Chapter106 BecauseCedricrefusedtogotothehospital,Siennahadnochoicebuttobuysomemedicinefromthepharmacyandhandleitherself.
Areyousureyoureokay?Siennaasked ,stillworried.Ifyouvehurtaninternalorgan, thatsnojoke.
Imfine.Cedricchuckled,hislipsstillcoveredwithaband aid ,makinghimlookalittlesilly.
Heseemedabitembarrassed.YoudidntthinkIwasuselessfornothittingJosiah,didyou? Siennawascaughtoffguard,thencouldnthelpbutlaugh.Whatareyoutalkingabout?Ishittingsomeonesupposedtobesomekindofspecialskill? Guessnot,hewondered.Cedricpressedhislipstogether,hidinghissmile.Iwasjustasking .Donttakeitseriously.
ButSiennacouldnthelpbutsigh,feelingbothlostanduneasy.Ivesaidsomuch…Cedric,L… IknowBeforeshecouldfinish,Cedricquicklytookoverhersentence.
Iknowyoudontreallylikeme,andIdidnttakeitseriously,hesaid ,lookingatherwithclear,sincereeyes.
Headded,Ialsowanttoapologizeforactingwithoutyourpermission.Ididnt meantoupsetyou.
HowcouldIbemad??shethought.Imnotthekindofpersonwhocanttellrightfromwrong.TheresnowayIdaccepthishelpandthenturnaroundtoblamehim.
Siennashookherhead,smiling.Imnotangry,Ijust…Shewasntsurehowtoexplainherself.
Itsfine.Cedriccouldtellwhatshewasabouttosayanddidntwanthertofeelawkward.Heconfessedhisownfeelingsopenly.
Heexplained,Dontfeelpressured.Illadmit,yes,Ihelpedyou,butIalsohadmyownreasons.
Siennawassurprised.Shehadntexpectedhimtobesostraightforward,withouthidinganything.
Cedric,Ivealreadytoldyoubefore…Werenotrightforeachother,shesaid.
Irememberthat,Cedricsaidwith anodand a smile.ButIdontunderstand.Howexactlyarewenotrightforeachother? Isntitobvious?shethought.One,IhavenofamilybackgroundTwo,theresmypastmarriage….
Cedricpausedforamomentbeforeasking,Sienna,doyouknowMarcus? Marcus?shewondered.HavinglivedinFliratyforsolong,Siennadefinitelyknew him.MarcusJordanwasthesonofbasketballstarJordan.
Now sheunderstoodwhyCedricbroughtupMarcus.MarcushadfalleninlovewithLapa,theexwifeofoneofhisfathersclosefriends.Larsawassixteenyearsolderthanhim,divorced,andhadfourkids.
Theirrelationshiphadcausedquiteastirbackthen,andtothisday,peoplestilltalkedaboutitwitha senseofawe.

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Cedriccontinued.Yousee…MarcusandLarsadidntcareaboutbeingaperfectmatch.Idontgetwhyyouthinktheressomekindofissuebetweenus.
Siennaopenedhermouth severaltimes,butcouldntfindthewordstoargueback , So,Sienna,Cedricsaid,asmilecurlingathislips.Theideaofbeingaperfectmatchisntwhatshouldkeeptwopeople.
ChapterJon apart.Whethertheyretogetherornotdependsoniftheyloveeachother .
BeforeSiennacouldrespond,headded,Iknowthismightjustbemeholdingontohope,andthatyoudontfeelthesamewayIDontworry ,though.What happenedtonight,IwasjusthelpingyouIwonttrytoforceyouintoanything Thenwhats thedifferencebetweenmeandJosiah ?hethought Havingsaidallthat ,Cedricfeltalittleshy,buttherewasnohesitationinhiswords.Youneedmyhelp,sopleasedontturnitdown,alright? Siennawassurprised.Hewassoclearheaded,yetsorecklessandpassionate.
However,therewassomethingshehadtosay .Iknowthissoundsawful,butImnotLarsa,andthisisntFliraty.Theeffortyoureputtingintome wontbereturned Well,atleastItried.Cedricshrugged,hiseyesburningwithintensity.IfIdontevenhavethecouragetofightforthegirlIlike,thenImnotreallyinapositiontotalkaboutlikinganyone Heraisedaneyebrowandsmiled.Whoknowswhatthefutureholds,right? Thenextday,duringthelunchbreakatthedancestudio,Siennawenttothehospital,thesameonewhereshehadboughtthemedicinebefore.
ThisdoctorwassomeonesheknewthroughHannah,andbecauseofthat,hehadabetterunderstandingofhersituationandtookgoodcareofher .
Assoonashesawher,heasked,Finishedthemedicine? No.Siennareplied.Infact,afterthingswithRyandidntworkout,shehadnttakenanyofthemedicine.
Istheresomethingwrongwithyou?Thedoctorraisedhishand signalingforhertositdown.Sitandtellme.
Okay.Siennasatdownand sharedherconcerns.
Sheexplained,Actually,Ididnttakemuchofthe medicine.Afterward,itseemedlikemysymptomsimprovedalittle.Aslongastherearentanyaggressivemovements,myreactionsarentasintense.Butsometimes.Istillcantseemtocontrolmyself… Isthatso?Tellmemore,thedoctorsaid.
Sure.Siennanodded.
Afterhearingherout,thedoctorsaid ,Basedonwhatyouredescribing,yourconditionshouldbeimproving.Thismeansyourbodyisstartingtorecognizewhethertheenvironmentissafeornot.
Hesuggested.Whatdoyouthinkabouttreatment?Itmightevencureitentirely.
Psychologicaltreatmentwasnosmallexpense.
Siennasmiledpolitelyanddeclined,No,thankyou,doctor.
Alright.Ifyouneedanything,feelfreetocomebackanytime,hesaid.
Thankyou,shereplied,walkingoutofthehospital .
As ssoonasshewasoutside,Siennaraised herhand andcoveredhereyes.The reasonshewastwofold.First,thecostwas significant.
considering treatmentwas Butmoreimportantly,onceshestartedtreatment,itwouldinevitablyforcehertorecallthepast.No…Thatpastis 16Mon, Chapter 100 somethingIneverwanttothinkaboutagain fortherestofmyshewondered.
Atfiveinthe afternoon.Siennahadjustenteredthedancestudio.Sinceshewasntassignedaperformanceyet,shewasfreetoleaveoncethetime hit.
Afterchangingintoherpracticeclothes,Siennasteppedoutofthestudio,turnedaround,andheadedforthesubway station..
Hi,Sienna,someonegreetedher.
SheturnedaroundandsawCedricjoggingtowardher,grinningfromeartoear Whatareyoudoinghere? sheasked.
Imheretopickyouupafterwork,Cedricreplied,stillsmiling,butthensaidsuddenly,Dontlook around.Justlookatme.
Huh?Siennawaspuzzled.Whatsgoingon? Josiahscarisparkedatthecorner,heexplained, Siennasheartskippedabeat.DoesJosiahstillrefusetogiveupshewondered.
Cedrictookafewstepscloserandleaneddownslightly,hisfacesoclosethatitalmostseemedliketheywerestucktogether.
Hewhisperedinherear,IthinkJosiah doesntbelievewerereallytogether.
Eventhoughthatwasthetruth.Luckily,Ipredictedhis prediction,headded.
Cedricgrinned,lookingpleasedwithhimself.IfiguredIdcomepickyouupafterwork .Youhavetocompletethe act,right? Sienna,givehimasmile.Smile forhim Siennahadntplannedto smile,butwithhisteasing,shecouldnthelpit.
Shelaughedout loud,genuinelyenjoyingit.