But now he was right here , in my hands .
Yet , somehow , I still couldnt believe I was lucky enough to truly have him .
Who could claim something as theirs just because they love it ? Not to mention … there was still Jasper .
All the messy , unresolved history between us .
And the fact that he and Jonathan were cousins .
But I didnt have time to think about any of that .
Because Jonathans lips found mine again , his fingers laced tightly with mine , pinning me down against the bed .
I didnt dare imagine what I looked like right then .
Probably flushed with desire , my face betraying every chaotic thought swirling in my heart .
The master bedroom was dim , lit only by a standing lamp in the corner .
The curtains were half drawn , allowing soft moonlight to spill in , casting delicate shadows .
I lay in that pale glow , almost blending into the light itself .
Outside the window , the trees blossoms had folded into buds for the night , and dots of crimson flickered amidst the black and white scenery .
+25 BONUS Chapter 8 From inside the room , the view was just as breathtaking .
But if you looked closely , you could see faint marks along my waist chaotic impressions left by his strong surgeons hands .
His grip really was astonishingly firm .
I thought back to how hed held me , his hands fitting perfectly around my waist .
The memory sent another rush of heat to my face , my heart racing all over again .
This had been our first time .
Honestly , it ended a bit hastily .
He leaned down , pressing a gentle kiss to the damp hair by my temple .
Do you want some water ? I hummed softly , too drained to form words , my face buried in the pillow .

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He brought me a glass of water , but I still didnt want to move , lazily signaling for him to feed me instead .
So , he cradled me in his arms , holding me close as he helped me drink the entire glass .
More .
Jonathan set the glass down , chuckling softly under his breath .
Sure .
You can have all of me .
By the time I realized what he meant , he was already back on top of me .
Where was that clean cut , disciplined image now ? Gone without a trace .
The second round lasted much longer .
And it was obvious with someone as intelligent as Jonathan , it didnt take long for him to master anything .
He quickly learned every rhythm , every weak spot , every sensitive place on my body .
Before long , I was completely at his mercy , tears welling at the corners of my eyes , slipping into my hair .
He coaxed me , teased me , making me call him Johnny -over and over .
By the end , it felt like time had melted away , leaving nothing but us .
When I woke up the next morning , sunlight was already pouring through the windows .
Jonathan wasnt in the room .
My throat was dry , and as I tried to sit up to reach for some water , a sharp ache shot through me .
My whole body felt sore like Id been run over .
It took a while before I could finally get out of bed .
On the nightstand , underneath the empty glass , there was a note .
It was his handwriting .
Sorry , Katie .
Theres been a serious accident .
The hospital is short staffed , so I had to leave early .