Chapter 17 Can we move on from this ? I miss my friend .
Not the man I slept with .
He cupped my face in his hands .
We sat on the patio as he assisted me with my work .
Having him so near provides me with comfort .
All the storms in my heart and all the battles Im engaged in within myself are extinguished .
Why would my best friend remain a source of calmness to me despite what we did ? ~ Lola I was standing and staring out the window of my bedroom .
Im considering the future .
Im thinking of the ordeals Ive endured to get to this point .
What a life Id have to start tomorrow ! I was cursing my own carelessness .
I was well aware that this would be a hole I would have to dig deep into .
I was aware that Dante was a no go area , but I went anyway .
For the past three months , I have pretended to be okay .
Having to do this all alone hurts .
Its so painful that Im unable to speak to a single soul about it .
Why did this happen to me ? As I sighed and attempted to get myself together , I began folding my clothes .
I am confident that I have everything under control .
I know Ive done a lot for my future and the future of my children .
I rub my tummy .
Ive been concealing my pregnancy since the day I discovered it .

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I am unable to inform Dante .
Ive already been behaving strangely .
To Gods credit , he hasnt observed anything .
He is a friend of mine , but he is also in love with one of my best friends .
Even worse , the doctor claims that it is not one , but three .
I have no idea what Im going to do with three infants .
So far , Ive accomplished so much .
Tears streamed from my eyes down my cheeks .
1 collapsed to the floor , clutching my knees as I sobbed .
Only God knows how many times Ive cried in silence about my circumstances .
It troubled me that I would be bringing children into this world , especially because the father is my best friend .
It also hurt knowing that if I stayed , Candice and I would never be able to communicate effectively again .
Im well aware that she has no interest in Dante, but I had an affair with him .
I had betrayed her trust .
I am aware that he is my husband , but this should not have happened .
Ive had enough of pretending .
Its emotionally draining to be here in this house and in this city all the time .
I have devised an excellent plan , which I want to carry out .
My only concern is that his mom witnessed me vomit twice .
Im hoping shes not suspicious of me .
She has been interrogating me about the night I passed out , and I have been lying to her .
Although she is not my mother , she has always treated me as if I were .
I am more in tune with her than I am with my own mother .
When I was having a problem , I would always go to her for help .
And she was the first to learn of my crush on her son .
To be honest , Dante and I are constantly conversing with her .
However , I am certain she will never reveal to Dante that I had a crush on him .
However , I am unable to inform her that I am pregnant with Dantes children .
She will never allow me to depart .
She would want to keep it a secret and invite me to stay with her in order to protect me from Dante.
I am aware that she will go to great lengths for me , but I do not wish to place her in a position where she has to choose between me and her son .
With her being aware of what is occurring , I doubt she will keep it to herself .
She will never approve of me divorcing Dante .
I examined the ultrasound image .
I am not yet aware of their gender .
However , I have already fallen in love with them .
I sob just looking at the image , knowing that I am alone in this .
Its painful , but I need to be strong for my children .
That is why I am departing .
I received a text message .
Monroe , Mrs.
The car has been sold .
I have made the necessary transfers to your account .
Fingerprints of Betraval 12.0 % Chapter 17 I used to smile whenever I received such texts or emails , but now that the day has arrived , I am undary .
Im emotionally shattered .
I hate lying to Dante , I also dislike the fact that I feel used .
In the end , I decided to go through with it .
This is something I am capable of .
I am capable of surviving this .
I have to make it through this .
I checked the time .
Shiff Im late .
Extremely late .
Why did it take me so long to think of them ? So I sought a ride .
I cursed myself for being too analytical .
Its nearly 8:00 a.m.
, and Im still not at work .
I observed Dante departing early today .
I directed him to a coffee shop when the transportation arrived .
I grabbed my coffee .
When I got to the office , I was feeling dreadfully grumpy .
As I walk up to the office , I greet everyone by waving my hand and saying good morning , I arrived at my office .
I have been working so hard for the past few months , even working for the months ahead .
Im only in the workplace to demonstrate that Im working .
I work largely from home , attempting to divert my attention away from the circumstances Ive found myself in .
I opened my laptop and examined the photograph .
The yard and the swimming pool made me confident that the location would be a safe haven for me .
Ive accomplished a great deal in three months .
I take a glance around the office that has been my home for almost six years .
I breathe in and breathe out .
I went out to get some noodles to share with Dante for lunch .
I reached for his door and knocked .
He was by himself .
He grinned when he saw me .