Corn Chips Genesis came out of the bathroom to find Tadgh staring at his phone with annoyance .
He looked up as she stepped into the office .
He grimaced at her apparel with a sneer .
What ? My men need bullets .
His gaze roved over her .
I said comfy sweats , but I didnt think theyd bring you mens clothing .
Youre floating in those .
She waved her arms , this is not near as sexy as my cashmere sweater and jeans .
Well , the jeans were trashed but you could switch out oversized hoodie for the cashmere sweater and Ill be happy and wont comment on how it doesnt match .
Please ? he lifted his eyebrows pleadingly .
It was so soft .
No , she giggled but will it make you feel better to know they didnt bring me a bra and the other one was so gross .
His gaze narrowed at her chest , no bra ? No bra .
Theyre forgiven .
Im starving .
She commented as his tongue ran along his lips .
his eyes not lifting above her neck .
Tadgh ! Corn Chips dinner .
She giggled .
Im really hungry though , Tadgh .
I need food .
Fine .
Ill feed you but I want you to feed me later .
What do you mean ? 2/10 He boldly reached out and tugged her towards him , his hand snaking under her top to stroke her ribcage .
I want to feast on you .
We will see .
She didnt slap his hands away .
Feed me first .
You mentioned food and song .
Lets go .
He took her hand and started walking through the office and out of the building .
Once they were outside , he draped his arm over her shoulder and hugged her to his side .
Escorting her through the yard towards an outbuilding on the edge of the property , he smiled .
Are you nervous ? What makes you ask this ? Youre quiet and you keep looking at me sideways , he smiled down at her as they entered the building .
Im not sure what else to expect is all .
She admitted with at nod .
I know youre hoping we have sex and Ive been flirting with you and I let you touch me but Im nervous and unsure .
He squeezed her shoulder , there is no pressure from me , well , maybe some pressure .
I do want you , Gen.
I want to be buried so deep in your pussy that you taste me on your tongue but , Ive waited all this time , I can wait until youre ready .
Whether Corn Chips 3/10 fuck like animals , I am happy with you simply being with me , Genesis .
Im thrilled with you simply being with me .
I get to spend time with you .
He walked her through the building and then up a flight of stairs , unlocking the door he led them out onto the rooftop .
Twinkle lights were set up around a picnic laid out on thick blankets .
A bucket with a wine bottle nestled in it sat on the edge of the picnic .
Oh wow .
She gasped as she took in the sight .
Tadgh , you did this ? I did .
He gave her a wide smile .
Come sit with me .
He helped her down onto a bunch of cushions and sat down .
beside her .
He tugged the basket closer to them .
Sandwiches , pasta salad and corn chips .
An unconventional dinner but its what I packed .
Her eyes flicked to his , corn chips ? Barbeque ones .
She stared at him incredulously .
How ? They were her favorite snacks .
I watched you , Genesis .
I watched you all the fucking time .
You used to get the cook to make you a sub sandwich and you would take a bag of corn chips and a soda and go to the garden and sit and read your books .
She was quiet .
Corn Chips 4/10 two bitches showed up in the house and like Kiefer , I needed away from them .
I went from being hyper observant about every single thing you did to missing everything .
I stopped looking and , in the process , you were hurt , and Roan was hurt .
I remember once they were beating me , she held the plastic .
wrapped sandwich in her hand , and I kept thinking how much .
I would love for your cranky ass to come into the room and catch them .
She whispered shakily , but then I thought maybe you hated me so much you would have joined in and if you joined in , I wasnt going to make it until dawn .
I never hated you .
Not even a little bit .
You , he took his own shaky breath , lit up the room the minute you stepped into it .
I could feel your energy from the next room .
When we were all in the house together , I knew where you were every single second of every single minute of every single day .
I could smell you .
I could hear you .
I could feel you .
It was as if you were right there , but I couldnt touch you .
It felt like torture and all the while you were the one being tortured .
You really never hated me .
I never hated you .
I wasnt even angry at you .
I was mad at me .
I was mad at Kiefer .
I was jealous as fuck .
All I ever felt was love for you and frustration you couldnt see me .
She swallowed nervously , what if I did ? What ? What if you did what ? What if I did see you ? What do you mean ? Corn Chips 5/10 I mean , what if , the reason I kept things super light and never really talked or engaged with you was because I did see you .
Im going to need you to elaborate , he unwrapped his sandwich .
Genesis didnt miss the way his fingers trembled on the plastic wrap .
She took a breath as her own fingers dug to find the edge of the sticky wrap .
You and Kiefer look a lot alike , but I could tell you apart the minute we met .
You were louder and more boisterous , but Kiefer was intense and quiet , and he had me in a quiet corner of the pub , but I saw you the first night Tadgh .
You were always around .
The thing is , the fun , wild guy Id met the first night , disappeared after and I always wondered what I did to piss you off and I thought , she pressed her lips together before exhaling noisily , I thought maybe you knew .
I knew what ? That I watched you .
