apter 19 fainted .
+25 BONUS Even when he appeared somewhat conscious , his state was not normal , as he smoked almost frantically , as if trying to use this method to release his emotions .
The assistant , who was one of Toms closest people , had no choice but to force himself to advise Tom , Mr.
Howard , I know youre in pain , but life has to go on .
With all due respect , if you continue this sleepless , self- destructive behavior , you might end up sick before you get any news about Ms.
Lawson .
Then so be it , Tom replied indifferently .
He was too afraid to close his eyes .
Every time he did , he saw Janes cold gaze , her resolute departure .
He bitterly asked , If Im dying from an illness , would she come back to visit me ? He truly missed Jane , and the longing for her was slowly killing him .
Beyond that , he couldnt focus on anything else .
The assistant dared not speak , so he tried a different approach .
How about sending private investigators out to search again ? There are no records of her leaving the country , so she must still be in Eularo .
Maybe shes just traveling somewhere .

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It was hard for Tom not to feel moved , but after a moment , he said in a hoarse voice , No need .
Shes determined to hide from me .
Even if I find her , all I will face are her cold eyes .
And besides … do I still have the right to see her ? 11 Everything that had happened was his own doing .
If he had trusted her just a little more , things wouldnt have turned out this way .
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