Chapter 1 At the party , my buddies had me cornered .
So , I heard youve been crushing on Ethan since you were little , even playing house and wanting to be the wife .
You still carrying a torch for Ethan ? All eyes snapped to me .
I glanced over to the corner , where Ethan was pouring himself another drink , seemingly oblivious .
I was a kid back then , and I probably caused I got over him a long time ago .
Besides , Im getting married soon .
I heard the distinct sound of glass shattering .
Ethan stared at his soaked shoes , his eyes red rimmed , looking utterly lost .
I couldve been Ethans wife six years ago .
But what Ethan didnt know was that every missed chance was carefully orchestrated by me .
Because I woke up .
This whole world was a tragedy waiting to happen .
Ethan was the male lead my sister Serch Ethan was the male lead , my sister , Sarah , was the female lead , and I was just some crazy girl obsessed with love .
Our families were close , like neighbors should be , and Ethan was three years older than Sarah and me .
We were kind of like childhood sweethearts .
And Ethan always looked out for me .
I thought he liked me .
Since I was born , whenever I was sad , happy , or whatever , he was always there .
Hed been a part of my life for twenty two years .
Falling in love with him felt as natural as breathing .
Г I dont even know when I started liking him .
I remember playing house when we were little .
Ethan said hed be the dad , Sarah would be the mom , and Id be their baby .
I threw a tantrum and broke my little toy shovel .
I said ** should be the mom , and I was gonna wear a wedding dress and marry Ethan when I grew up .
Sarah just laughed and pushed me toward Ethan .
Okay , okay , you can marry him .

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And Ethan didnt exactly say no.
He even called me wife and put his く grandmas crazy square dancing scarf on my head like a veil .
I was only five years old .
That little scarf was the start of a seventeen- year long daydream .
Then , on Valentines Day during my junior year of college , I was out shopping with my roommate when I saw Ethan and Sarah walking together .
Ethan was being all cute , picking a leaf out of Sarahs hair .
And he bought her chocolate ! Ashley , Ethan just got Sarah chocolate ! Does he have a thing for your sister ? Does she < know you like him ? That was the day my world fell apart .
People change in an instant , and I felt like no one cared about me .
Jealousy took root and started to grow .
I couldnt accept that the guy Id loved for years had someone else in his heart .
So , at my graduation party , I drugged Ethan .
I snuck him out early and took him back to my place .
Ethan couldnt hold back anymore , and as soon as we walked in , he dragged me to the bedroom .
L He kissed me hard , going from my lips to my stomach , covering every inch of my skin .
I was excited and terrified .
I wanted to have him , but I also wanted Sarah to walk in and see the whole mess .
That way , Ethan would * have * to marry me .
But thats when I woke up .