Chapter183WhatHave1DonetoHan? WhenIwokeup,myheadwaspounding The overwhelmingdisconnect betweenmybodyandfindfromthehangovermadeeverythingfeel unbearable.
1groanedandclutchedmyhead.
Morning,camea voicefrombesideme.IquicklyopenedmyeyesandwasshockedtofindmyselfstaringatCartersincrediblyhandsome face.Myheartskippedbeat Wait,whywasIinhisbed?No,moreimportantly, howdidenduphere? Iwassostartledthat Ialmostfelloffthebed,butCartergrabbedmywaistandpulledmeback.IinstinctivelypressedmyhandsagainsthischestasIstuttered,Lastnight,I Hestared intomyeyes.Doyou forgeteverything? Hisgazemademefeeluneasy.Did I dosomethingIshouldnthavelastnight? Mymindwasblank,andIcouldntrecallanything.
Inervouslyasked,DidI…dosomethingtoyou? Yes,Carteransweredwithouthesitation.
Myheartskippedabeat.IrecalledthevividdreamsIhadlastnight.
Despitemyphysicalagebeing20,mymentalagewas28.
HadI lostcontrolafter drinking?Did Idosomethingtoadefenseless,disabledman? Iwasabeast!No,worsethanthat.
We Shaking,Ipulledbackthecoversandsawalargekissmarkonhisexposedcollarbone.Inervouslyasked,DidIbiteyou? Carterletoutalowhum,hisvoicedeepandalluring.
WhatelsedidIdotoyou? Youthrewuponme,rippedoffmyclothes,andthen Hedidntfinish,buthisunfinished sentencefloodedmymind withallkindsofenticingthoughts.
Sorry,Carter.Igotdrunklastnight,Imumbled,feelinglikea horriblepersonwhodjustsleptwithsomeoneforanight.
Carterblushedslightly,stilllyinginthesheets.Itsokay.Weremarried,soitsnormaltofulfillourduties.Icouldntbelievewhat IwashearingfromtheusuallydistantCarter.
1/4 Chapter188 WhatHave1DonetoHim? So,wereally..Itrailedoff,confused Ididntfeelanydifferentphysically,unlikethediscomfortIhadfeltinmypastlifeafteradrunkennight withLuke.
No,Ididnttake advantageofyou,Cartersaidfirmly.YouwouldnthavebeenabletoforcemeifIdidnt Isighedinrelief,gladthatsomeoneashonorableasCfterwouldntdoanythingtohurtme.
Butstill,thethoughtofmyselfasaseductresswhiledrinkwashardtoswallow, Imsorry.Ididntmeanforittohappen,Iapologizedagain.
Hepulledme intohisarms,the warmthfromthesheetssurroundingusaswehuggedcloseinourthinnightclothes.
Zoey,Imanormalman.Ihaveneedstoo,hesuddenlysaid .
Iblushedandwishedtostopmyselffromspeaking.
Icanwait foryou.
Hebrushedhishandagainstmycheek.Butdontmakemewaittoolong.

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Thegenuinelookinhiseyesmademyheartskipabearand Iblurtedout,So,howdidyoudealwithitbeforewegotmarried?Haveyouneverbeenwithanyone? Never,herepliedfirmly.Iveneverbeenwithanywoman.
Iwasevenmoreshocked.Withsomeonelikehim,Cartercouldhavehadanywomanhewanted,evenwithhisdisability Heleanedin,hisvoiceplayful.Curiousabouthowmenmanage theirdesires? Hetookmyhand,and Icouldnthelpbutblush.
CCarter… Darling,youcalledmeHoneylastnight.
What?WasIthatbold ? I couldntrememberanyofit.
EvenwhenLubeandIweremarried,Inevercalledhimthat IwassoembarrassedIcouldntmove,andCartereventuallyletgoofme.
Illgotothebathroom.
Inapanic.Iquicklyrushedout,notnoticingthesmallsmileonhisface.
Onceinthebathroom,Isplashedcoldwateronmyfacetocooldown,butnomatterhowmuchIwashe 14:37Tue,Dec1 Chapter183WhatHave1DonetoHim? Icouldstillfeelhistouchlingeringonmyhands.
Itfeltevenmoreintenseandclearthanthebrieftouchdexperiencedbefore, Thefirmnessandsizeofhismanhoodmademefeelembarrassedanduneasyalloveragain.
WasItrulygoingtohavetodealwiththisinthefuture? Icouldntdoit! Lookingatmyselfinthemirror,Ifoundmylipswereredandslightlyswollen.
Itwasprobablyfrombitinghiscollarbonewhathadbecome?Ifeltlikeabeast.
+10FreeCoins AsIlookedattheshowerpartition,asceneflashedinmymindtwonakedpeoplekissingpassionatelyunderthemistyshower.
Gosh.Idneverdrinkagain.I wasevenimaginingthings.
dressed.
Istayedinthebathroomfornearlyanhourbeforefinallyleaving.WhenIcameout,Carterwasdandbreakfastwasready.
Icouldntevenlookathimnow,feeling soembarrassed Hereachedformyhand.Comehere.
Stillconfused,Igavehimmyhand.
Heledmetositnexttohim,hisfacecalmasusual.DidIscare you? Istaredoutthewindow,stillnervous.Ijustcantgetusedtothis.
Itsokay.Youllgetusedtoitsoon.Afterafewmoretimes,itwontfeelsostrange.
Iquicklyturnedtohim,surprisedbyhiswords.WashestillthesamemanIknew? Icouldntbelievehewassayingsuchboldthings.
You…Iwasspeechlessinshock.
Hetookadvantageofmysurprise,pullingmeintohisarms.Ifrozelikeapuppet.
Whatareyousoshyabout?Imyourhusband.Itsnormalforustobeclose.Youwerepassionatelastnight.
Myfaceturnedredagain.IIdontremember.
Zoey,Iwontpressureyou.Butdontpushmeawayeither.Canwetakethingsslow? Ididntquiteunderstandwhathemeantbytakingitslow.Wasitaboutemotions? AfterwhathappenedwithLuke,IdidntthinkIcouldtrustmenagain .
Imsorry,Isaidseriously.IdontthinkIcan everloveanyoneagain.
3/4 14:37Tue,Dec10 Chapter183WhatHave1DonetoHim? Hegentlycuppedmyface.No,Imtalkingaboutintiracybetweenahusbandandwife.
Confused,Ilookedathim.Hetookmyhandinhis,hisfingersstrongand sure.
Leaningclosetomyear,Ifelthiswarmbreathagainstmyskin.
+10FreeCoiriş Zoey,ifyourenotreadytotalkaboutlove,howaboutwefocusonphysicalcloseness?Youreawoman,100.Youmusthaveyourdesires.
Hiswordswereblunt,andIwasntsurehowtorespond Darling,likethis…BeforeIcouldreact,hislipspressedagainstmine.