Chapter444Coco,IWasWrong Whathaveyoudone?Itdoesntmatteranymore.
Ismiledandignoredher.Ididntwanttoendlesslyrepeatmysufferingtoothers.
Katestumbledtowardme,armsoutstretchedasiftopullme intoanembrace.
Chloe,Imsorry sorry Ihadfoughtmywayoutofhell,nottowitnessherfeignedremorse.
If shereallycaredaboutme,shewouldnthaveseenmeassowickedandbroken.Themostironicpartwasthattheonetryingtodefendmewasthesamepersonwhohadshovedmeintothedepthsofdespair.
Mrs.Sander,Idontdeservethis.
Sheextendedashakinghand,hereyescloudedwithtearsasshegentlybrushedmycheek,Mypoordaughter…Imsosorry.HowcouldIhavethoughtofyoulikethatwhenyouvealwaysbeenthemostwell-behavedonesincechildhood? YesIwasalwaysobedient.
Aftermysisterdisappeared,IunderstoodtherewasalingeringtensionintheSanders,soItriedmybesttobetheperfectsisterandautifuldaughter.
Butmykindnessandcomplianceendedupbeingtheveryreasonstheystabbedmeintheback.
Beforeshecouldlayahandonmyface,Wisteriayankedatherhair,hervoicedrippingwiththesamefalsesweetness,Mom,Ididntrevealthetruthtohelpyoureunitewithyourdaughter.
Exactly,shewantedtomakeeveryoneintheSanderssuffer! Howcouldphysicalpainevenbegintocomparewithpsychologicaltorment?Thosewerewoundsthatwouldneverheal,nomatterhowmuchtimepassed.
SheshovedKateaside.Mom,doyouunderstandwhyIleftGregunharmed?Ethanand JakediedtooquicklyImnotsatisfied.Ivebeenwaitingforthismomentforsolong.Howaboutweplayalittlegame,shallwe? Sheturnedtome.Chloe,yourejustaspitifulintheSanders.YoumusthatethemasmuchasIdo,right?Illgiveyouachoice.Pickoneperson,eitherJoshorGreg,andcutofftheirlegs,and Illletyougo.
JoshandGregbothstaredatme,andIexpectedthemtobegformercy.
Thistime,Josh shuthiseyes,hiding whateveremotionswerebehindthem.
Cutoffmylegs.ItsHis faceseemedtoagebytenor20yearsatthatmoment.No longerasvigorousashewashalfa yearago.
StandingbesideDominic,heappearedmoreliketheelderofthetwo.
Tighteninghisgriponthe fabricofhispants,hislipsquiveredwithuncertaintyashemuttered.Ifault.
14:30Thu,Jan16Gti.
Chapter444Coco,IWasWrong 56% Finished Dad… ThememoryofhimandLukegoingtoChedortofindmeflashedinmymind.
Hewasselfish,fearful,greedy,andreckless,yettherehadbeenmomentswhenhetreatedmewithsincerity.
Humansaresuchcomplicatedbeings,fullofcontradictionsandinconsistencies.
Mybodyshookslightly,andmyvoicequiveredwithemotionasIspoke,Doyouthinksayingthatwillmakemeforgiveyou?Iwont.Icanneverforgiveyouforeverythingyouvedonetome! Thenkillme.ThisiswhattheSandersoweyou.
Inthislifeordeathmoment,hewasthefirsttostepuplikeanelder.
Gregcriedoutinanguish,Dad,youcantdie.Chloe,killmeinstead.Letmybloodpayforyoursins.
Thepersonbesidemehandedmeanaxe,bringingbackmemoriesof whatIdseeninYaelstrunkearlier.
Ifitwerethem,theydlikelylaughandstrikewithoutasecondthought.
Sometimes,Ihatemyselffornotbeingruthlessenough Whatstheuseofholdingontothissocalled humanity Theyweretheoneswhocausedmethispain,andallIneededtodowascutoffthesourceofit.
Gregcrawledontheground,clutchingmyleg.Imsorry.Ivealwaysbeenthedumbestandmostuseless,easilyinfluencedbyothers.Afteryourrebirth,IthoughtyouhadturnedagainstusbecauseyoukepttargetingtheSanders.Imstupid;Ievenwantedtokillyouforthefamilyjustnow.Chloe,justkillmealready! Itightenedmy gripontheaxe,eachfingerlockingaroundit,myvoicelosingitsusualcalm.Doyouthink…Iwontdoit? Heliftedhisgazetomeetmine,hisfacetwistedwithdespair.
Tearsandsnotstreameddown.Hispitifulexpressionastarkreminderofthatfirstheartbreakat18.
Thatnight,hehadheldmewhiledrunk,mumbling,Chloe,Illfindagirlfriendasniceasyouoneday.Noonecouldeverlovemethewayyoudo.
