Please My Darling , Marry Me Again Chapter 10 : This is Goodbye 1/9 My time awake kept getting shorter and shorter , and every time I opened my eyes , a bunch of pink roses would be placed next to my bed .
I no longer refused Tristan from entering my room , but I also no longer looked at him .
When Maddie came to give me an injection , she would secretly wipe away her tears .
I felt guilty inside , she was just starting her career as a nurse , and already have to deal with a dying patient .
I squeezed her hand , Ill give you a present .
What ? If you dont cry , Ill tell you .
The little girl pouted her mouth , Who cried ? I didnt ! I laughed , this present , can only be given when Im dead .
Tristan would help wipe my body since I could no longer move , I let him .
I looked at him and said , Youve become a bit ugly .
He nervously put down the towel and asked me : What dont you like ? Ill go fix it .
Chapter 10 : This is Goodbye 2/9 I shook my head , Dont bother .
Even if you fix it , you cant turn back the clock to 18.
I said , I still love the clean and refreshing young man .
Tristan forced a smile and lightly helped me cover the blanket .
Tristan , did you fall out of love with me because I grew old ? I was really curious , but Tristan didnt answer .
He turned his back to me and sobbed , his back shivering as if he was about to faint from crying for a long time .
At night , he held my IV tube and touched my cheek and said , Abby , you have always been so beautiful , the most beautiful .
Liar , then why did you fall in love with someone else .
I no longer responded to him , rolled over and fell asleep .
After begging Maddie for more painkillers the 100th time , winter finally turned into spring .
Spring came after a heavy snowfall .
Joyce came in with fruit and asked me , Can you take me out for a walk ? It looks nice outside .
She looked around and asked , Where is Tristan ? I said , He went to buy flowers .
Chapter 10 : This is Goodbye 3/9 Joyce smiled and put on my thick coat , pushing me out of the door .
When we passed by the nurses station , I saw Maddie , and I waved at her with a smile .
But she lowered her head and tears started flowing .
I asked Joyce to get me another coat and waited for her .
We havent finished watching the TV series yet ! Maddie said with teary eyes .
I smiled and said , 300 episodes ! Weve already watched 298 episodes ! There are still two episodes left ! Shes trying to tell me to come back .
Of course I knew that .
Just two more episodes left , watch them yourself .
I told her I was going to another world soon .
Maddie wanted to say something else but I told her , Remember to be happy , Maddie .

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Thats the most important thing .
Maddie was a good girl , she deserves to be happy .
Joyce was pushing me around on the wheelchair , I let her stop at a warm patch of sunlight .
Chapter 10 : This is Goodbye 4/9 The spring sunshine was warm , I lazily asked , Joyce , You were the one who told Tristan Im here ? Joyce paused , then bent down and asked me , Do you want some water ? I laughed , Its alright , its alright .
Peter is getting married , right ? She didnt stay silent this time , Mm .
What do you think about it ? Her gaze moved far away , her voice like it was being blown by the wind , I dont know .
I nodded , not saying anything else .
Jojo , I suddenly spoke , calling her nickname .
Joyce stiffened her body , her eyes turning red .
Jojo , do you remember , when we were in school , what was our wish ? Joyce pulled up the corners of her mouth and thought for a moment before saying , I wanted to be a baker .
We used to love eating desserts , and I wanted to make the tastiest desserts so that everyone who ate them would be happy .
What a simple wish .
Chapter 10 : This is Goodbye Joyce was raised by a single mom , and similar people always love to keep each other warm .
We tried to get closer to each other .
The cold night snow would be melted by the warm sunshine , and Tristan was the hottest ray of light in my life .
Abby ! Abby ! Abby ! 5/9 I turned my head and saw Tristan calling my name while holding a bouquet of pink roses at the window .
He was very rushed , and half of his body was already sticking out of the window .
I looked at him from afar and thought , this is enough , just this one glance is enough .
Shall we go back ? Joyce tried to push me away .
I stretched out my hand to block her and said with a mischievous smile , Jojo , this is the punishment for you secretly telling Tristan .
You have to be the one to watch me die .
Joyces tears started to flow and I raised my hand to wipe them away .
Jojo , look , if I had to say what I want to see the most , it would be this scene right now .
I secretly pointed to Tristan and said , Tristan worrying for me , looking for me , caring for me .
Chapter 10 : This is Goodbye 6/9 Its been half my life since I first met Tristan .
I leaned back to make myself comfortable .
Half my life … How long its been .
The good , the bad , all of it came from him the most sincere feelings , the most poisonous words , the most difficult emotions to let go of .
I closed my eyes and said with a choking voice , Jojo , how did we both … loose ourselves for a man ? Where did the initial dreams , simple wishes , and easy joys go ? Jojo , I reached out to grab her wrist , softly saying , I wish we lived in a fairytale world , where if we ever encountered obstacles , someone would come to save us .
But thats impossible , Jojo , impossible … Tears fell from my eyes and splashed onto my palm , Jojo , who can save us ? Only we can save ourselves … Jojo , I hope youre happy .
You should … You should be the happiest one ! We should have been happy .
Joyces lips quivered , tears falling onto my hands , and she Chapter 10 : This is Goodbye repeated , Abby … dont go … Abby … dont go ! 7/9 We were all grown up , and rarely said such things , the last thing we should do on the path of growing up was to say childish words .
But between life and death , everything can be forgiven .
I watched her cry , but had no strength to help her wipe them away .
Jojo , do what you want to do .
No matter what , I hope you do what you really want to do , even if its still to stay by Peter and wait for a love with no end in sight .
You should … be happy .
Be happy for me .
Abby , Abby, wake up , do you have anything to say to Tristan ? Joyce sobbed beside me .
My consciousness began to blur , my soul seemed to be sucked out , and I could only shake my head stiffly .
What should I say ? When I was in love , I said enough sweet words ; when I wasnt loved , I said enough pleading words ; when my heart died , I said so many hurtful words .
What else do I have to say to him ? Chapter 10 : This is Goodbye I have already said everything I could to him in this lifetime .
So it seems we have nothing to say when we reach the end .
Jojo , I still managed to smile at her .
Its a sunny day .
Its my favorite , a warm sunny day .
On the road to the underworld , it wont be cold either .
8/9 Abby ! Someone shouted hoarsely and ran towards me .
When I looked up , it looked like Tristan , holding a pink rose in his hand .
He stumbled and ran towards me , as if he had used up all his strength .
In a daze , I seemed to see the young man in his white and blue school uniform panting as he ran towards me , holding a bunch of wildflowers he had hastily picked up from the roadside .
He blushed and looked at me straight in the eye and said , Abby , can you … be my girlfriend ? I promise Ill be good to you ! I just smiled and took the flowers from him and said , Okay , then its a deal .
You mustnt break your promise ! Tristan , you mustnt break your promise .
That tear that was promised never to fall still slipped down the Chapter 10 : This is Goodbye corner of my eye .
As spring returns to the land , I sleep forever .
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