Refusals She turned to face him from Kiefers knee and shook her head , no .
No ? No.
I dont want to run a family who didnt give a fuck about me for the last twenty nine years , Nazar .
She saw him visibly flinch as she addressed him by his first name .
Was he expecting her to call him Dad ? Fuck that .
I understand you are angry .
I understand you are rumored to be this ruthless man who runs his businesses with an iron fist , but your family is a fucking nightmare and the last thing I want is to be dragged into it with my family .
I want you to give my partners the information you have on your brother so they can bring Laoise back and then we , our family , will eliminate the threat to me .
When this is managed , you can return to Russia or wherever it is you call home , but I want no part of it .
Why ? he asked quietly .
Why would I want to be part of a family of people who didnt want me ? I wanted you .
From the minute I knew your mother was pregnant with you , I wanted you .
I never ever , didnt want you .
Refusals Do you understand the desperation it took me to be forced to keep you hidden from the rest of the world ? 2/9 She took a breath , do you know what ? Yes .
I know the desperation it takes to keep a child hidden from the rest of the world .
Seven years ago , the bitch your stupid uncle kidnapped , shoved me down a flight of stairs and kicked my sons twin out of my abdomen .
She watched the other mans eyes widen .
Do you know what I did ? I protected my other son .
I ran .
I took him and I ran , and I promise you , I have far less resources than you .
For six years I did everything to keep him safe .
I changed my name , my identity , his identity .
We moved to a different country .
I cut off everyone I ever knew .
I worked remotely .
I kept him safe .
I was a twenty two year old woman with minimal resources , and I was running from the Iron Force Gang .
You were thirty six , thirty seven when your brother was killed ? You werent a kid who didnt know how to navigate the world of a mafia .
You could have found a way to keep me safe far better than the American foster system .
I had you placed in good homes .
My home should have been with my father ! she screamed at him as she hopped away from Kiefer and started pacing .
I should have been with my family , being kept safe and being taught how to be as tough and ruthless as my father is supposed to be .
Instead , I fended for myself .
Its a good damn thing Im bloody brilliant otherwise I would have floundered in public .
school .
My father is a billionaire , and I was going to public school with the other foster kids because you were scared .
I already lost one child ! I didnt want to lose you too .
Refusals 3/9 Yet , you did .
She snorted angrily .
I might have your DNA , but I am not your daughter .
Im not willing to give up .
Nazar said bluntly .
Good .
She retorted with a glare .
My father , the man who raised me the first six years of my life , taught me nothing in this life is ever easy .
If you want to be in my life , then work for the right to be here .
Okay .
He nodded eagerly .
Whatever it takes , I will do the work .
Good .
You can begin by taking your prejudices about my relationship with my partners and shoving it up your ass .
As for my son , you dont get access to him .
I will not introduce him to you until I feel you are not a threat to him or his wellbeing .
Unlike you , I have no problem looking anyone in the eye and telling them my child is off limits .
He inhaled sharply and a small smile pulled his lips , youre a force .
Damn right .
Tadgh reached out and pulled her to him , come here .
Youre a weird shade of red .
You need to calm down .
She made a face but didnt fight him as she sat with him .
Breath , mfhiorghrá , he rubbed her back .
Youre getting very Refusals worked up .
Im furious .
It was not my intent to make you angry , Nazar spoke softly from his perch on the edge of the sofa .
I am sorry .
4/9 I dont know why Im so angry , she rubbed her chest .
I , she looked away with tears flooding her eyes and she was annoyed at their presence .
Finally , she snapped , you should have fought more for me ! Im angry because you should have fought for me .
and maybe , just maybe , I wouldnt have spent so many nights .
crying myself to sleep as a little girl wondering why nobody loved me anymore .
She watched through blurred eyes as Nazar nodded sadly at her words .
You left me all alone ! Im sorry .
I did what I thought was best to keep you alive .
Nazars own eyes were watering .
I will make it up to you .
Ill make it up to you and your son .
I promise you this .
Do you have any other children ? No.
I have one child , and she is enough .
I never needed .
another .
She pursed her lips and angrily wiped her tears off her face , can we change the subject ? I feel like I keep coming back to being hurt and Im circling a drain of emotions .
Of course .
What would you like to discuss ? How we go about killing Yegor Sokolov because he took the Refusals 5/9 only father I ever knew , away from me and I want his head on a platter .
She said bluntly , also he and his little fuckers killed several of our men and wounded others with the intent to take me .
I want time with him .
Nazar looked to Lorcan who smirked .