Kiefer left you as my guard more often than not and there were so many times , I wanted to slip my hand into yours , but it was wrong .
I couldnt covet my husbands brother , so I pushed those thoughts away .
I forced myself to focus on anything but you when you were in the room but Tadgh , I , she wiped a tear off her cheek as she gave a laugh at her silliness , I thought I was a bad wife .
Women who marry twins dont want to kiss their husbands twin to see if they kiss .
the same , they dont want to see them naked to see if theyre built the same , they dont dream of being in bed with their brother in law to see how they compare sexually .
I was a bad wife .
Genesis .
Tadghs voice was hoarse .
Corn Chips wanted him .
I loved him .
God , I loved him so much adhed 5/10 for him all the time but , she held his gaze , feeling braver than she truly was , I wanted you .
I thought you hated me because you knew I was watching you .
If you would have given mean ounce of attention , especially during the last three montliss when Kiefer was never around .
I would have given in without a second thought .
I thought you hated me because you knew Id dient on Kiefer with you , and you love your brother so much .
I thought it was why you stayed away , because I wasnt good enough for him since I was fickle .
Oh Genesis .
He held his arms out and tugged her , so she was sitting in his lap .
and he rocked her against his chest .
The pair of us are fools , no ? Are we ? Yes .
Actually , the three of us were fools .

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We were all blinded to the things we needed , all wrapped up in our thoughts of what was right , proper , and expected .
If you could go back in time , what would you do ? Id go into that bathroom in the pub and while Kiefer fucked you in the bathroom stall , Id have made him change positions , take you from behind and got you to blow me .
Then Id have switched with him .
Then we would have taken you home .
together .
Then we would have both followed you to Boston and eventually , he would have married you legally , but I would have married you spiritually .
You would have wanted to marry me too ? I still do .
He didnt back away from her question as he lifted .
Corn Chips driving Kiefer nuts youre not wearing your rings .
7/10 She gave a shrug .
Theyre in my bags .
I always said I needed them in case I was forced to pawn them for cash .
You wouldnt have sold them .
No.
He chuckled , Im sorry Genesis .
For the past and for my role in it , I am so sorry .
I know .
She kissed his cheek .
She held up her sandwich .
Are we eating with me on your lap ? Yes please .
I want you close , if its , okay ? Its okay .
She snuggled into his embrace as she took a bite .
of the crusty sandwich .
Her eyes met his delightedly , chicken salad .
With Swiss cheese , exactly how you used to like them .
How is still so cold ? Had the guys bring the picnic basket up from the fridge in the canteen while you were in the shower .
I packed everything myself and set this all up but the food and the wine I asked them to bring up when I brought your clothes to you .
They sat quietly eating their food and when he reached for the wine bottle he started laughing .
What is so funny ? Corn Chips 8/10 I did all this but forgot the wine glasses .
I dont have glasses .
I have bottles of water and a bottle of wine but no glasses .
She grinned at him .
Open the wine , Tadgh .
Well just drink from the bottle .
Youre such a classy girl .
I know , right ? she giggled as she moved out of his embrace and then noted the guitar .
Actually , why dont you get that , and Ill open the wine .
Sing me a song .
He grinned , yeah ? Yes .
Please .
He grabbed his guitar while she wrestled with the cork of the wine bottle .
Taking a swig of it once she opened the bottle , she watched as he took his instrument from the case and strummed his fingers across the strings .
She sat cross legged opposite him .
What are you going to play ? How about , Something in the Orange ? Do you know it ? Zach Bryan has become a favorite of mine over the last few years .
No.
He held his hand out for the wine bottle , and he took a deep drink of it before passing it back to her with a grin .
I think for every song I sing you , I want a kiss .
Its like busking for busses .
He laughed at her words as he strummed the guitar again .
Corn Chips 9/10 Genesis was surprised when he started singing along with the guitar .
She knew it was a country tune , aware it was his favorite kind of music and as she listened to him pour himself into the lyrics , she was in awe of the passion .
To you , Im just a man , to me , youre all I am Where the hell am I supposed to go ? I poisoned myself again , somethin in the orange Tells me youre never comin home She was dumbstruck at how , despite the Irish accent she usually heard in his voice , it took on a southern drawl as he pulled the lyrics from deep in his chest .
When the song drew to a close , she held her hand against her pounding chest and blinked real tears away .
I think Daddy and I need to have a real conversation about smashing the dreams of a teenage boy , Tadgh .
Youre extraordinarily talented .
Incredible .
Will you sing me another ? Payment first , his cheeks were stained red as she praised him , but he played it off playfully and pursed his lips .
Crossing the blanket on her knees she cupped his cheeks in her palms and kissed his lips softly .
Id kiss you a million times to hear you sing me songs .
Im learning so much about you tonight , Tadgh .
Thank you for not giving up on me , on us .
His blush turned his whole face red as he cleared his throat and started strumming another tune .
Genesis decided this might be the best foreplay she ever engaged in .