Chapter 7 Antonio , the day I had the abortion , I was covered in blood like this too .
Why didnt you say anything then ? When I was five months pregnant , carrying our child , bleeding out after doing surgery for your little mistress , I was drenched in blood too .
Why didnt you say anything then ? When you were in love with someone else , did you ever think about me ? Did you ever feel guilty ? When you swapped vitamins for hormones , did you hesitate for even a second ? Youve had enough , Antonio .
You just lost the person who cooked for you and did your laundry .
Im begging you , just sign the divorce papers .
Antonio stood there , completely stunned .
He stared at me , his eyes slowly reddening .
He reached out as if to hold me , but when he saw the blood on me , his hands trembled .
No , no , Grace , its not like that .
I love you .
I swear I didnt mean for this to happen … Its not like that … Antonio collapsed , holding his head , sobbing uncontrollably .
But I felt nothing .
That day , Id gotten the surgery done despite feeling sick from the bloody smell .
I thought I would get Antonios embrace and comfort .
But no .
Instead , I witnessed his betrayal with my own eyes .
And what was worse , he didnt even recognize me with a mask on .
How pathetic .
Antonio ! Stop deceiving yourself .
Stop looking for me .
Cant we just part ways in peace ? I blamed my self for being a fool .
I had wasted my love and trust on the wrong guy .
I changed out of my blood stained clothes and disinfected myself .
Then I sank into a chair , exhausted .
Chloe handed me a glass of water , her eyes filled with a complex mix of emotions .
Grace , do you regret it ? The abortion , I mean .
I froze for a moment .
Then I shook my head with a bitter smile .
It doesnt matter anymore .
If that child had been born , it would have been more miserable .
Its better this way , really .
The night before the procedure , I had thought long and hard .
I didnt know if the child sensed my thoughts , but it stopped being as active , staying quiet .
It only occasionally stretched its little hands and feet , reminding me that it 15400 was still awake .
It felt peaceful .
But could I really condemn it to a life like that ? It was already past midnight when I got home .
I saw Antonio , who had been waiting for who knows how long , standing by the door .
His face was flushed .
And I could smell the strong scent of alcohol .
When he saw me , his eyes lit up , and he grabbed my hand , his voice laced with desperation .
Grace , the door was locked .
Why wont you let me come home ? I want to home .
Dont leave me , please .
Ill be better .
Ill change everything you dont like .
Dont leave me .
go I know Ive made so many mistakes .
Ive let you and the baby down .
Give me a chance to make it up to you .
Please , I dont want to lose you .
I tried to pull my hand away , but couldnt .
It seemed like he sensed my movement , and he tightened his grip even more .
If it had been before , with his vulnerable actions and sincere words , I wouldve forgiven him in an instant .
But those standards were based on me not knowing about his affair , on believing that he still cared for me .
I had thought our relationship was strong .
1540 Chapter 7 I thought a little fighting didnt mean much .
But now I saw the truth .
And it was all a joke .
Go home , Antonio .
Stop looking for me .

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Grace , I cant .
I dont want to go back to that cold house without you .
I cant lose you .
Please , give me another chance .
Well have children , well be happy , please , trust me .
I shook my head , ignoring the tears streaming down his face .
Then I yanked my hand free .
Its over .
We cant go back .
I cant forget what happened .
I cant go back to being ignorant .
Antonio , Im terrified .
Terrified that youll unknowingly find more Sarahs .
How can I trust you ? Four years ! Weve been married five years , but youve been with Sarah for four ! Doesnt that sound ridiculous ? Stop interfering with my life , okay ? Once was enough .