You werent kidding .
I told you , Nazar .
She is not for the faint of heart .
Tadgh dug into his pocket beneath Genesiss lap and pulled his cell phone out .
He scrolled it and she groaned as he pulled the video of her annihilating the ballistics dummies .
He tossed the phone to Nazar , hit play .
Tadgh ! she complained .
This was how Gen and I spent a date night recently .
She had some anger to get out in relation to my sister and Laoise Poole .
Laoise is the one who caused you to miscarriage ? Yes , but Aoife was very much involved .
And where is she now ? This Laoise one you were bringing her here where is Aoife ? Dead , Lorcan shrugged carelessly .
Kiefer gave a rare giggle , did you hear her parting comment , Dad ? Lorcan gave him a dirty look .
I am not impressed .
My ears Refusals needed bleaching .
Nazar frowned , what happened ? 6/9 I ordered the execution of both Aoife and my wife Moira for their involvement in Genesiss torture seven years ago .
I figured for the amount of torture they put on Genesis , they deserved a bit of their own before their deaths .
I left them with a single gun and bullet and told them only one could leave the room alive .
Theyve always been remarkably close as mother and daughter .
In the end , Aoife shot her mother in the head .
When Aoife was leaving the cell , she offered sexual services to the team and then when they were preparing to do her execution , they let her know she was being punished for hurting the woman I consider my partner .
Kiefer gave another laugh , and the sound was contagious as Genesis giggled .
Kiefer told Nazar , Aoife asked why Dad didnt want to fuck her instead of Gen because she would have gone for it .
She was your daughter ! Nazar protested .
Not biologically , Genesis teased Lorcan .
Daughter or not , Id chop my own dick off before letting it near her or her mother .
She could have called you Daddy and she made wide eyes at Lorcan who gave a furious growl at her words .
She blinked at the man who crooked his finger at her and Tadgh gave her a shove off his lap .
Tadgh , she looked at him curiously .
Refusals Dont look at me .
I never once took a punishment for Kiefer , and he is my twin .
I love you but you just poked the beast .
7/9 The beast poked me enough last night , she grumbled as she rounded the desk and sat on Lorcans lap .
He gripped her chin , and she blinked .
Sorry .
Too far ? Much too far .
He kissed her mouth and whether hed forgotten or simply didnt care Nazar was in the room nobody would know .
Only one girl calls me Daddy .
Yes sir , she pursed her lips , licking the taste of him onto her tongue .
She felt ornery and she knew she shouldnt be taking it out on him but figured his shoulders could take it .
Youre feeling like a brat .
I am .
Tadgh and Jerren will take you shooting this afternoon .
Get it out of your system .
Yes sir .
This is a very strange dynamic , Nazar commented quietly but as Genesis looked up , he looked to the phone in his hand and hit play , avoiding her glare .
He watched as Genesis in the video beat the dummies and then finished them off with a gun .

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He looked up with a smug grin on his face , can I say how much you look like Mak in this ? He was exceptionally gifted with weapons and a pistol .
He liked being up close and personal when taking care .
Refusals of business .
Really ? she grinned suddenly .
8/9 Yes .
He was particularly fierce with this wooden baton he liked to carry with him everywhere .
It looked like a Billy club .
It was heavy as sin .
It was wood wrapped around a thick chunk of metal .
I remember someone asked him once why it was so heavy , and he said it was filled with the souls of the people who fucked with him .
He made it himself , the club , that is .
Hed beat .
someone like this , he waved the phone , and then finish them with a bullet .
If I was a superstitious man , Id almost think you channelled him here .
The four people in the room looked around and Tadgh leaned forward , is it possible ? No ! she argued with Tadgh .
Its just a coincidence .
But you picked the weapons on the table .
I set them out , but you chose the ones you wanted to work with .
Egan talks to dead people , Kiefer told Nazar .
Your brother lives in his dreams with him .
Nazar made a face and Genesis waited to hear what he was going to say .
All of this is a lot for a man to understand , Nazar spoke finally and then he shook his head .
However , it is not in me to judge .
I want only to get to know you better Genesis and if it means to embrace the things I dont understand then so be it .
I know Refusals youre hurting , and it is my fault .
I want to make amends .
She gave a single nod , and he spoke again .
9/9 My first trial at making amends is to tell you , I might know how to locate Yegor and Oleg .
I understand youre damn good with a computer .
11 I am .
I have Olegs personal laptop .
I stole it from him in London two months ago .
He thought he lost it on the tube , but I have it .
You can have it .