme,honey,Iteasedhim.Hesighedhelplesslyashetappedmynose.
Alright,myprecious.
Irealizedthat,before,wehadbothbeenalittlerestrained.Afterlastnight,itfeltlikeourrelationshiphaddeepenedevenmore,somuchthatitwasalmostbecomingtoosweettohandle.
HehadjustleftwhenZoeypokedherheadintotheroom.

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Chloe,areyou feelingbetter? Muchbetter.
Seriously,Carterissogoodtoyou.Hebroughtback atonoffoodafterwork,evenmadesouphimself,andchangedhisflight justsoyoucouldrestwithoutbeingdisturbed.Howhaveyoutwogottensocloseinjustafewmonths? Ismiledfaintlyandsaid,Itsbeenmorethanjust afewmonths,anditsbeen20years.Thatidiothaslovedmeforsolong.
Ah.Isee.Seeingyousohappynowmakesmehappyforyou.
Whataboutyou?DoyoulikeHarlan? ZoeyrolledhereyessohardIthoughttheywouldturntothebackofherhead.Thatarrogantguy?1wouldnttakehimevenifhewasgivinghimselfawayforfree.Imjustwaitingforhimtosignthedivorcepapers.Iwanttobesingleandfabulous!Stayawayfromsc*mifyouwanttoliveagoodlife.
IfyoumetsomeonelikeCarter,though,Imightreconsider.Imtellingyou,sister,youdbehappy.
2/3 09:38Mon,Dec16AE Chapter360YouMakesMeLoseControl +5FreeCoins Please,youthinkyourmanisaneasyfind?Soeasyforyoutopickup?Youreluckytohavehim.Goodmenlikehimarepracticallyimpossibletofind TherewasatimewhenLukeandIweretogetherformanyyears.Iusedtothinkhewas mytruelove.Now,lookingback,thatrelationshipseemssofoolish.Zoey,dontgiveuponlovejustbecauseofonewrongman.Whenthetimecomes,youllmeetsomeonewhotrulycherishesyou.Ofcourse,ifyoupreferbeingsingle,Isupportthattoo!Whateveryouchoose,wellalwaysbesisters,a
ndIllsupportyourchoices.
Chloe,youresoamazing.Letssleeptogethertonight.
Noway,sherecognizesfaces,Carterenteredwithafoodtray.Ifyousleepwithher,shewontbeabletofallasleep.
Right,Ialmostforgot.
Cartersatbesidethebedandbeganfeedingme.Zoeylookedatus , bewildered.Isthishowyoutwoare athome? No,Ichewitupandfeedittoher.
Really? Ofcourse,heskidding.Iburstintolaughter.Itwastoofunnytoseehimsayitsoseriously.
Alright,Carter,yougoaheadandwork.Icancatbymyself.
Withothersaround,Ididntclingtohimasmuch.
Zoeywatchedhimleaveandsaid,Hownice,thischeesyloveofyoutwo.WhyhaventImetadecentmanlikehim? Youwill,Iassuredher.
Letshopeso.Ithoughtbeingsinglewasfine,butseeingyoutwo,nowIkindofwanttobeinarelationshiptoo.OnceIgetback,Illdivorcehimandfindmytruelove! Goodluck.
Thenextmorning,wewenttotheairporttoflytotheplacewheremymomlived.
Thesmalltowndidnthaveanairport,sowehadtotakeatwohourdriveafterleavingtheterminaltoget there.
Zoeygrabbedmyhandtightly,herpalmsweaty.Please,dontsayitwasme.
Dontworry.
Thecarsoonarrivedatthefarm.Undertheblueskyandwhiteclouds,thelushgrasswasdottedwithfluffywhitesheep.
Isawherrightawaythewomansketchinginthegrass Zoeyfroze,murmuring,Mmom…