Tempting The Mafia Twins 1/10 Needed Talks Genesis smiled at Kiefer as he pressed a kiss to Egans forehead , the boys eyes shut as sleep drew him into dreamland .
Hes so beautiful , Gen.
Kiefer whispered to her as he brushed the hair off his forehead .
I cant disagree .
She smiled and took Kiefers hand .
I love him desperately .
Kiefer shot him another look over their shoulder .
Every time I look at him , I have so many complex emotions but the biggest one , is the desire to keep him safe .
I will do everything to keep him safe .
I understand , Genesis .
He said as they closed the door .
You understand what ? she looked at him quizzically .
Why you ran .
Why you left me .
Protecting him .
He took a breath as emotions seemed once again to get the better of him .
I would die for him .
I would literally fight the devil himself to keep him safe .
I failed the three of you before .
I wont again .
Is this why you want him firing guns at the age of six ? Partly .
At his age , I was running guns with Dad so , he gave a shrug .
Youre not taking him on jobs , Kiefer ! her mouth was wide open as she stared incredulously at him .
Needed Talks 2/10 Hell always be safe with us .
We will never put him in any kind .
of situation where he is at risk .
If you take him , you take me .
Kiefers eyebrow lifted , excuse me ? Youre not bringing my son to do business and me not being there .
I want to be there .
Fine .
Kiefer shrugged .
Show me what you can do with a weapon at the gun range and if you can prove you wont be at liability to me , Ill bring you to every single meeting I attend .
Really ? Yes .
A hundred times yes .
Kiefer shrugged .
I made mistakes .
in the past , Genesis by not letting you be part of everything and communicating with you openly .
I wont make the same mistakes .
I might be slow learning but Im learning ! He kissed her fingers as he winked and brought her down the stairs to the lounge .
He settled in a big wingback chair and pulled her onto his lap .
Drink ? Lorcan asked as he noted their arrival from where he stood at the bar cart .
Yes please , she nodded .
Wine , please .
She felt awkward sitting on Kiefers lap with the other two men in the room watching her .
Needed Talks 3/10 How are you feeling Genesis ? Lorcan asked as he put the wine .
glass in her hand .
He stroked her hair before moving to sit in a chair nearby .
Okay .
Tired .
Its been a long day .
Its been couple of weeks for you , Im sure .
All the moving is done .
Everything is unpacked and set up .
We made sure your room was done first .
We spared no expense on your bedroom , Genesis .
Your bed is your sanctuary and so the bed , mattress , pillows , and linens are all geared towards your comfort .
What Dad is saying , Tadgh passed Kiefer a tumbler of a dark amber liquid , is you have the most expensive sheets in the house .
Sounds lovely .
I cant wait to crawl into them .
Soon .
Lorcan agreed .
I think well all sleep well tonight .
Will you be sleeping alone tonight ? She shrugged , I dont know .
Right now , Im feeling a bit overwhelmed .
Overwhelmed how ? She bit her lip and then looked at Kiefer before looking back to Lorcan , I want to be angry .
I want to hate him , Kiefer , I mean .
Astra told me Id be right back in his bed , and I argued with her and said I wouldnt but here I am , not just in his but also in Tadghs and yours .
Needed Talks 4/10 It makes you feel weak .
Lorcans comment hit the nail on the head .
I shouldnt be thinking of forgiving him so fast .
I should still be angry at Tadgh .
I cant even begin to explain what I should be feeling for you .
If I was on the outside looking in at this scenario , Id be furious at how quickly I capitulated to being in all three of your beds .
But ? Kiefer asked quietly , his hand rubbing along her thigh as if reassuring her he wasnt upset with her words .
Despite my anger , there is still so much love inside me , and I am torn by it .
Tadgh taking me to the training facility last night and letting me really get some of my anger out helped .
It helped so much .
He offered to let me beat the fuck out of the pair of you , she looked at Kiefers face , but I declined .
I think its a great idea .
Lorcan threw out with a snicker .
Ill sell tickets to the show .
I saw what she did to those dummies .
We wouldnt be tied to chairs , and she wouldnt be given Billy clubs .
Tadgh shot his father an annoyed glance .
Too bad , Lorcan laughed as Tadgh flipped him off .
Its probably a good idea for her not to start hitting you .
She might not be able to stop .
There is truth to your statement , Genesis grinned at Lorcan and tipped her wineglass in his direction .
Needed Talks 5/10 I deserve it , Kiefer said honestly , but seeing the level of your rage , Im incredibly grateful you dont want us tied up to beat .
Im still not convinced you wont shoot me in the head and run .
off .
Its my plan B.
She smirked at him as he squeezed her leg .
You ever hurt me like you did before , and Ill riddle your body full of bullets and take my son and run .
You wont have to run , Lorcan said bluntly .
If he ever hurts .
you like he has in the past , I will personally provide you the gun .
and bullets and then Ill bring you to Ireland and keep you safe for the rest of your life from anyone who wants to hurt you .
