Quiet Conversations 1/8 Genesis was sitting in her bedroom when Kiefer knocked on the door and poked his head in .
Dad and Nazar are on their way to one of our warehouses to meet with the men and get equipment in order .
How are you feeling ? Good : Egan is napping .
She smiled , Monica wore him out with all the games .
Shes going to be a great mom someday .
Jerren told me watching her play with Egan today was making him think of tossing all his condoms .
She giggled as Kiefer came and squatted in front of the chair , shed been sitting in to look out the window overlooking the back garden .
Shes pretty great but hes surprisingly attentive .
He told me hes doing the opposite of everything I did .
He gave her a sad smile .
He took a breath , you were pretty tough on Nazar today .
Confession ? Sure .
I wanted to just throw myself into his arms .
He looks so much like the man I called Dad , and I feel a connection with him I dont want to feel .
I want to hate him for leaving me alone .
There Quiet Conversations 2/8 were so many nights from the time I was six until I was in college where I cried because I felt so alone and to know he was out there hurts .
She took a breath , but man oh man the little girl who longed for her Dad to come back and take her from the shitty life she was living , she wanted him to hug her and tell her she wasnt ever going to be alone again .
He wiped a tear off her cheek with his thumb and nodded , I can imagine how it feels , Genesis .
I think though , by you taking it day by day and making him prove to you he wants to be in your life , it will help you repair the relationship .
I could see he was earnest .
As a man who missed out on so much of his own childs life , I can sympathize with the pain he is feeling .
What is the plan for this evening ? Ill be here with you for dinner and to help put Egan to bed but then Ill be leaving to join the rest of the men .
We have things happening in stages .
I cant come ? No.
Its too much of a risk .
Ill have a small army here to keep you , Egan , and Monica safe .
You know where the panic room is and if something happens you need to get into it , you do it .
It can only be opened by a code from me or Dad .
I know .
I love you , Gen.
Were going to get these guys and were going to make sure youre safe and Egan is safe .
Then you can relax .
We can relax .
Quiet Conversations Then let me come .
4/8 Oh , see , Ill let you but then you need to face Dad .
What do you think Daddy is going to do to you if you deliberately disobey his orders .
She gave a snort , so youll let me do whatever , but youll defer to Daddys rules .
Yes .
He scares the shit out of me .
Honestly , Tadgh and I were talking about it , last night .
You are the bravest person I know because giving him free reign to hurt me is not anything I would dare do .
Hed never cause me true injury .
She said it bluntly .
I know it deep in my soul , while I might be sore and limping a bit today , and the sex was rough , he didnt do anything which I would .
have thought was too extreme .
She paused , well , he brought out this egg shaped dildo , Kiefer and I was a bit worried he was going to shove it in my butt .
Kiefer laughed , he what ? He keeps telling me he wants to take my ass .
Have you ever seen the man naked ? I have multiple times .
I would not let him near my ass .
She giggled at Kiefers words .
Right ? He seems to think with me using what he calls a trainer and letting you and Tadgh double team me , Ill be able to take him .
I think hes wrong .
Quiet Conversations Whoa , he looked at her wide eyed .
He wants us to double team you ? 5/8 When I woke up this morning , he was laying there watching me .
I asked him what he was thinking , and he said he was thinking of all the ways he wanted to explore my body , and it included anal and how if I got used to the two of you taking turns and even doing double penetration then it would be good .
Kiefer was stunned and he gave a nervous laugh , how do you feel about such things ? I really enjoyed my time with you and Tadgh on the desk , she met his eyes without any hesitation , but you were each at separate ends .
Im not sure about the other .
It seems a lot .
Well , it wont happen he first time were all together in a bed , he kissed her forehead .
However , if you want to order some products for yourself to ease yourself into the possibility , Ill give you my credit card and you can go ahead .
She questioned him , when we were together before , we only tried it a couple of times .
Why ? I never wanted to hurt you .
Hurting you and the notion of hurting you , makes my skin crawl .
Being rough and choking you is one thing but causing actual pain which might result in tearing , he shuddered , makes me uncomfortable .
The buzzing of Kiefers phone in his pocket stopped their conversation and she watched with bated breath as he read a text message with a grim expression .
Quiet Conversations What is wrong ? 6/8 Nazar and Dad left the warehouse with their team .
They are going to head to the house now but theyre doing it in stages .
Its going to look like people are coming and going .
They have a girl , one of the few women we have on the team , dressed to look like you .
Theyre using a decoy .
What if someone hurts her ? She felt pinpricks of unease coat her skin .
All of this felt wrong .
Theyre using her only to be the woman in the house .
Shes safe .
We need for them to think you are home at the old house .
I dont like it .
I know .
He bit his lip and then got up , come on .
Lets go wake Egan from the nap and spend some time with him before I need to leave .
Im the last to go home , so to speak , because it will mimic me coming back from the office .
She took his hand and let him lead her out of her room .
She tugged him back , promise me , tonight , promise me youll be safe and not take any stupid risks .
I promise you , Genesis .
Im coming home to you .
Im coming home to my family .
Im holding you to this .
I know .
Quiet Conversations They went into Egans room and they both stood over his bed and watched as his eyes flitted behind his eyelids .
Hes dreaming .
Kiefer said quietly .
7/8 Dont wake him yet , she said back .

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I never like to wake him from a dream .
I never know if its a normal dream or one of his special dreams .
I didnt even think of that .
Kiefer sat on the edge of the bed and watched their son sleep .
Do you think he will always have dreams like these ? Part of me , really wants for Roan to always be with him , she said standing there observing Kiefer , but there is a part of me which wants Roan to be at peace .
I dont know what he does in the times between his visits with Egan and if I think hes there because hes not at peace or in some kind of limbo , it hurts me .
I hadnt considered it from this angle .
I hate thinking hes there alone waiting for the next time Egan can cross the water to him .
However , the idea of Egan losing him and not communicating with him, breaks my heart .
You really think of all the possibilities , huh ? They are my sons .
I swear I constantly think the worst possible scenario every time .
Well keep him safe and whether Roan is here for a fleeting Quiet Conversations 8/8 time or the rest of Egans life , we will make sure Roan is always part of our family , Gen.
He cant be here in body , but he is here in spirit .
We will keep him alive .
She hugged him sideways and kissed the top of his head as he brushed hair off Egans face .
Lets leave him sleep a bit longer .
You sure ? He might be up later .
I can put him to bed on my own , in fact I might actually sleep with him tonight if he lets me .
I feel I need to be closer to him for some reason .
Okay , then lets go down to my office and do some online .
shopping .
his eyes teased her as she shook her head at his playfulness .
With each normal conversation she and Kiefer shared , without the anger and without the resentment , she was falling deeper in love with him , the way she once was .
Linking her fingers through his as they made their way through the house , she prayed the nervous feeling settling deep in her belly wasnt a premonition .
If shed only just gotten over the hatred to lose him .
tonight , she wasnt sure what she would do .
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