Salty What is your favorite memory of the last six years ? Since Egans been born ? His question startled her , and she frowned at the way it made .
it her think .
Tapping her finger atop the table as he lifted his wineglass to his lips , she pondered it .
I think , she admitted quietly , it was a few months before .
Egans fourth birthday , and he woke up incredibly happy .
He was cuddled up next to me and he asked me what his brothers name was .
Id never mentioned him having a brother .
He was only three , so he wasnt drawing intricate pictures of anything other than scribbles and stuff , so I hadnt realized he was dreaming of Roan yet .
I lost him when I was fourteen weeks .
pregnant , so it never dawned on me Roan was a spirit .
Then he said his brother asked him what his name was .
At first , I thought it was simply a dream , and it didnt mean anything but then he said it wasnt my fault I fell down the stairs and how his brother really missed me .
To know Egan was connecting me to him , she let out a shaky breath , it was life changing for me .
Egan and I talked a long time about what name to give his brother and we agreed to call him Roan .
The day after I got my tattoo of their names , Egan said Roan loved his name and he loved me too .
I was still thinking it was surreal , a bit of an oddity .
Then a week or so later , Egan gave me a message saying my Dad was cutting wood with a knife and to tell me I needed to learn to shoot .
Learn to shoot ? Kiefers voice was strangely hoarse .
Genesis noted the watery eyes , and he understood his feelings .
Salty 2/8 house , and he wanted me to know how to fire one .
I was only six .
I remember my mom was yelling and Dad was very calm , sitting in his rocking chair , whittling , and said after the party he was taking me to learn to shoot .
When Egan gave me the message from my father , I knew then something special was happening .
I talked to Astra who reached out to a friend of hers .
Her friend came and talked to Egan .
She coached me on what I should and shouldnt do but , she gave an honest smile , having the connection to them means everything to me .
I felt Egans gift was mine as well .
I thought it was bogus until he told you about the horse and you pulled the one out of your bag .
Freaked me the fuck out .
Dad said my granny who was gifted like Egan .
Really ? I find it very fascinating .
Do you ever feel compelled to sit Egan down and quiz him for answers ? In the beginning it was really hard to not ask questions but the medium we talked with made it clear not to put pressure on him .
They said if Egan has a message from anyone on the other side , hell share it with me in his time but for his peace of mind , to let him come to me .
Why ? Because , the medium said right now , hes only talking to people who want to pass along messages to me .
If we open it up and send Egan into his dreams asking for information which inadvertently opens others to communicate with Egan it could be detrimental and draining on him .
Salty 3/8 But if Roan doesnt have the answer and goes in search of it and brings something back , its a problem .
A straightforward .
question I pose to you might not be as straightforward to a little boy of four , five , six and until Egan is older , until he is able to meet with other mediums with similar gifts who can help him control the way spirits impact him , I cant risk it .
I wont risk the living for questions and answers from the dead .
How often do you get messages ? For me its never often enough but usually once a month or every six weeks .
Egan said before Roan finds it draining to his spirit to relay messages .
It uses energy .
They communicate telepathically to play but when its a message meant for me , Egan says Roan speaks to him out loud .
The same with my Dad .
Whats the weirdest or best message from your father , aside from him telling you to shoot , which is weird by the way .
I think he was telling me to learn to protect myself , she gave him a pointed glance and Kiefer nodded .
The weirdest one was a name Egan mentioned less than a year ago .
I never did.
figure out what the name was referring to , but Egan said my Dad repeated it many times over several dreams .
Then he stopped .
Do you remember the name ? I do .
Makari .
I tried to google it but honestly , the only thing I could figure out was a skin care regimen .
She gave a laugh , I never figured it out .
What about from Roan ? Salty 4/8 Thats harder .
Every message from Roan feels special .
I live for each of them .
I think when Egan told me Roan hears me when I speak to him .
The medium helped me learn how to meditate .
I cant connect or feel them myself but according to Egan when I meditate and tell Roan I love him and I never forget him , he hears me .
