48 Your dear sister cares for you so much .
She made sure to add an aphrodisiac to our wine to let us closer .
> As Rolando wiped his hands , he spoke , and although I couldnt see his expression clearly , I could discern a tone of cynical indifference in his voice .
If thats the case , why did you throw it up ? Are you worried about staying loyal to Danica , afraid the aphrodisiac might stir your passions too much ? I couldnt help but jab at him , remembering our past love yet knowing how he now doted on Danica .
My bitterness spilled out in my words .
That wine is dangerous .
Yes , it heightens desire , but it also damages ones health if taken too often .
} His voice was soft now full of affection , lacking the syrupy sweetness he used with Danica .

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} Was this his true face ? } His tenderness with me seemed so different from what he had shown in front of Danica .
} Macy Bray found out you had Lara bring contraceptives into the estate , and she told me , he continued , Its only known to me for now , but be more careful in the future .
You wouldnt want to cause trouble for yourself .
My heart sank .
Even after being reborn , I was still vulnerable , still under others control .
Before I could fully absorb this , Rolando continued , I gave you the status of a legitimate wife because I need you to bear me a child .
Starting tomorrow , not only must you stop taking contraceptive medicine , but you must also start drinking pregnancy promoting medicine !.
} As I recalled the way Rolando looked at Danica with such loving eyes , a pang of pain shot through my heart .
Could it be that Rolando already knew about Danicas affair with the foreign missionary ? } it.3 Was he planning to use me to cover for her mistake , switching our children just like before ? } In my past life , I thought it was Danica who ruined me .
Could it be that in this life , my beloved husband would conspire with her to destroy me as well ? } That night , though we slept together , my heart was a tangled mess of emotions .
The next morning , before Rolando even had a chance to arrange for my fertility medicine , Danicas maid was already at my door with Rolando chuckled meaningfully as he looked at the medicine .
} It seems my dear wife has thought of everything .
This household needs an heir .
} If you want children so much , why not have them with Danica ? After all , the greatest joy is having a child with the one you love .
} Id always been quite possessive when it came to love .
In my previous life , I had a very good relationship with Rolando .
On top of that , I was deceived by Danicas feigned kindness , which clouded my judgment .
As a result , I had to force myself to suppress my jealousy and not show it .
This life was different .
I had no support or backing .
To put it bluntly , as long as Rolando and Danica team up to try to replace my child , I will be nothing more than a tool for them to have children unless I die .
} Thinking about this , I sensed my nose felt a pang of sorrow .
And a tear fell into the glass full of medicine .
Do you not want to have a child with me ? Or is it that I am not worthy of being the one you love ? Despite my sarcastic tone , Rolando did not get angry .
Instead , he smiled gently at me , reaching out to wipe away the remaining tear from the corner of my eye .
At that moment , I thought Danica , that wrenched woman , was indeed someone who could actually bear it .