Chapter 212 Chapter 212 Daemonikais heart clenched .
He shoved down the feelings stirring inside him .
The emotions he thought he had buried long ago .
I dont like it .
Reality has no place here .
he said .
I want to stay here with you .
69 % +5 No , you dont .
Evie stopped walking , turning to face him fully again .
Guilt is a cruel companion , it tarnishes even the most beautiful things .
This is the second time you are saying that , Daemonikai noted , a frown creasing his brow .
Guilt drives you , dearest .
Not because of our deaths , but because you care for her .
Evie raised a hand when he opened his mouth to protest .
Let me finish , please .
You believe you dishonor me by acknowledging these feelings .
You would rather remain here , not because you truly want to be here , but because reality is more tempting .
Youre not sure how much longer you can fight what you feel .
And fight you think you should … because if you dont , you feel guilty for replacing us .
Replacing me .
That was as preposterous as it was untrue .
Daemonikai opened his mouth to voice the protest lodged in his throat … But nothing came out .
His mouth opened and closed , yet no sound followed , because a horse was suddenly trampling on his chest .
She is wrong .
But is she ? Now , a whole herd of horses were stampeding over his chest .
Dont be like that , Daemon , Evie said gently .
I love you .
I will always love you .
But Im not your soulmate .
You think I didnt know how hard it was for you to accept me ? Your beast resisted , took his precious time .
You wouldnt even go into rụt when I went into heat .
Her eyes glimmered with sadness .
At first , I thought something was wrong with me , that I was faulty .
But now I see .
It was because I wasnt the one meant for you .
Dont say things like that , Daemonikai rasped .
Ukrae never intended for you to be alone , Daemon .
He gave me to you , knowing your true mate wouldnt come into existence for another five thousand years .
Shes your special person .
I was just meant to fill the space .
You replaced her with me , not the other way around .
You dishonor her by denying your feelings , not me .
She cupped his cheek .
She is your fated mate , dearest .
The beginning and the end .
Let the guilt go .
Stop running from what you feel .
Stop letting the bitterness and grief win .
Daemonikai gave a hard blink keep his eyes dry .
You shouldnt be so perceptive , he grumbled .
You are not real .
Evi laughed .
You wish .
That same soft laugh that used to stir him up inside .
Now , there was nothing For the first time , he admitted the truth The real thing he tell the female he had spent the last four millennia with was 14:00 Tue , Jan 28 Chapter 212 no longer love , it was guilt .
Facing the truth hurt .
He should know , he had been running from it for a very , very long time .
69 % +5 She is yours , my dearest .
Dont throw away something so beautiful , so fulfilling , so wholesome .
Evies eyes were filled with melancholic tenderness .
Why dwell in the past when the present holds such promise , a chance to shape a future that could be radiant and joyful ? Stop hurting yourself .
It hurts me to see you like this .
Its not easy .
He said , hoarsely .
I know .
Her voice grew stronger .
But , the Daemonikai I know is so strong , hes unbeatable .
How can we rest peacefully , knowing our deaths pushed you this far into self destruction ? She paused .
Why do you think our sons refuse to speak with you ? Daemonikais head snapped up .
What do you mean ? Evie moved closer , placing her other hand on his cheek .
I only speculate , but if their feelings are anything like mine , then they are burdened with guilt , pain , and deep sorrow .
Seeing their father their strong , unbreakable father walking every carry edge of destruction known to our kind , its a heavy load to Daemonikai averted his eyes , his chest far too heavy .
From the feral madness to a dying soul because of them .
How do you think it makes them feel ? Tears fell from his eyes .
Your boys need to know their father is happy again .
They need to see you thriving .
Evie murmured , collecting them her fingertips .
You want to alleviate their guilt ? Then perhaps you should start by addressing your own .
How can you tell them to let go , to absolve themselves of blame when you cannot do the same ? Our intelligent sons will see through your bullshit .
Before you tell them , show them .
Evie stated firmly .
Show them you have moved on , that you are in a happy place .
Show them your life isnt on hold because of what happened , because of what they believe is their fault .
Show them you are not dying from it .
You are burning up .
Im trying to wipe you with cold water , I hope you again .
Soft like water , an ointment to the soul .
do not mind , your Grace ? Emereiels voice came in A feeling almost like happiness bloomed in him .
If his heart could beat in this spirit form , it would be racing .
Heavens , he had missed that voice … Evie is saying he should no longer feel guilty for wanting to hear more of it ? For a male so observant , you are an expert at ignoring what you dont want to see .

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She wiped her own tears , her lips curving .
One of those is how deeply you care for Emeriel .
That her name , right ? Daemonikai nodded , his cheeks going hot .
You cant blame your beast , or the bond , anymore , my dearest your beast isnt here , and the bond is not only dormant , but dying , along with your soul .
They are not the reason you hear her voice now .
Or why you are so desperate to hear more of Evie Fin surry His guilt , the guilt he could no longer hide , was plain on his face for her in see , He couldnt pretend anymore Pocket Broker- trad ig 14:00 Tue , Jan 28 Chapter 212 He didnt have the strength to keep denying it .
69 % Dont be , you dumbass , Evie said with a light chuckle .
She finally withdrew her hands and stepped back .
Im rooting for you , Daemon .
I always have been .
I want you to be happy .
I want to look back and know my dearest is alive again .
Not just breathing , but truly alive .
Anyone can breathe , but not everyone truly lives .
I want you to live again .