Idiot,youremybrother.HowcouldIloveanyoneelsebutyou? Chloe,Iwillalwaysloveyou,forever..
Butintheend,hebrokethatpromise.Afterthat,hewanderedthroughcountlessromanticentanglements,nolongercaptivatedbyanywoman, Iwasinmythirdyearof juniorhighatthetime,overwhelmedwithstudies.Hewouldoccasionallybringmegiftstoliftmyspirits.
Hewouldpullmeintohisnewlyacquiredsportscarandracedownthecoastal road.
14:31Thu,Jan16G Chapter444Coco,IWasWrong ished Healwayssaidthatlifewastooshorttowasteandthatweshouldembraceitandnotlockourselvesaway inbooks.
Heintroducedmetoskiing,drinking,andevenracing Whenmyparentsfoundout,hewasharshlyreprimanded.Yet,despitethescolding,hewaswinkingatmewithagrinonhisfacewhilereceivingpunishmentinthefamilychapel.
Hewasthemostundependablebrother.
IfitwerentforWisteriasprovocation,maybehedstillbeascarelessashealwayswas.
Withoutanygrandgoals,hespenthisdaysindulgingindrinkandwomen,livingforthemoment.ButhewouldstillcarrymeoutwhenIgotmarried.

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Hesaidthatonthatday,hewontletEthancarryme.Hewillcarrymeinstead.
Greg,youidiot,couldyoubeanymorefoolish? ThenIwouldntbesosofthearted.
Idontneedyourapologies;Ijustneedtorememberyourcruel,heartlessfaces.
Idontwanttobeinvolvedwithyouanymore.
I…shoulddespiseyou.
ThisistheoutcomeIveearned,Chloe.Goaheadandendit.Ratherthancontinuingtoliveinfearandanxiety,itsbetterifIjustdie…Iknowitstoolatetosayanythingnow,butIstilloweyouanapology.
Hegazedatme,thengaveaslow,regretfulsmile,Coco,Imsorry.Irealizemymistake.
IknowIdontdeservetoaddressyoulikethat,butItrulyregretfallingforherlies andpushingyouawayagainand again.Youmusthavebeenincrediblyhurtatthattime,right?Imthemostcruelandfoolishpersonintheworld.Ifailedtoprotectmysisterproperly.IfIcouldgoback,Iwouldneverhavetreatedyoulikethat.
Ioweyou,andIllmakeitupto youinmynextlife! Withthosewords,heexposedhisnecktothesharpedgeoftheaxe.
Bloodsprayedout,splatteringacrossmyskirtandlegs.
Greg! Greg Hesprawledonthegroundbeforeme,hishandreachingoutslowly,Coco,Imsorry,Icouldntwitnessyourwedding… LOK 3/3 56% 14:31Thu,Jan16G.
Chapter444Coco,IWasWrong Finished Healwayssaidthatlifewastooshorttowasteandthatweshouldembraceitandnotlockourselvesawayinbooks.
Heintroducedmetoskiing,drinking,andevenracing.
Whenmyparentsfoundout,hewasharshlyreprimanded.Yet,despitethescolding,hewaswinkingatmewithagrinonhisfacewhilereceivingpunishmentinthefamilychapel.
Hewasthemostundependablebrother.
IfitwerentforWisteriasprovocation,maybehedstillbeascarelessashealwayswas.
Withoutanygrandgoals,hespenthisdaysindulgingindrinkandwomen,livingforthemoment.Buthewouldstillcarrymeout whenIgotmarried.
Hesaid thatonthatday,hewontletEthancarryme.Hewillcarrymeinstead.
Greg,youidiot,couldyoubeanymorefoolish? ThenIwouldntbeso softhearted.
Idontneedyourapologies;Ijustneedtorememberyourcruel,heartlessfaces.
Idontwanttobeinvolvedwithyouanymore.
I…shoulddespiseyou.
ThisistheoutcomeIveearned,Chloe.Goaheadandendit.Ratherthancontinuingtoliveinfearandanxiety,itsbetterifIjustdie…Iknowitstoolatetosayanythingnow,butIstilloweyouanapology.
Hegazedatme,thengaveaslow,regretfulsmile,Coco,Imsorry.Irealizemymistake.
IknowIdontdeservetoaddressyoulikethat,butItrulyregretfallingforherliesandpushingyouawayagainandagain.Youmusthavebeenincrediblyhurtatthattime,right?Imthemostcruelandfoolishpersonintheworld.Ifailedtoprotectmysisterproperly.IfIcouldgoback,Iwouldneverhavetreatedyoulikethat.
Ioweyou,andIllmakeituptoyouinmynextlife! Withthosewords,heexposedhisnecktothesharpedgeoftheaxe.
Bloodsprayedout,splatteringacrossmyskirtandlegs.
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