Suddenly , I saw a vision of the future .
Ethan , thinking hed just made a mistake after drinking too much , would marry me out of obligation .
But it wouldnt be long before he found out what Id done , and then hed hate me , and our < life would become a nightmare .
And then , during a fight , hed push me down the stairs , and Id be paralyzed for life .
Sarah would never get married , and then shed die in a car accident during a trip .
The day Sarah died , Ethan would go crazy .
And Id be left alone , sick and helpless , to die in my bed .
Only * then * would I find out that this world was a messed up story .
Just because I was jealous , everyone would lose .
No one would get a happy ending .
What are you thinking about ? You gonna What are you thinking about ? You gonna zone out at a time like this ? Ethans hoarse voice snapped me back to reality .

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His heavy breath ghosted over my ear .
I touched his cheek and started to cry .
His eyes were so beautiful , but the person he really saw wasnt me .
The desire drained out of him .
Why are you crying ? Dont you … dont you like me ? I loved him .
Г I loved him to my core .
I might not be a saint , but I didnt want everyone to die ! Ethan , Im sorry , I changed my mind .
I cant , lets not do this … Ethan looked lost , but then something inside him seemed to break .
Sarah came home just as I was struggling .
Not just Sarah , but Ethans friend , Mark , too .
They thought Ethan was forcing me , and Mark yelled , What the hell ! before pulling Ethan away .
Sarah even grabbed a broom and started L Sarah even grabbed a broom and started hitting Ethan with it .
It was chaos , and in that moment , I realized how wrong Id been .
It wasnt Ethans fault .
It was me .
I told them everything .
Everyone went silent , staring at me like they didnt even know me .
Mark pointed a finger at my face .
You broke the law ! You know that ? I know , and Im ready to face the music .
Finally , Ethan stepped in front of me .
Shes just a kid , messing around .
Dont make a big Г How can you still defend her ? Shes twenty- two years old ! Shes not a kid anymore ! I looked at Ethan , tears streaming down my face .
I wanted to take Ethan to the hospital .
But the second my hand touched his arm , he pulled away .
Sarah sighed .
Ill take him .
You stay here and think about what youve done .
Suddenly , I understood what Sarah meant when she said , Everyone loves me .
This was what it felt like when someone didnt really care .
L From that moment on , I was going to pay for what Id done .
Everyone knew I had a sick obsession with Ethan and drugged him .
I sent him tons of apologies and bought him .
gifts , asking Sarah to give them to him .
A few days later , he texted me back .
Im not mad .
If you like someone, you can just say it .
You dont have to do something like that .
But when I got that message , I was already on a train to Chicago .
Thank you , and Im sorry .
But dont worry , I < wont try to force you to like me anymore .
After I sent it , I broke my SIM card in half and switched to a new one .
Before I left , I told Sarah she could text me , but not to say anything about Ethan .
I didnt want to be the evil villain anymore .
I needed a fresh start .
I got a full time job after my internship and somehow managed to get a foothold in the big city .