It felt like something exploded in my head .
Even with the fabric between us , my hand felt like it was burning , and I wanted to pull away .
I tried to pull my hand back , but he held on tighter .
The air was thick with tension .
Ethan , youve had too much to drink … Ashley , werent you touching me like this .
back then ? Why are you running away now ? You didnt hold back when you were messing with it eight years ago .
th bin handful of < But his words made it all come flooding back , filling me with shame .
Remember now ? Your face is burning up .
I realized Ethan was rubbing his cheek against mine .
Ashley , you dont have a boyfriend , do you ? Someone who has a boyfriend wouldnt react like this .
He kissed my lips , slowly teasing them .
Ashley , lets finish what you wanted to do eight years ago .
In the darkness , his eyes were hypnotic .
They made me want to give in , to comfort him .
く 749 He scooped me up in his arms .
He tossed me onto the couch in front of the window .
I melted into him , letting him wrap around me .
Then he touched me in a place that was forbidden .
I felt a sharp pain in my head and realized I was drunk too .
Ethan , no ! We cant do this .
I should go … I stood up , but he pushed me back down .
Am I not doing a good job ? Why do you want to leave ? Do you hate me that much ? How could I hate him ? Even though time had passed , and Id learned to heal , I still loved him .
Everyone knew I loved him .
Tears welled up in his eyes .
He had so much to offer , but he was acting like a desperate product , begging me to take him .
But something felt off .
I thought about it for a long time before realizing what it was .
L Dont you like my sister ? Ethan froze for a second .
When did I ever say I liked your sister ? I was shocked .
Had he not ? But the voice in my head that day I woke up had told me he liked Sarah .
Ethan saw that I was confused and then he became happy.
You thought I liked your sister ? Is that why youve been avoiding me ? I was not , you are who I love .
I want to tell you this now , can you be with me ? My head was spinning.
It felt like everything was upside down .
I didnt know what was real anymore .
He kissed me again .
The moment our skin touched , the visions of my horrible death flashed before my eyes .
Was it all a lie ? But the pain , the weakness , felt so real .
It felt like there was a thorn between Ethan and me .
Whenever we got close , I felt pain .
Fear made me snap out of it .
I pushed Ethan away .
I told you , I have a boyfriend .
I cant cheat on him .
Ethan let out a bitter laugh .
Why didnt you say you had a boyfriend when we were kissing ? You seemed into it .
Didnt you think about him then ? Why was he always so clearheaded when he didnt need to be ? I didnt know what to say , so I just made up an excuse .
You know Im not a good person .
Otherwise , I wouldnt have done what I did back then .
I just had a moment of clarity .
Ethans eyes turned dark .
He seemed angry .
I think theyre right .
I shouldnt have let you off the hook so easily .
You need to be punished .
My heart jumped .

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