She blushed at the hotly spoken words from the elder man in the room .
Jesus , Dad , tell us how you really feel .
How I really feel , is she is too good for you .
You fucked up , Kiefer and the only reason , I havent encouraged her to divorce you , relocate with me to Ireland and live as my partner and mine alone for the rest of our lives , he held Genesis gaze despite .
talking to Kiefer leaving her aware he meant what he was saying , is that youre my son and I love you a smidge more than I care for her .
It would hurt you to lose her again and so , Im going along with this special relationship .
He looked suddenly to Kiefer , youre blessed and lucky to have her on your lap son .
I know .
Kiefer agreed solemnly .
I want the four of us to be incredibly open with our feelings .
Needed Talks 6/10 Sometimes its going to hurt .
Sometimes its going to feel good .
Other times its going to be only the four of us sitting silently in cach others presences .
I need to know I trust you both to take care of her when Im not here and while I trust you with my life , Kiefer , I need to trust you with hers .
I understand .
I reiterate , I do not want a physical intimate relationship with either of you boys .
My physical relationship with Genesis will be separate from the one you have with her , however , and I say this very bluntly , emotionally , were going to be all tangled up .
There is no avoiding it .
Honesty has to be the number one of policy .
I agree Genesis said suddenly .
I want to be able to be free to say what Im feeling and how things are affecting me without worrying Im going to hurt someones feelings , pride , or ego .
If I want to sleep in one mans arms and not another , its not a personal affront against someone but rather its what I need in the moment .
This makes sense .
Tadgh nodded .
Im feeling so hopeful and , she took a breath , I feel loved and wanted and its soothing my soul in a way I didnt know I needed .
I want this so much it makes me nervous and anxious because if it goes sideways and doesnt work , I dont know how Ill recover .
You are loved and wanted , Genesis , Kiefer said tucking her hair behind her ear .
I never want you to hide from me again the feelings you have .
I want to hear it all .
I want to know if youre Needed Talks 7/10 happy , sad , angry , furious , satisfied , dissatisfied or even if its only sexual needs .
If you need something I cant give you , but Dad can or Tadgh can , I wont be angry with you .
If you need something from me , they cant give , thats something they need to understand as well .
There is something I do want to talk to you about , Lorcan said after sipping his drinks .
I want to have times where its only you and I , Genesis .
Youll be living with Kiefer and Tadgh .
Youll be going on vacations and trips with them , but I want the same .
Id like to take you away in the next couple of months for a week to spend time with you .
It will give Kiefer a good chance .
to spend time with Egan to bond , but Id like the time with you .
He paused , before youre pregnant .
She looked at Tadgh and Kiefer and they both seemed surprised by the request but then she turned back to Lorcan , I would like this very much .
I want to get to know more about the man you are , and I think its a good way to do this .
She took a breath , also , Im not wanting to get pregnant anytime soon .
While Im happy to have all kinds of sex and to build our relationships , Im not ready to have another baby while this is still so new .
Can we revisit baby talk in a year ? Absolutely .
Tadgh nodded .
Kiefer agreed , definitely .
Tadgh and I also talked about it , and it will be your decision whose child you carry next .
Whoever it is , when you come off your birth control , the other will switch to condoms .
Why ? Needed Talks 8/10 Our DNA is close .
It would be near impossible to tell genetically who fathered the child .
I guess , she nodded .
I will give it a lot of thought .
Okay ? Thank you , Tadgh gave her a smile .
She took a breath , for now though , I really am exhausted .
My emotions over the last few days are all over the place and I want to sleep .
Of course .
Kiefer rubbed her back .
You should get to bed .
She wasnt sure how to broach it but then decided after all their conversation she wasnt going to be shy about voicing her wants .
I dont usually sleep well the first time in a new place .
Im always nervous .
It stems back from foster care and trying to adjust to a new place , I think .
I need to feel safe tonight if Im going to sleep well .
She looked at Lorcan , can you stay with me tonight ? I feel safest with you .
She looked at Kiefer , Im sorry .
I know youre probably upset because I slept with Tadgh last night and Daddy the two nights before .
Nope .
He shook his head .
You dont ever apologize for expressing your wants and needs , Genesis .
He kissed her forehead .
I love you .
What I want for you is to feel comfortable , safe , and secure and if Dad is what you need to feel safe tonight , then Im happy youre brave enough to say what you need .
Lorcan nodded , I do have some reading I need to do .
Do you mind if I read in bed for a bit ? Needed Talks 9/10 She gave him a smile as he rose from the chair .
She turned and kissed Kiefer on the cheek .
Goodnight .

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She rose and gave Tadgh the same kiss to the cheek and whispered goodnight to him as well .
She gave a gasp as Lorcan swept her up in his arms .
bridal style .
Time for bed , princess .
Tucking her head into his neck she smiled as he said goodnight to his sons and then carried her away .
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