Hes my angel and I know he watches .
They were interrupted as their appetizers arrived and Genesis gave a bland smile and looked at Kiefer .
She leaned forward when the server left , I told you were going home hungry .
He chuckled , Genesis , its only the appetizer .

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Its a cracker with a weird mousse and a couple fish eggs .
One .
Not even a couple of them .
Just one .
Do you want mine ? No because youll not get enough calories and go into some kind of hypoglycemic episode , and Ill have to carry your heavy ass out of here .
He laughed heartily now , youre killing me .
Im not wrong ! She avoided her wine .
When this dinner is done , were probably going to have to go home and raid the cupboards for snacks .
Cant even drink my wine because Im going to get tanked having alcohol on an empty stomach .
Kiefer was hugging his ribs as he laughed at her complaints .
She shoved her entire cracker in her mouth and covered her mouth while she chewed crankily .
After she swallowed , he lifted his from his plate and leaned across the table .
Open up .
Salty No , its yours .
I cant eat yours .
5/8 You can , come on .
Youll need your energy tomorrow to chase a six year old .
She opened her mouth , and he popped it into past her teeth , his thumb dragging along the edge of her mouth to wipe the crumbs .
Youre beautiful , Gen.
Thanks .
She looked away as she chewed the mouthful of cracker .
Is it good ? It tastes salty .
Like oyster and shellfish salty or a mouthful of jizz salty .
She kicked him under the table as she tried not to laugh at his words .
Whose jizz have you been tasting to find out its salty ? Dont you remember the time we made out in the elevator in New York ? She blinked at his question , no .
Yes , you do , little liar .
Remember how the elevator got stuck between floors and the maintenance crew called to say it would be at least twenty to thirty minutes .
To distract you , I put you on your knees .
Id just filled your mouth , and it was dripping .
down your chin and the elevator started to move again ahead of schedule .
Salty 6/8 meeting room they were heading for , hed whispered the word salty in his car .
Kiefer , she was certain her face was red .
Ive never been so glad to get trapped in an elevator in my life .
Where is the rest of the food ? she tried to change the topic .
Its coming , he promised .
Speaking of coming , at her annoyed gaze , how did you sleep last night ? I slept well , thank you .
Did he make you No ! she cut him off .
Why not ? Because my bedroom is for sleep only .
What ? Lorcan said having to satisfy the needs of three men , Ill need my own sanctuary where sex is off the table .
My bed is mine for rest .
If I want to be held , I can ask for cuddles but no sex in room .
He didnt try anything ? my He did kiss me good morning , she thought of the way his lips were soft and teasing when she first woke , however he told me.
to go back to sleep and he left .
Salty And you slept well with him ? She nodded .
Why ? 7/8 I felt safe with him there , Kiefer .
Ive been sleeping with one eye open in the house , afraid of who might come in .
You and Tadgh have been crossing boundaries without my consent , cuddling up in bed with me and it makes me unsettled .
Having Lorcan there made me feel I could close my eyes and know there wont be anyone touching me in a way I didnt want .
Genesis , you should know we wouldnt force you .
No but youre both taking liberties you shouldnt have .
He nodded , I apologize .
Youre right .
Tadgh and I were both of the opinion the best way to make you feel how much we love you was to inundate you with our presence .
We were wrong .
I really fucking hate the old man is reading this situation better than the two of us together , but he is .
She couldnt help but laugh at his words .
He is a smooth talker , Ill give him that and he definitely reads me a lot better than the two of you do .
We will do better Gen.
I promise .
Im scared of you Kiefer .
I know , a ghrá , and I cannot tell you the guilt I have because your love was the best gift I ever received in my life , and I squandered it .
I squandered it like a fool .
I should have kept you Salty 8/8 pleas for me to give you more of me .
You are afraid Im going to break your heart again .
As long as Im alive , if Im nothing else .
for you , Genesis , I will be the one who keeps you safe .
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