Chapter 213 Chapter 213 134 % +5 When she left , she took all the color with her , drowning my world in black and white .
I never realized how brightly she lit up my life , from the first day I met her as Galilea , until she was gone .
Daemonikai admitted .
Admitting it aloud for the first time was like shedding twelve heavy cloaks Daemonikai hadnt known he was wearing .
Oh … dearest , I know .
Evie gave a kind , watery smile .
Taking his hand , they walked along the shore , the waves lapping gently at their feet .
I know you better than you know yourself , Daemon He breathed deeply , the air suddenly feeling lighter , fresher .
He could finally say it without drowning in sorrow , without the rain of guilt .
It was exhilarating .
I dont know what I ever did to deserve a woman like you , Evie .
Daemonikai said sincerely .
I was the lucky one .
she exhaled a slow breath .
Always have been .
Galilea made me feel strange things .
But I was okay with it , for it distracted me from my misery .
That was , until I found out why she made me feel that way .
He stared out at the ocean .
I felt so angry , deceived .
Guilty .
I thought sending her away was the best thing to do .
But it wasnt , was it ? At first , he felt nothing but emptiness .
Then his nightmares came more frequently , followed by dreams of her in his arms , in his life .
It was torture .
To his left , he saw the family he had lost , the empty pit that was once the center of his universe .
On the other side , he saw the soulbond he had lost a female whose body he craved , whose scent he was addicted to .
Daemonikai had drifted into a new version of hell .
Those memories … Evie spoke softly .
The ones you recovered from your feral time … they didnt make things easier , did they ? As if that hell wasnt enough , those lost memories came .
Daemonikai recalled the night they flooded his mind .
Vivid , fragmented images .
Emeriel patiently handfeeding him .
His beast mounting her again and again .
The surge of rage hed felt as he tore apart the slave master who dared to touch her .
He remembered how shed summoned him to court , and he had answered , driven by a need to protect her .
A need to possess .
A need to keep her safe from harm .
Finding a strange contentment in her presence .
Emeriel had been his beacon of light in the face of his mindless instincts .
He recalled holding her in his arms in the dead of night as she bravely cuddled against his fur .
Memories of how shed risked her life repeatedly to be with him Satisfying his sexlust .
Coming to him during her heats , and 16:02 Wed , Jan zy Chapter 213 ว 34 % +5 he , in turn , plunging into his ruts , even in his feral state .
His instincts along the line of ; Must take her , must make her mine .
I dont want you to die , Memories of her crying as she said those .
She had hugged his beast form on that hallway after he saved her from armed assasins .
They are going to kill you , and hurts me so much .
Please , dont die .
Here , she had whispered , baring her delicate throat to him .
Drink from me .
Take what you need .
He remembered the sweet nectar that was her blood , the heavenliness sliding down his throat .
He remembered her tears , her pleas for him to stay alive and take his male form again .
Emeriel had loved him wholeheartedly .
In a feral state where he had nothing but pain to give her , she had given him everything .
That was the beginning of his illness .
Daemonikai pulling himself from the swirling vortex of memories , and stared at the seashells surrounding him .
Emeriel is a little being stuffed full of love and light .
The gods do not make mistakes , dearest .
Evie agreed .
Now that he was finally opening up , it was easier to confide in her .
To pour out his mind , including his doubts .
That girl deserves better than to be saddled with an ancient like me .
A male who once razed an entire village to the ground .
That was millennia ago , dearest .
Evie bent down to pick up a spiraled seashell .
What she deserves is to be with her soulbond .
Let the past stay where it belongs … behind us .
You are a better male now .
A wonderful one .
If you werent , our people wouldnt be so devoted to you .
And they are .
She examined the shell for a moment , a blissful smile on her face , before tossing it back into the ocean .
Youve already secured your place in history as Urais greatest ruler , a title youll hold for all eternity .
I am so proud of the male youve become .
Our people dont like her , because of what she represents .
Daemonikais eyes trailed the movement of the shells as they vanished beneath the waves .
They hate the idea that my Soulband is human .
They would have killed her two years ago if I hadnt set her free .
Evies smile faded .
She nodded , understanding in her eyes .
The people will need time .
They love you deeply .

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In time , they will come to accept and protect what you care about .
I have faith that Emeriel will win them over .
After a pause , she added .
But dont let their reservations become the wedge that drives you apart again , dearest .
For five millennia , you have lived for them and their expectations .
You put them first , as a king should , and you love them greatly .
But its time you did something for yourself , my love .
Damn everyone else .
After all , you lost us while saving them .
Daemonikai flinched , those words stinging like a slap .
Evie , sensing his distress , took his hand into hers .
Its the truth .
You lost us saving them , and look at what its doing to you .
You saved thousands of lives that night , but the ones who could have kept you sane and anchored were lost .
And because of that , you are walking every edge of death , leaving them unprotected and at the mercy of someone like Zaiper .
In the end , you are no use to anyone this way .
Not them , not yourself .
This time , be selfish , my dearest .
Take what you want .
Put Emeriel first .
Protect her .
Dont lose your Soulbond because of our people .